Chapter 961 you can't lose anything, you can't lose confidence.
"If I don't get married, I can live a good life. I can make money, I can support myself, and I can support you and Dad."
"That's you now. When you get old, Dad and I will leave. You're the only one left. How are you going to live your old life? Then you'll be too lonely. You'll have to have a child. You'll have a hope. The child will be born early and will recover well. Your child has a father and a man to take care of you."
"You and Dad, who's taking care of who's taking care of who? I'm not taking care of you yet. What's the use of men?" Xu Yan said angrily.
"So you have to have a child, a legitimate child. Isn't your boyfriend's family very rich? Our family's conditions are not good, so just be patient. We have to be patient anyway. We have to be patient with either one thing or another. Besides, the invitations have been sent out. If you can't get married this time, what will they say about you? What will they say about your parents? No one will introduce you to them. They will even talk about you. Words are scary. You and I, Dad, are both shameless people..."
"Is your face more important than my happiness? Why do I have to get married in your eyes? Not getting married is like an unforgivable sin. I don't think it's good to get married. You and Dad are living a good life. You're just wasting me."
"So you're happier that Dad and I are dead. Dad and I are not in good health anyway. We won't be able to live much longer."
When Xu Yan heard this, he felt a great deal of pressure, especially the kind of irritable, depressed, mixed with guilt and regret.
She was worried about her parents' health, and she didn't want them to get worse because of her. The feeling of guilt made her heart ache.
"I'm going to bed first." Xu Yan said.
"What I said, you have to listen to me. You have to get married. Don't miss it because of your temper. If you miss it, you can miss the next one. If you miss a few, you're not young. You're old. No matter how good you are, others will think that you can't get married. It's a problem."
"Am I wrong to choose between lack and profligacy?" Xu Yan felt helpless.
"Tell your boyfriend well, don't be willful. The wedding has already sent out invitations. It's not that you won't get married if you don't get married. You have to take responsibility for your actions and don't treat marriage as a joke."
Xu Yan was so upset that he hung up and left his phone behind.
Perhaps only those who had been pushed to madness could understand the pressure she was feeling right now. She felt like a broken bowl and a random person had married.
Especially for someone like her who sent out invitations and didn't have a groom, she was really... Drunk.
She got up, picked up her phone, and tried to call Xing Xingchen.
However, when she thought of Xing Xingchen's final decision to leave, she felt that it was humiliating for her to call.
Han Ningxi?
In the end, Han Ningxi's angry and sinister eyes gave her a shiver. She did not have the courage to call. Moreover, when she thought about Han Ningxi's hurt, she really... Was very repulsed to call him. After thinking about it, now, only Xing Xingchen could relieve her anxiety.
Considering how much money Xing Xingchen had promised, she should treat him like a lord for the sake of money.
Xu Yan took a deep breath, took another deep breath, smiled and called.
Three times, Xing Xingchen hung up.
Xu Yan had the urge to drop his phone.
"Something's wrong." She couldn't help bursting out, inhaling and exhaling.
Well, she tolerated it until she got married, so she didn't have to beg him.
How did he torture her now? She would torture him to death in the future.
She calmed down and sent Xing Xingchen a wechat message. "Little xingchen, what are you doing? I didn't answer your call. Are you doing something big?"
When she sent it out, she decisively did not receive a reply from Xing Xingchen.
As expected.
She texted Xing Xingchen again. "It's dark, but I can't sleep. I miss you a little."
She looked at the message and felt a little numb. She shook and sent it out decisively.
She waited for Xing Xingchen's message, but Xing Xingchen still didn't send it.
Instead of waiting to make herself uncomfortable, she decided to do 30 laps first.
After that, Xing Xingchen still didn't send her a message.
She suspected that Xing Xingchen had blacked her out and looked at the screen for a while. It was really a broken bowl.
She sent a message again. "I didn't know how to cherish it before. Now that I think about it, you're still comfortable when you kiss. I'm just too nervous. If you give me another chance, I'll kiss you back."
After xu yan sent it, she threw her phone aside again, did 30 laps, and saw the text message from Xing Xingchen.
It's a simple one.
"You're sick."
Xu Yan raised an eyebrow. It was better for him to reply to a text message than nothing. It was better to be cold and violent.
Doctor, dr. Xing Xingchen, am I too sick to be cured? It's mainly because my husband ran away. I'm exhausted. What can I do to get him back?" Xu Yan asked. After she sent it, she went to do 30 more lapels.
When she was done, she saw that Xing Xingchen still hadn't sent a message. She sent it again. "Doctor, you're so powerful, can't you save me?"
Xing Xingchen glanced at Xu Yan's text message again and sent the address. "Come here and get changed."
"My grass, are you sick?" Xu Yan couldn't help but say, "Is that all you have in mind?"
Of course, she was just shouting. Xing Xingchen couldn't hear her. She sent a message and said, "I'm a woman. It's too dangerous to go out so late. Can little brother wait until tomorrow when he's in a good mood? Let's have dinner together. I'll treat you."
"Hooligans are afraid of you. What are you afraid of, hooligans? I called for the car. I'll be downstairs later. Aren't you trying to keep me? Come on." Xing Xingchen said.
Xu Yan smashed his phone on the bed again and pursed his lips. "Are you sick? You're hopeless. Are you mistaken? Your mind is full of filth. I'll go."
After she roared, she calmed herself down again and sent a provocative message. "I've been starving for more than 20 years. Little brother is sure he wants me to come over tonight. You won't be afraid to be late for work tomorrow, and the king won't come to court early from now on."
When Xing Xingchen saw her news, he also felt the urge to smash his phone and pulled the corners of his mouth. "There is a beautiful woman in the king's court. You have nothing to do with beauty. Come on."
Xu Yan rolled her eyes. At this point, she had no choice but to bite the bullet. At the worst, after the past, he was so disgusted that he didn't dare to eat her.
With her honed face, she should be able to be thicker than Xing Xingchen.
"Coming." Xu Yan said.
No matter what you lose, you can't lose your confidence...