Chapter 1093 together, go forward
"Listen." Ji Chenling's heart tightened, as if he was being gripped by something. It was painful.
He took Bai Xi's hand and his eyes were red. "I'll be fine."
"I'll be fine." She had heard this sentence many times, many times. Which time was it okay?!
"Actually, I didn't sign the contract because I loved you or because I wanted to help you." Bai Xi raised his chin, his eyes deserted.
Hurt, always come, rather than constantly hurt, one time, hurt enough.
Although the wound will be very serious, but soon enough to slaughter the chaotic numbness, soon, the wound will be healed, perhaps in the future, the scar will disappear.
It's better than... Little by little damage, too much energy, too much time, too many memories. When you think about it, your heart will ache.
"The life I want is to be an ordinary person, an ordinary person, but I can support myself and Tian Tian's work. There are a group of people who have no money, no status, but simple and kind friends who may get married. My husband doesn't have much money, no status, or even too handsome. Nine to five, but there's no messy hatred, death, calculation, I can just take a shower. This is the peace I yearn for, the day I dream of." Bai Xi continued coldly.
"I can give you these too. It just takes time. Trust me, Xiao Xi." Ji Chenling said with red eyes.
"What do I believe in you? From the moment I met you, I lost my job and went to Hoi tong village with you. I almost died there. The point is, I was poisoned. It was like a bomb destroyed all my life in an instant. If it wasn't for you, this wouldn't have happened. What else did you bring to my life? Disappointment, despair, no attachment to the world. In the past year, You can't imagine what kind of mental torture your decision has brought to me first. It's really because of you. I'm still facing the matter of being assassinated by your confidant. Have you dealt with it? Did you stand up for me? Did you punish the man who wanted to kill me? No, not only not, you have to protect her!!" Bai Xi said loudly.
She thought she could say it calmly, but when she said it here, she was still excited.
Bean-sized tears rolled down.
"Ji Chenling, until why did Xu Yan choose Han Ningxi when he clearly loved Han Ningxi? That's because Han Ningxi's attitude towards her ex-girlfriend would make her sad, sad, and unable to extricate herself. It's also because this is Han Ningxi's nature. Do you know why I broke up so resolutely today? It's also because of your nature that you can't tell what's most important to you." Bai Xi complained.
Anyway, it was the last time.
She didn't care about how shameless she was.
She didn't know how much of this complaint was real or fake, nor did she want to find out.
The outcome has been decided, the process is gorgeous, or dregs, in fact, not many people care.
"Maybe, you know the difference. You only value your friendship with An Xin more than I do. Just like you did with Dong Manqin, this is your nature. There was Dong Manqin in the past, there is an xin now, or there are a lot of people in the future who are kind to you, who are kind to you, who are kind to you, who are not, who are not, who are hurt to me. Because I'm not as open-minded and reasonable as you think I am, everything is just suppressed patience. I don't want to make things difficult for others, so I can only make things difficult for myself. But today, I don't want to make things difficult for myself. Bai Xi said.
There was no napkin on the table.
She got up and went to the long table with her back to Ji Chenling, wiping her tears and snot.
Xiang shangyu looked deeply at Bai Xi and said nothing.
A few minutes later, Bai Xi calmed down again, turned around and looked at Ji Chenling.
He looked at her all the time, his eyes deep, his expression solemn, and his eyes seemed to be filled with a mixture of pleading, pity, apology, darkness, and so on.
"This contract says that once I tell you that an xin will be Tian Tian's guardian, I don't want An Xin to be Tian Tian's guardian, so please keep it a secret for me. Also, after I die, Tian Tian will follow you..."
"Tian Tian won't follow me." Ji Chenling cut Bai Xi off. "I know what you said. I'll change it slowly. You supervised me. You said what made you uncomfortable. You can say it. Besides, don't worry about Tian Tian's custody. I'll arrange it."
"Don't you understand yet?" Bai Xi frowned and pretended to be very upset. "Whether it's life or death, I don't want you anymore. I don't have many days. You know very well that in this year, I don't want to waste any more time and energy on you. Every single thing will make me feel exhausted and uncomfortable. It's something I can't afford. I want to spend this year on myself and live my life."
Ji chenling stood up.
Bai Xi felt guilty and retreated defensively.
But there was a long table behind her, and after only half a step back, she bumped into it.
She had no choice but to raise her chin and face it again.
Ji chenling stood in front of her, his expression still very good, and his eyes were still very gentle.
But there was a layer of mist in the softness.
"I know that these recent events have been very irritating to you, especially my handling of an xin. It's not that I don't handle it, but that I still have some friends in Jin Xiangri's hands. I want to make sure that they are safe and that the justice you lack will be given to you, I promise." Ji Chenling promised.
Bai Xi's nose was sore and he wanted to cry again.
She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to soften her heart, she clenched her fists, and her nails were squeezed into her flesh.
Suddenly, Ji Chenling held his hand.
Bai Xi shuddered. All the cells in his body were tense, guarded, nervous, and worried.
Ji Chenling still looked at her deeply. "If you still have a little affection for me, just trust me. I can give you everything you want. I can solve everything. I just need time, Xiao Xi. I don't believe you don't like me at all?"