Chapter 575 less tricks, more sincerity
"I don't want to let myself go, because I killed him, I hurt myself, and I deserve it. I'm trapped in my own morality, but I won't forget revenge. Long Youfei has done many evil deeds and committed many lives. I don't believe that I can't find a loophole. I will persevere and work hard for revenge all my life."
"Don't you think that's disgusting and hypocritical? What you can do with your ability is just to find excuses for your cowardice and incompetence. All I see in you is compromise, self-righteousness, and pretentiousness." Aunt kim said coldly.
Bai Xi didn't want to argue anymore. It didn't make any sense.
As long as she knows who she is and what she thinks, she doesn't have to convince anyone.
It doesn't matter what others think or think. She knows what she's doing and what she should do.
"Maybe." Bai Xi lowered his eyes and stopped looking at aunt jin. "When are we leaving?"
Aunt jin's eyes darkened as she looked at Bai Xi.
"Are you willing to marry Long Youfei now?" Aunt kim asked.
"No." Bai Xi said these three words clearly.
"Even for revenge, you don't want to?" Aunt kim asked again.
Bai Xi looked at Aunt kim, whose eyes were as red as blood and whose face was still wet from crying. "Once upon a time, there was a husband and wife. The man cheated on her, and the woman was upset. In order to get revenge on the man, she cheated on her. Did Aunt kim think that the woman did the right thing?"
"If she's willing to fall, her behavior will not change her husband's mind. It will only make her more disgusted and ruin her reputation. In the end, it will only make her more miserable."
"Aunt kim seems to be very clear on this matter. I think this girl should divorce and become a better person. Only when she becomes better, can she meet a better person. It's also the biggest revenge against the scumbag. Because she hates an action, she becomes the person she hates. In my opinion, it's the most irrational. This is my answer to Aunt kim." Bai Xi said firmly.
Aunt kim's eyes darkened, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and his expression softened. He said with great relief, "You passed my test."
Bai Xi looked at Aunt kim calmly, not understanding what she meant by that.
"It's good to judge the situation, to tolerate it, to speak, but to have your own opinions and principles, not to be tempted by power, money, and interests. It's good. It's good to have a good heart in front of all kinds of things. It's really good." Aunt kim praised.
"I don't understand what Aunt kim means." Bai Xi locked Aunt kim suspiciously.
"There are a lot of people who want to work for me. These people have all kinds of purposes and selfish intentions. They seem to be respectful and obedient to me on the surface, and their minds are full of tricks and tricks."
"I used you, too." Bai Xi confessed.
"Of course I do, so I keep testing your humanity. Love bravely when you love, and give up when you don't love. That's good. Go back tonight. I'll ask Long Yihang to come over and let him recognize you." Aunt kim said.
Bai Xi still looked at Aunt kim defensively. "Why did you help me? Do you have a purpose too?"
Aunt kim didn't answer Bai Xi directly. "Are you going to quit when you get back?"
"No, I want to wait for you to fire me." Bai Xi said frankly.
Aunt kim smiled. "It's right to be in awe. That way, you can avoid a lot of mistakes. You're smart. There's no love for no reason in the world, and there's no good for no reason. I do have a purpose for helping you. I don't have a successor. I want you to take over."
"Didn't you say I didn't have the ability?" Bai Xi didn't pick it up, and he didn't know what to do.
"In my opinion, character is more important than ability. The higher the power, the more mistakes you make. You are rational enough to know what to do, what to do, what not to do. Take your time. I should be able to live for a few more years and do my best to teach you." Aunt kim said.
She didn't want to be a successor, but she did want to meet long yi hang first. Without a direct answer, she asked, "Are you going to shang xiang?"
"Go now. We leave at nine. Find a small restaurant on the way to eat." Aunt kim said.
Bai Xi saw that it was only seven o' clock. Instead of accompanying aunt jin to the incense shop, she went to the corridor.
There was a thick fog today, and the fog couldn't dissipate at this time, especially on the mountains, so the visibility was not high.
In the late autumn of the morning, in the mountains, it was very cold, but the air was exceptionally good.
"Benefactor."
Bai Xi turned his head and was dressed in a white monk's uniform.
"Morning." Bai Xi greeted politely.
Ming fa stood beside Bai Xi. "I thought about it for a long time. Yesterday you asked me about the relationship between master and benefactor jin. I said I was young and didn't know. In fact, I lied. I shouldn't have lied. I'm sorry, I know."
"It doesn't matter. It's your right to say it or not. Master, don't blame yourself. You may not say it. It's the result of your judgment." Bai Xi excused himself.
"Master and benefactor jin are mother and son." Ming fa said.
Bai Xi did not expect this. "I think Aunt kim is very respectful to you. You are her son's disciple."
"Benefactor jin respects buddha." Ming fa corrected.
Bai Xi understood why Aunt kim's face changed when he mentioned the abbot. "Doesn't Aunt kim have any children other than your master?"
"As far as I know, no."
"She doesn't seem to have a husband either." Bai Xi said.
Ming fa raised her lips slightly. "When master took me in, it seemed like there was no father. That's all I know."
"I'm very grateful that you can tell me this."
"Then the benefactor, the poor monk, has other things to do. I'll take my leave first."
Bai Xi nodded and watched master ming fa leave. She still had a lot of questions in her heart.
What exactly was Aunt kim's purpose!
What was Long Youfei talking about Aunt kim's purpose?
Who was the person who adopted Long Youfei? Did that person have anything to do with the virus?
Aunt jin asked her to take over the shift. What did she say?
There were so many questions in my head that I was a little irritated. If the thoughts between people could be shown on my face, there wouldn't be so much deceit.
Everything is clear. If you want to rely on your own labor, how good, how simple.
On the way back
Bai Xi thought for a long time and asked, "Aunt kim, who adopted Long Youfei?"
Aunt jin's eyes darkened. "There are some things I will tell you. You should know. There are some things you should not know. After you know, there is only endless trouble for you."
"What kind of trouble does Aunt kim think it will be? I have to deal with Long Youfei. It's good to know who adopted him. Aunt kim doesn't want your successor to die suddenly and inexplicably." Bai Xi said directly.