Chapter 407 she wants to be with ji chenling
He wanted her to have a good life, and she really felt it.
One hundred million.
How many people dream of it, how many people struggle for a few lifetimes to not earn it.
How many women gave up money that was impossible even if they had lost their conscience, and he gave it to her like this.
It was impossible to say that he was not touched.
The structure of a person's mind is too complicated.
Because one thing can disgust a person.
Because of one thing, I like someone.
In the long river of time ahead, you can love someone first and gradually become disgusted.
Or you can hate someone first and become fond of them.
And her thoughts wandered between truth and falsehood, imagination and reality.
In fact, she knew that ji chenling wanted to break up because it was impossible to be with her.
During the two nights she spent on the roof, her aching heart seemed to have been torn apart. She was drowning in the tsunami and couldn't help feeling miserable.
Five years ago, she went to see a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said a way to treat a broken love: don't think about his good, the pain after losing him, the good after losing him, the bad after losing him, the good after losing him.
She deliberately thought of ji chenling badly in her mind, bad enough to make her hate and give up.
Over and over again, he persuaded himself, warned himself, hinted at himself, and knew that he had fainted.
She had a hard time convincing herself.
But the truth was right in front of him.
She knew he was good.
The better he was, the more painful it would be for her.
His emotions were getting a little excited again, and the fog filled his eyes.
"Xiao Xi, are you okay? What's wrong?" Xu Yan asked worriedly.
Bai Xi regained his composure and grinned, but his tears were uncontrollable. He rolled down and said, "There are four stages of a breakup. The first stage of disbelief, the next stage of anger, the next stage of remorse, the last stage of depression, and the last stage of subconsciousness. As long as we go through these four stages, we will accept reality, slowly walk out, and live a new life. Time can soften all the sadness, sadness, just a process. I'm fine."
Bai Xi's tears started to flow even more fiercely. "You guys eat first. I'm going to wash my face."
Xu Yan looked at Bai Xi standing up, heartbroken. She looked at Han Ningxi, who was equally heartbroken. She got up, followed Bai Xi to the bathroom, and hugged Bai Xi behind her back.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know you were so sad and went out on a date happily." Xu Yan apologized.
"It doesn't matter. I can only adjust this kind of thing by myself. Other people won't listen to me. If you can be happy, I can be in a better mood." Bai Xi comforted Xu Yan and smiled, tears still flowing.
"What's the matter? Why are you crying all the time?" Xu Yan wiped Bai Xi's tears with a tissue.
"I don't know." Bai Xi took the paper from Xu Yan's hand. "I just feel heavy and uncomfortable. It's okay."
"What's the matter, Xiao Xi? Don't hold everything in your heart. I can't help you, but I'm definitely a good listener. Besides, I'll never betray you, I swear." Xu Yan said.
She knew that Xu Yan would not betray her.
She wants to be with ji chenling!
But what's the use of saying that?
They couldn't be together.
She knew, and so did Ji Chenling.
"I want to be alone for a while, okay? Just ten minutes. Help look after Tian Tian." Bai Xi said with red eyes.
"You still don't want to say it. Forget it. I'm going out to see Tian Tian." Xu Yan went out and closed the door for bai xi.
Tian Tian looked worriedly at the kitchen and pouted, not even eating the cake.
She saw Xu Yan come out and asked, "What happened to my mother? Is there anything wrong?"
"Your mother is a female soldier. She's fine, but her stomach is not feeling well. She'll be fine in a minute. Tian Tian will eat first." Xu Yan said, sitting across from Tian Tian, propping up his chin and looking thoughtfully at Tian Tian.
"You stay with Tian Tian. I'll go down and buy carrots and apples." Han Ningxi said.
"Thank you, darling." Xu Yan said sweetly.
Tian Tian followed Xu Yan's example and said to Han Ningxi, "Thank you, darling."
Han Ningxi smiled and turned to leave.
Ten minutes later, Bai Xi came out of the bathroom with red eyes.
"Mom." Tian Tian shouted, wiped his hands with a piece of paper and ran to Bai Xi.
He pressed his hand on Bai Xi's stomach.
"It doesn't hurt. It doesn't hurt. Mom's stomach doesn't hurt. She's better now." Tian Tian made a wish.
Bai Xi gently touched Tian Tian's head and smiled, "Mom doesn't hurt anymore."
Xu Yan looked at Bai Xi.
Now Bai Xi really acted as if nothing had happened.
"Let's eat." Xu Yan said.
"Yes."
In the afternoon
The four of them went to the zoo to play.
I had a great time.
Especially with monkeys.
When she came out of the zoo, it was past five o' clock.
"Yan, please take care of Tian Tian tonight. I have an appointment with Song Zhenhai. I have to go to court tomorrow and see you in advance."
"No problem. Also, I'll take tomorrow off. Those people from your old mother-in-law's family are not human. I'll go and prevent them from bullying you." Xu Yan said.
"I'm off tomorrow. I'll drive you there." Han Ningxi said.
"Thank you." Bai Xi was moved. "I'll treat you to lunch."
"I want seafood buffet." Xu Yan said with a smile.
"Okay." Bai Xi readily agreed.
On the way to see Song Zhenhai
Bai Xi called Long Youfei. "Hello, I'm Bai Xi."
"I know. What's wrong?"
"After I came back, I thought about it for a long time. Mr. Long gave me a good chance and a lot of salary. I can't match up to him. But you know my past relationship with Ji Chenling. If I deal with him, I won't be able to do it. Maybe one day when I soften my heart and tell him your plan, I'll be sorry for your kindness, so..."
"So you want to resign?" Long Youfei interrupted Bai Xi.
"I'm sorry, but I've made up my mind. I'll pay you back tomorrow as well as the money you gave me. If you can, could you give me an account, or should I return it to your previous account?" Bai Xi said calmly.
Long Youfei pursed his lips and remained silent for a while. He said unhappily, "I hope you think it through."
"I've been thinking about it for a long time. Working at your place, I'm bound to meet Ji Chenling. I'm not a positive person. It's best for me to leave." Bai Xi said seriously.
"You... Yesterday you swore to be a good person, but today you changed your mind. Are you in june?" Long Youfei said unhappily.
"I thought I was a trustworthy, positive person, but today I saw myself clearly. I seem to have been a little bit of a thunderstorm all this time. Besides, I always talk big, promise things, promise things, and I can never do it. I'm sorry, I'll hang up first, you have a good rest." After Bai Xi finished speaking, he didn't give Long Youfei a chance to speak and hung up.