Chapter 1045 Even If It Was Doomed, Even If It Was Lovesickness to the Bone

Chapter 1045 even if there is no end to it, even if there is deep love in one's bones

"This..." The cashier looked at his handsome boss and was embarrassed.

His boss was really handsome, masculine, good-looking, and manly all the time. He was a handsome man.

However, she liked that kind of beautiful man with patterns. She didn't need a height of 1.83 meters, nor did she need hard muscle lines, but the best kind of ruffian, bad, that kind of feeling.

Just now, Fu Yue was the kind of pretty guy with bad tricks and ruffians. If she didn't know her gender, she would really blush and heartbeat.

"What's this? You don't think she's prettier than me, do you?" Zhou Qianyu did not understand, nor did he understand the beauty of these little girls.

"No, no, no, of course not. Zhou Boss, you're still very handsome. I've never seen anyone more handsome than you. It's just that their personal tastes are different. Some people especially like men with small eyes and eyeliner. That's hard to say." The cashier said with trepidation.

"Eyeliner, little eyes? What's your aesthetic?" Zhou Qianyu was puzzled, and she felt a little upset. She thought of Fu Yue's wicked grin. He really looked like a bad boy.

This woman, on the other hand, always scares her. She never stops, never stops. He must take good care of her.

"Achoo." Fu Yue sneezed again and wiped his nose with a tissue. "I think Zhou Qianyu must have cursed me behind my back again. This man is sick. He's staring at me."

"If you sneeze, you can say that someone misses you. If you sneeze twice, you can say that someone scolds you. But you sneeze so much. I think you might catch a cold. You should be careful." Bai Xi said worriedly.

"Ah, really? Then when I get back, I'll eat a bag of white olive root. It's okay. I'm fine. I'll just sleep." Fu Yue said, wiping his nose.

"In a while, why don't you stop drinking with us? Go to bed early. When you wake up, if we get drunk, just cover us up." Bai Xi suggested.

"It's okay, it's okay. I don't think I have a cold. It's okay to have a few drinks with you, or else you can drink it. I won't drink it. I'll go to bed. It's too unkind." Fu Yue said.

"You stop at the door of that 24-hour convenience store later. I'll go buy some cooked vegetables. Just drink and don't eat. It's not that delicious, and it's boring." Bai Xi said.

"Yes, yes, you're very considerate. I remember one in front of me. There are a lot of packaged cooked vegetables in it. I'll buy some iced black tea, sprite, and so on. It'll be good to drink in the wine." Fu Yue said and looked outside. "It seems to be nearby."

"Well, that's good." Bai Xi looked at elder sister Yi.

Elder sister Yi was in a daze, not knowing where his mind was floating.

Bai Xi understood her situation.

At that time, she thought of Ji Chenling, whether it was walking, working, or even cooking.

She would think a lot about her past with Ji Chenling, then think about it, think about it, and walk into obsession, feeling extremely sad.

She could not vent her sadness. The person she loved was gone, so she could only restrain herself.

But if he couldn't control himself and felt sad, he could only drink.

Drinking, she thought, could not actually make people forget their troubles, but after drinking, their brains would be heavy, and they would fall asleep immediately on the bed.

When I don't want to stop drinking, I can't sleep with my heart aching.

Do you still feel sad? Is it because he doesn't love you anymore, or does he feel sorry for what you did?" Bai Xi asked.

Elder sister Yi was silent, silent, and lowered his head.

"I used to have a conversation that lasted for five years, and when I was about to get married, I found out that he was with my sister, and my sister had his child. The point was, he helped my sister say that I pushed her down the stairs. I was kicked out of the house, and then my grandmother helped me with the theory, and I almost died of anger. Because of this, I got very serious depression. Do you know what it feels like to get depression?" Bai Xi said softly to elder sister Yi.

Elder sister Yi nodded. "Yes, every day, I don't know why I'm alive, lonely, lonely, and my heart is empty. I don't have a lover, I'm desperate for love, I don't have relatives, I don't understand, I don't help my relatives, I just look at my jokes behind my back. Even some of the people I helped in the past, I just watched coldly. I only have a friend, Fu Yue, but this friend has his own life. In fact, It's a long way from my life. I feel like there's no future. I can't see the future. It's like every day of my life is suffering and pain. If I want to end it, maybe it won't be so painful and painful."

"I felt the same way at the time, but I didn't understand why a man who was so good to me, who said he would love me, marry me, take care of me, protect me, and why, at that moment, he seemed to be someone else, trying his best to hurt me, knowing where I hurt the most, stabbing me in with a knife again and again." Bai Xi recalled.

Elder sister Yi was curious. "Do you still love him?"

"Now that person, to me, is like a stranger. Maybe, even stranger is worse than him. We will smile politely when we see a stranger. But when we see him, I hope that this person has never come in my life, but he has indeed come. In the past five years of our relationship, he has given me warmth and will hand me medicine when I fall. When I was sad, I would take me to the amusement park and wait for me at the school gate for two hours because I was late for evening self-study. Bai Xi recalled.

"Why would those men show their love when they clearly don't? I saw a news report today. A male star who clearly has a beautiful girlfriend. The two of them have been dating for many years, but they still look for a lot of women outside. His girlfriend said that he has been with her, comforting her and caring for her. But why did he look for so many women outside?" Elder sister Yi was very confused. The more he thought about it, the more sad he became. He wanted to drink. He found that Fu Yue had not brought the wine over and looked at Fu Yue.

Fu Yue understood the look in his eyes. "I'm going to prepare the wine now. You guys can talk and eat first."

Fu Yue put the cooked vegetables he bought on the table.

"Let's sit down first." Bai Xi said, walking to the table, pulling out the chair and sitting down.

Elder sister Yi sat opposite Bai Xi and looked longingly at Bai Xi, but she felt that her eyes were too longing. She felt embarrassed and lowered her head.

"I went to see a psychiatrist." Bai Xi said.

"I don't believe in psychiatrists." Elder sister Yi said with great repulsion.

Bai Xi took a deep breath...