Chapter 387 how to entangle, why bother?
Disappear completely?
Early marriage?
Already broken up?
These words, like knives, cut her heart.
She did not believe that ji chenling had said these words.
He clearly went downstairs to see her yesterday and spoke to her so softly that even if he lost a million dollars, he was determined to be with her.
How could he be so determined?
She went up and saw two people standing around the corner talking.
One of them, she did not know, had not seen.
The other one was Ji Chenling.
In his head, there was a buzzing sound.
She never seemed to know what love was.
If she set out from her, she thought that it was for his sake, that he would be happy to see him and want to be with him. Even if he said a lot of bad things about her and pointed out her shortcomings, she would not be angry.
Because she knew that love needed to be tolerant, understanding, regressive, patient and attuned.
But in an instant, she felt as if she had been hit in the head.
She did not understand, did not know, and was very confused. Seeing Ji Chenling walk out of the corner, she did not have time to think about it. She followed him and shouted, "Ji Chenling."
Ji Chenling paused, turned around and looked at her, his eyes becoming clear, cold, and resolute.
"Did you and Deng Xueqi get married earlier?" Bai Xi asked.
"Yes."
"Will you marry her?" Bai Xi asked.
"Yes." Ji Chenling said without any pause.
Bai Xi's heart thumped and sank. He even talked to her over and over again. "We, never, never, ever again?"
"If possible, I won't break up with you, but let you wait for me." Ji Chenling said word for word. His face was expressionless and there was no warmth in his eyes.
He was too mean, too heartless. It made her feel strangely strange.
"Are you acting now? Don't lie to me. I'll believe you." Bai Xi asked in a daze.
She couldn't believe that they were fine before. Okay, she wanted to fight with him and face all the problems together.
"I don't have to act. Only marrying Deng Xueqi can solve all my problems. The moment I broke up with you, you were abandoned. I remember telling you very clearly at the time..."
"So you came to see me yesterday?" Bai Xi cut him off.
"To be exact, I'm looking for Zuo Si. He lives right below you. As for why I sent him to protect you... Because I don't want to owe you anything, and I don't want you to get tangled up with me because of something."
What's the matter?
These words are too insulting.
It was as if she was pestering him, she couldn't let go, and in the end, she was disgusted and despised by him.
The fog clouded her eyes.
"What about buying me a house? Is it because of the debt?" Bai Xi asked.
"I slept with you, and this is what you deserve, as compensation for the breakup, and..." Ji Chenling paused, lowered his eyes, and looked at her again in an instant. His eyes had become clear. "Five years ago, when I found out about you, you were drugged. The love letter your classmate gave you was signed by you. I misunderstood, so I had a relationship with you."
"What?" Bai Xi was shocked.
Too shocked, bean-sized tears rolled down to her lips, very salty, very astringent, very bitter.
But he didn't feel anything.
"I've already done a paternity test. Tian Tian is not my child." Ji Chenling continued.
Bai Xi looked at him as if his feet were frozen on the ground, and his memory was pulled back to five years ago.
That hotel, that shameful night, at that time was betrayed, bullied, and driven away.
Tears rolled down like pearls with broken strings.
The accomplice to her tragedy was Ji Chenling.
Then why did he leave?
Why haven't you told her the truth for so long and let her suffer from being strong?
And? Tian Tian isn't his?
She only had sex with him. How could Tian Tian not be his?
Or was she raped again after he left without closing the door?
Ji Chenling turned around, leaving behind a lonely and proud figure.
She didn't call him and watched him leave.
Why are you calling him?
He was afraid that she would keep pestering him.
She doesn't seem to know Ji Chenling anymore.
In the past, how much of the help was fake, how much was just to make up for it?
So what if she knew that, no matter how much truth she had, she was already the one who was discarded.
Fu Lijun walked up to her.
Since he has made up his mind, stay away from him. He was in the center of the tornado, and if there was a slight mistake, he would be crushed to pieces. Also, remember the pain now, and you will forget him a little faster. He and you are impossible, and we don't welcome you to come to him." Fu Lijun said in a deep voice.
But every word killed her heart.
She watched Fu Lijun disappear in front of her, and some guests, including Li Yang, had already arrived.
She did not dodge, did not move, and stood there in a daze, trying to cushion herself, but her mind could not turn around.
Li Yang walked towards her unhappily, still speaking softly, but not in a pleasant voice. "Why are you everywhere? Are you tired of pestering me? The more men pester you, the more they hate you. You can ask your aunt if you don't understand this."
Bai Xi pursed her lips and did not speak, tears streaming down her face.
"Why are you crying? Acting like your aunt to gain sympathy? I won't be soft on you. I know women like you too well." Li Yang said with disdain.
She didn't want to cry in front of her either.
The blood of the kin hurts, but the blood of the enemy is quick.
But there was too much water in her brain to enter the urinary system. When she realized the truth, it was like a floodwater that had been opened, and all of it poured out.
Li Yang was worried about being seen by Ji Chenling and said in a low voice, "The guests will be here soon. If you do this again, I will call security. When the time comes, you will be embarrassed and humiliated. You will be all women. I don't want to make such a decision."
Yes, she was the only one who was humiliated and embarrassed.
She took a deep breath and couldn't stop crying. She felt that she was ridiculous.
She was also prepared to lie low for Ji Chenling.
What the hell is she thinking?
There was no sharp judgment and no proper execution.
She slowly turned around and staggered towards the corridor.
Afraid that she would follow again, li yang closed the door of the corridor.
She walked straight up to the top floor and found a corner. She squatted down and hugged her knees with both hands. In a daze, she kept thinking about what ji chenling had said.
Those words were sharper than any knife.
When her phone rang, she saw it was Qi Feng's. She hung up, turned it off, leaned against the fence and looked up at the blue sky.
The heart was still throbbing, and the painful breathing became thin.
She was like a wounded little beast, lonely and helpless, but she could only lick the wound and endure the rot to the bone marrow by herself.
Time passed, minute by minute, from dawn to night, from night to day, and from day to night again...