Chapter 1085 if you leave your lover, you will be carefree and fearless.
Bai Xi sighed in secret.
If it was in the past, she would not let ji chenling have a little misunderstanding, a little hurt, a little worried.
Because, she is his, as long as he does not betray, she will always be waiting for him.
But she didn't want ji chenling to die.
"Ji Chenling." Bai Xi shouted, finally mustering up his courage and looking at Ji Chenling, his eyes avoiding him as well. He became agitated and determined. "He gave me the address, gave me the information, and there was nothing in exchange for it. He canceled the previous exchange, so I actually believed him."
Ji Chenling was shocked. "You believe him? Don't you know what kind of person he is and what kind of entanglement he had with me in the past?"
"You don't know what kind of history I had with him in the past. I knew him long before he came back to deal with you. He helped me a lot." Bai Xi deliberately exaggerated her relationship with Long Youfei.
Ji Chenling looked at Bai Xi in puzzlement, as if she was too unfamiliar to him, not at all like what he remembered.
The news was too shocking for him to figure out what was going on inside.
After a minute of silence
"Aren't you driving?" Bai Xi urged.
Ji chenling drove away, but the road was silent.
Bai Xi knew these words were hurtful. She closed her eyes and pretended to sleep. She was not willing to communicate with her until she reached grandma's house. It was still dark and there was no one there.
Bai Xi got out of the car and smelled the fresh and primitive smell of the country mixed with soil, flowers, fields, and rivers.
It had been a long time since she had smelled so pure and natural in the city.
Ji Chenling quietly followed her, watching her open the door, enter the living room, and turn on the lights.
Grandma's picture was placed in the most striking position.
Bai Xi put incense on grandma first.
She saw that ji chenling also offered incense to grandma.
She could not observe his expression, because his presence at this moment made her sad.
She didn't want to let herself be idle, and began to clean the room.
Ji chenling looked at her sweeping the floor and asked, "Where's the mop? I'll mop the floor."
Bai Xi's heart trembled.
Ji Chenling's hands were used to conquer the world, to create the future, to be a business tycoon.
"No, you can rest for a while. I'll tidy up the room. You can go to bed first." Bai Xi refused.
Ji Chenling remained silent for three seconds and looked at Bai Xi in a deep voice, which was indeed soft. "Are you still angry with me? If you have any dissatisfaction with me, you can say it."
Bai Xi shook his head.
She deliberately misunderstood Ji Chenling. Ji Chenling was angry. When people were angry, they would be mean. It was normal for her to understand that ji chenling was angry at her.
He had a reasonable explanation for trusting An Xin. Why was she angry?
Everything was unreasonable, but she acted.
"Ji Chenling, let's break up." Bai Xi said.
"I'm sorry about An Xin. It's my fault. I misunderstood you before, and I didn't know what I was thinking at the time. Later, I had a review. You're in a bad mood now. I understand that. I'll wait until you're in a better mood." Ji Chenling said in a good tone.
"The reason why I want to break up is that you always make your own decisions, never tell me, and let me accept it passively. I really hate it. For example, I jumped off the cliff on my own initiative, and for example, if you had told me about an xin earlier, I wouldn't have been hurt because of your favoritism towards an xin. That kind of injury is like stabbing a knife into my heart. It really hurts. You thought it would be fine if you pulled it out. In fact, when you stabbed it in, it was already dead. You didn't tell me because you thought I didn't deserve to know. This is the obstacle between you and me that can't cross the gap. This obstacle will always exist until forever." Bai Xi said coldly.
"I don't think so. Something happened to An Xin all of a sudden. I guessed the news after you left, so I went to an xin's room just to make sure that you were here. It wasn't that I didn't want to tell you, but that I didn't have time and opportunity to tell you." Ji Chenling explained.
"The first time you came after I left was not to look for me, but to confirm the answer that you guessed in your heart. This answer is very important, but it's not urgent at all. During the time I left, it was a long, long time that I was almost assassinated. If Long Youfei hadn't appeared in time to save me, the only thing in front of you now was a cold corpse. Do you have any sympathy for this? Do you care? Are you worried? No, what you're worried about is whether your friend's friend was kidnapped. In other words, I'm not as good as your friend's friend in your heart." Bai Xi said even more sharply.
Ji Chenling's eyes were bloodshot, and there was a spot in his heart that hurt so much that his breathing was thin.
He had no time to think about the reason for the pain and blurted out, "If you die, I will avenge you and never live alone. I didn't expect you to be assassinated. It was my fault."
I would never live alone, and it made Bai Xi's heart churn with pain.
She forced herself to remain rational and not be overwhelmed by emotions.
The result was a breakup. It might be painful now, but as Xu Yan said, the pain would end in numbness, and love would be consumed.
"Never live alone. The words are pretty good. You guys always make promises to women and make them happy. When you get them, you will remember the vows, because the vows are meant to achieve their goals. There is no limit to what you can do." Bai Xi said sarcastically.
Ji Chenling took a deep breath of thought. On the surface, he still looked calm and calm, but his eyes were even more bloodshot, as if covered with a layer of fog, hiding the pain.
"You think so. It should be me who didn't do well. I'll try my best to correct it. You got up early and were on your way. You're tired now. I'll clean it up. You go and rest. When you wake up, I'll clean it up." Ji chenling said softly, his tone very, very good.
Bai Xi clenched his fists, his nails dug into his flesh, hiding his true feelings.
If Ji Chenling was angry, if she complained, if she struggled, if she retorted, if she scolded, she might not have felt so much pain.
However, she could see that he was lowering himself, apologizing, making amends, and doing things and words that Ji Chenling had never done, never said.
The sharper swords that she had stored up couldn't be pierced any more. What should she do... Who could help her...