Chapter 1119 When Heartache Becomes A Habit

Chapter 1119 when heartache becomes a habit

Bai Xi waited quietly for him to speak, just looking at him.

"I, I don't think I'm infected." Long Youfei said.

Bai xi paused.

She didn't think Long Youfei would die so easily, so when the knife cut through his palm, she really didn't believe that he could grow the virus and live for less than two years.

When she knew the answer, she was calmer than she thought.

"That knife, the one that cut your palm, has it been changed?" Bai Xi asked calmly.

"It takes a process for the virus to enter the blood, and now you are just a carrier of the virus. The virus in your body has not changed yet. Before this process, just like a carrier of hepatitis b, it is not contagious. I just need to take a preventive shot in time, so I won't be infected." Long Youfei explained.

"What about when I get sick? Will it be contagious?" Bai Xi asked.

"Yes, that's beyond the control of the vaccination. But you still need blood to spread it. Even kissing and having sex won't spread it." Long Youfei explained.

"As long as it's not contagious." Bai Xi took a deep breath and thought of something. "So, even if I cut Jin Chongguang's arm, he wouldn't be infected with the virus, right?"

"I don't think so. He has some preventive medicine." Long Youfei said, his eyes deepening. "I'm sorry I lied to you. I really wanted to touch you, but we used despicable means. You and I..."

Long Youfei paused again.

Bai Xi was really like an angel to him.

He was never selfish, willing to sacrifice himself, and always honest with others.

He was heartless, but in fact, there was love.

"You wish you didn't involve Ji Chenling in rescuing Jin Xiangri. I can actually do that. After all, I was the one who called the cops over. It's getting late. You should take a shower and rest well. Things will be settled soon. Change your clothes and I'll have someone deliver them to you later." Long Youfei said.

His men came in, checked the room, and reported to Long Youfei, "Everything is fine."

"Then I'll go out first. You can call me if you need anything." Long Youfei said, turning around and walking out.

He handed the phone to Long Youfei and respectfully said, "The video she recorded before."

Long Youfei turned on the video.

Bai Xi's face appeared on the screen.

Her eyes were calm and firm.

"Ji Chenling, it was a kidnapping arranged by Long Youfei and I. I owe you too much, so I want to trade my own life for the lives of others, and then pay off all the help you have given me, and all the friendship between us. I... I think from the moment you and An Xin get tangled up, I don't need you, and I don't love you anymore. From now on, we'll be apart and have fun."

Long Youfei put away his phone, looked back, and looked at the door. As he judged, Bai Xi wanted to draw a line with Ji Chenling, which was a good thing for him!!

After locking the door, Bai Xi sat on the bed for a while and finally called Ji Chenling.

She did not speak, nor did Ji Chenling.

Neither of them spoke, but the phone was on.

One minute later

Ji chenling said first, "Xiao Xi."

"Yes." Bai Xi replied.

"Before, it was my fault. I... Lost control." Ji Chenling apologized.

"It's okay, understand."

"You trust... Long Youfei?" Ji Chenling asked in a deep voice.

"We make choices every day. Some of us don't know the result. There won't be an eternal, fixed, unchangeable answer in this world. Even if it's one plus one, it's not just two. There's no other way. We can only take risks. When we don't see the result, no one is sure of the answer. That's my answer to the word trust." Bai Xi answered calmly.

"I can save them, but I let Jin Xiangri go, let him go, and I can get him back. I want to give you a stable, stable life. I don't need you to do anything for me!" Ji Chenling said.

Bai Xi smiled. "You don't have any memories of the past, so you probably don't understand me as a person. You don't need me to do anything for you, so you put me in country a, and you took An Xin to country d, because you need An Xin to do something for you. If I don't have any need for you, then why are you with me? Because Tian Tian is your daughter, I'm Tian Tian's mother, or because of how you feel about me, the feeling will change, especially when I'm useless and only know how to plunder."

"You are my future wife. It is my responsibility to take care of you. It has nothing to do with how useful you are."

Bai Xi chuckled. "You are a very responsible person, because I am your wife, so you take care of me, then take good care of your future wife, I am safe now, don't worry about me."

Because I like you, don't you know the answer? I like you, so I don't want you to take risks with me. I like you, so when I hear that you are in danger, I don't have any reason to think. I will immediately want to give gold to the sun in exchange for your safety. I don't care about everything outside. I only care about you. Do you not know this answer, or do you deliberately pretend not to know it?" Ji Chenling was a little emotional, and his voice suppressed the pain.

God knows, when he heard Bai Xi say that her life had nothing to do with him, it was like a thousand arrows pierced through his heart.

He even thought that if something happened to Bai Xi, he would accompany her.

How could her life have nothing to do with him?

She gave birth, he gave birth.

He would not leave her alone when she died.

"So what if I know? I'm a very selfish person. I remember telling you that in the days to come, I want to live well for myself. To be honest, Ji Chenling, I don't love you that much. I don't even like you that much. Maybe I think Tian Tian wants a father, Tian Tian wants a Dad all the time. To me, you're just Tian Tian's Dad. Love is such a thing. When I don't like it, it's doomed to be fruitless." Bai Xi said.

Ji Chenling was silent.

Bai Xi knew that his words were getting more and more cruel.

That's it.

"You don't have to worry about my safety. This kidnapping was arranged on purpose. It was to use my life to threaten Jin Chongguang's release. In fact, it was just an act. I'm here with Long Youfei now. It's safe. Take care of yourself." Bai Xi finished speaking and hung up the phone without waiting for Ji Chenling to speak.

He took a deep breath.

My heart is aching!

Tonight, I am destined to be sleepless all day.

In fact, it doesn't matter. After a year, it's impossible to wake up. If you don't have sleep, you don't have sleep.

As Xu Yan said, when heartache becomes a habit, it becomes numb...