Chapter 919 you have a hole in your head, and halley's comet is not satisfied.
"From the very beginning, we all hide our true nature and show the best. We can be lively, we can be fair, we can be gentle, we can be humorous. These are all attractive characteristics. But over time, our true nature will be exposed, such as bad temper, such as special treatment, such as willfulness, such as laziness, such as princess disease, and so on. So, love, in fact, It's already deceptive, unless..." Bai Xi paused to see Xu Yan in a daze.
"Xu Yan." Bai Xi shouted.
Xu Yan regained his composure and nodded. "I think you're right. Look at Han Ningxi. At first, he was gentle, generous, magnanimous, and very caring. But now, he's exposed. He's the central air conditioner, okay?"
"Let's go back to the last topic. A girl wants to find a boyfriend, and she knows that she doesn't have a long life. She shows her good side. Then suddenly, she gets seriously ill and changes will make the boy reluctant to leave. This kind of reluctant emotion will be magnified indefinitely, because in the face of life and death, it is not a simple breakup. It is love, but it has to be separated forever." Bai sighed.
"So, Xiao Xi, why do you keep thinking about this?" Xu Yan asked, puzzled. "And, unless, unless what are you talking about?"
"Unless, from the start, you are the real one. That way, the one he falls in love with is the real you." Bai Xi said.
Xu Yan shrugged. "The real me, forget it. The real me, sloppy, spicy, no good, ugly without makeup."
"So, you can change yourself, make yourself a better person, keep your heart, and stay the same."
"Why should I change myself for a man? I don't want to. I want to be sloppy and mean. He loves me or doesn't love me. I don't care. I just care. I live a good life." Xu Yan said bluntly.
Bai Xi was also a little worried about Xu Yan. If she was not around, Xu Yan's character was impulsive, and, too straightforward, unrestrained, easily offended people.
"In the past, I read a book about the lives of several people. One of them was called a. He was born in an ordinary family, but his parents loved him very much. When he was young, he was very naughty, willful, flamboyant, sunny and lively. Children of this character have been very happy since they were young, and they have many friends at school, because most people like things that are close to the sun and make people comfortable."
"Well, the family environment is also very important for a child's character development." Xu Yan said.
"When he came to work, he was too sharp, too flamboyant, too active, and not liked by his colleagues. Do you know why?" Bai Xi asked.
"Willful and flamboyant, that's probably the reason." Xu Yan guessed.
Bai Xi smiled and said, "Because the society is different from the school. The school is the same age. People who can accept this age are arrogant, headstrong, domineering, lively, active, and even some children will envy this kind of person. Because where they are, they are the main character, being noticed, shining. But, when they go to work, experience is different, age is different, It's no longer the same."
"What do you mean no longer the same?" Xu Yan didn't understand, didn't understand.
For example, ten middle-aged women in their 40s and 50s, gathered in the park in the winter, and nine of them dressed up properly, dressed in black feathered dragon clothes, with short hair like instant noodles, dusty hair, and even a little fat. One of them was wearing a red dress, dressed very well, makeup, clothes, and hair accessories, and many of the middle-aged women in that group would not like her. They might even form a small group with rumors about that woman behind them, like being taken care of, like working in an unnatural service industry outside, being the third of a certain high level. It's not the same as being ostracized." Bai Xi explained.
"I see. It's just that many people in the unit are not like him, so they will crowd him out." Xu Yan said.
"It's not some kind of character of him, such as flaunting, such as showing off his sharpness. There's a saying that goes like this. The experience of life is to polish the diamond on a person's body, become rounder, and roll further." Bai Xi said.
Xu Yan heard what Bai Xi meant. "Is that the person you're talking about, me? Sharp and angular?"
Bai Xi just wanted Xu Yan to adapt to the environment and life more, because in the future, she might not be able to accompany her.
"We should take a little bit. Don't offend people. We have our own way." Bai Xi said in a good voice, comparing his intentions with his hands.
Xu Yan was not unreasonable. She knew that Bai Xi was doing it for her good.
"I know what you're saying, but sometimes when I get angry, I can't control my mouth." Xu Yan said.
"When you're angry, let yourself calm down for five minutes, listen to music, and when you calm down, your brain won't be so hot anymore, and you'll understand everything. You don't even want to argue with her, because you've lost your level." Bai Xi said softly.
Xu Yan found that he could hear Bai Xi because Bai Xi's voice was very pleasant and easy to hear.
"You're right. I'll take my time. Next time, I'll be careful not to offend the little guy. It's really annoying all day long." Xu Yan said with deep understanding.
Bai Xi smiled. "Come on, do you want another cucumber roll?"
"Yes, yes, yes." Xu Yan immediately said, opening his mouth. Bai Xi fed her one.
"Well..." Xu Yan said in a satisfied voice, "I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't eat lunch, I'm so hungry, I'm so satisfied, I feel so happy."
"You have to be happy to lose weight so you can persevere. It's too painful, it's easy to give up, and it's easy to bounce back." Bai Xi said and fed Xu Yan another cucumber roll.
Xu Yan smiled as he ate. "It's so good to have you. I wish I could be with you every day. I don't want any men. I miss the days when we were together."
"Yes." Bai Xi responded.
She couldn't promise because she didn't... Have confidence in the future.
There was a knock on the door.
Bai Xi looked at the door.
Xing Xingchen stood at the door with a serious and serious expression. He said to Bai Xi, "Can I have a word with you alone?"
Bai Xi was surprised.
She didn't know Xing Xingchen well, and she hadn't met him before. She didn't say anything bad about him just now. Why did he tell her something? Was it about Xu Yan?
Xu Yan was puzzled and stopped in front of Bai Xi. "Hey, Xing Xingchen, you're not interested in Bai Xi, are you? I told you, she's Ji Chenling's girlfriend. Don't harm my friend. I won't let you go."
Xing Xingchen glanced at Xu Yan unhappily. "You have a brain problem, a hole, and halley's comet is not filling it up. What I'm about to say should be very important to Ji Chenling..."