Chapter 1055 what the hell, what rubbish, get out of here!
"Everyone likes to be loved, but you want not to be loved. You know, once you are not loved because of your character, it will be difficult to be loved again, because there will be determination in your mind." An Dong advised.
Bai Xi also felt reluctant and regretful, and even had conflicts in his mind.
What exactly did she want?
What if she survives? Does she really... Make Ji Chenling hate her?
"I'll think about it. I'll transfer the money to your card later." Bai Xi said as he was about to hang up.
"No, no, it's just a small question. It's only a matter of time before I answer you. You're useless. I don't know if it will help you. We're friends. No need." An Dong said with a smile.
"I'll call you ten thousand first. I'll probably ask you questions later." Bai Xi didn't want to and didn't like to owe anyone a favor.
"Well then, you're my friend. I'll give you a discount. Ten thousand yuan an hour. You only talk to me for a few minutes. You can add up. The next time you talk to me, you can add up until you add up an hour. Do you think that's okay?" An Dong said with a smile.
"Yes. Thank you." Bai Xi said softly.
"To be honest, I think talking to you on the phone is a pleasure. There's a book called" calm women are the happiest." It says that some women feel refreshed just by talking to her. I think you are such a woman." An Dong praised him without hesitation.
Bai Xi smiled.
The compliments of others, no matter what their purpose was, would make her feel comfortable.
"Thank you. I'll hang up first. Thank you for your help and guidance." Bai Xi said politely.
"Don't be so polite, everyone." An Dong said enthusiastically.
"Yes." Bai Xi answered and hung up.
She transferred the money to An Dong.
While brushing her teeth and washing up, she kept thinking about what An Dong had said: fight, hurt your face, hurt your pride, make the other party uncomfortable, make the other party lose face, tear your heart out, put all kinds of bad qualities on yourself, the other party will soon not love you.
Bai Xi thought about it and found it really funny.
What she disliked the most was quarreling. Even if her colleagues deliberately targeted her and bullied her on the head, she was too lazy to argue and lost face.
She also liked to think in different positions, trying not to make the other party uncomfortable, and trying to save the face of others.
She was convinced that grandma had once said to her that she had a way to go when she gave people the chance to turn around.
She didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone tear their hearts apart. Even for people like Long Youfei, what she wanted after she knew Ji Chenling was still alive was to stay out of the water.
She was going to do everything she disliked, go against her principles, go against her bottom line, make herself look hateful, even ferocious.
Feeling aggrieved, feeling sad, that kind of sadness mixed with very complicated emotions, it was an apology to myself, an apology to Ji Chenling, an apology to Tian Tian, there were also complaints about fate and compromises to life, the helplessness of the virus and the sudden hatred of bad luck.
In the end, it didn't work. It just became sad and buried in his heart.
Her eyes were red and she wanted to cry.
After all, she was not as strong, fearless and free as she had imagined.
She wiped her tears and washed her face.
She heard the door push.
Did Ji Chenling come back?
She quickly adjusted her emotions, but...
Does she need to adjust her mood?
Didn't she want him to hate her?
She thought for a moment, grabbed the shampoo bottle, and slammed it against the mirror.
The mirror began to crack at the center of the impact, and there were many of her.
Bai xi paused and heard footsteps approaching.
She purposely shouted impolitely in the mirror, "Whatever rubbish, whatever ghost, get out of here. You're all having fun."
Because I don't usually swear, I don't think much of it in my head.
The door was pushed open.
Bai Xi looked at the door.
Aunt Tang came in, not Ji Chenling.
For a moment, Bai Xi felt a little regretful, embarrassed, and at a loss.
Aunt tang glanced at the mirror and asked in confusion, "Madam, what's wrong with you? Who bullied you? Do you want to tell Mr. Ji that he will definitely stand up for you? He's a very protective person."
"No, no, no." Bai Xi said awkwardly, putting the shampoo bottle on the table and rubbing his palms against his clothes. "I'm sorry I scared you."
"No, ma' am, I'll call for someone to come over and reinstall the mirror later. But, ma' am, what exactly is the matter with you? Don't forget to tell sir, woman, it's because men protect you. Men also like to protect their own women, which gives them a sense of mission." Aunt Tang said kindly.
Bai Xi, on the other hand, was embarrassed because of her impulsiveness, which caused trouble for aunt Tang. "I see. Thank you aunt Tang. Well, has Ji Chenling left yet?"
"Well, sir saw that you were sleeping soundly, so he didn't disturb you. After he ran, he took a bath downstairs. Madam, you can call sir. Even if he is in a meeting, he will answer. You are the most important thing to him. To be honest, I used to think that sir would die alone because he was not interested in women at all, but when madam appeared, sir changed a lot. I think, He's moving in a better direction. What a good thing." Aunt Tang said with a smile.
Bai Xi lowered his eyes.
Fortune and misfortune are inseparable, aren't they?
If she could live well, she would also become a better person in order to match ji chenling.
But...
Bai Xi realized that he was in a bad mood and didn't want to be seen by aunt tang. He raised his eyes and changed the subject, "Where's Tian Tian?"
At the mention of Tian Tian, a cute little girl, aunt Tang also smiled. "She got up earlier than sir. He started exercising early in the morning. After breakfast, sir sent her to school. Madam, are you going to have breakfast? I was here to see if you were awake."
"Oh, okay, I'll trouble aunt Tang." Bai Xi said politely.
"I should have done it." Aunt Tang went out happily.
Bai Xi went downstairs for breakfast.
Aunt Tang made a sumptuous breakfast.
She could tell that aunt Tang liked Tian Tian very much.
If she died, it would be good to have aunt Tang and Ji Chenling take care of Tian Tian.
After she finished eating, she called Xing Yue and said, "Minister xing, I'm Bai Xi. This is the case. I'll come over later to handle the resignation procedures. Is it convenient?"
"Bai Boss, are you resigning? Was it because of Xiong Canglan? I heard he's dead, but the contract hasn't been signed yet. In this case, you can't leave. Aunt kim needs your help." Xing Yue said.
"It's hard to say. I have a reason why I need to leave." Bai Xi said ambiguously, not wanting to say much.
"Bai Boss, there's actually one thing..."