Early summer said quickly.
Since Qin Qian didn't know, she could be a little late. She didn't think about how to comfort Qin Qian, but she always felt that Qin Qian would be very sad.
"What's the matter? You are so sad. Why am I in a bad mood? I'm in a good mood. Well, I'll hang up and get back to you. "
With that, Qin Qian took off the earphone and threw his mobile phone into the co driver's seat.
At this time, the black mobile phone screen suddenly lights up again, showing three missed calls, Song Ling.
The woman's car sped away, followed by a black Bugatti.
Song Ling also took the mobile phone away and put it in the co pilot's seat. Where is the woman going?
Half an hour later, in a small cemetery.
Qin Qian stepped down from the car,
went to the trunk, picked up two bouquets of flowers, and walked to the familiar tombstone.
Separately, a bunch of flowers were placed on the two tombstones next to each other.
On the first tombstone, my father Chen Haicheng.
On the second tombstone, there is a loving mother.
In front of the tombstone, Qin Qian bowed to the two tombstones and then stood silently.
Today is the death day of Chen Guchuan's parents.
Although Chen Guchuan's parents died early and she had never met them, she accompanied Chen Guchuan to come here every year during the years when she was with him,
every time, one stop was a long time, sometimes from day to night.
She knows that Chen Guchuan loves his parents and family very much, but god deprives him of all this too quickly and cruelly. From a very young age, Chen Guchuan has had to face hatred and live a long life alone.
When Qin Qian was with Chen Guchuan, he heard Chen Guchuan say that his mother and sister died in a car accident, but his father was forced to die by himself.
He has lived in hatred for that person since he was a child. It can be said that Chen Guchuan climbed to today's position step by step because that person gave him the goal to live.
Chen Guchuan doesn't like to tell anyone about her past. Qin Qian is the only one who can tell her heart. Nevertheless, Qin Qian knows very little about men's past.
"Uncle and aunt, I've come to see you. I've been very tired recently, but my work is very substantial. Guchuan and I have separated for two years now, but we are all very good, so please rest assured. I will always come to see you, even if I am not qualified in the future... "
Qin Qian finished, took out a can of beer from his pocket and took two mouthfuls.
She has long regarded the two people in the tombstone as her parents, so she will come to worship them alone every year. When she worships them, Qin Qian will really feel calm.
I feel like when I used to be with Chen Guchuan, that kind of calm and peace of mind.
"Here you are."
All of a sudden, when Qin Qian was about to leave, a voice came from behind.
Qin Qian was stunned for a moment.
Why did Chen Guchuan come so early today
She pursed her lips for a long time, then slowly turned around: "Mr. Chen, it's a coincidence, but I've finished my worship. I'm going back now."
"I know you'll come, not coincidentally. I'm here to wait for you."
Chen Guchuan grabs Qin Qian's arm.
Qin Qian was forced to pull back, forced into the man's body.
Chen Guchuan's eyes did not have any waves. He seemed extremely calm.
"What are you doing? Mr. Chen said
"I want to talk to you."
"But I have nothing to say to Mr. Chen, and I don't want to talk to Mr. Chen about anything."
With that, Qin Qian shook off Chen Guchuan's hand and was about to leave.
"I'm getting married."
Qin Qian was stunned. Chen Guchuan's voice calmed her body.
Seeing the woman's appearance, Chen Guchuan's heart was also very painful, "didn't you watch the news? Ye Nian and I We've set a date for the wedding. This week, I'll get the license. "
“……”
Qin Qian looks at Chen Guchuan. She thinks she can hear the news calmly. After all, she has known about it for a long time. The media has been rumored all day about their wedding date. Every time I see her, my heart will be tight. But later, I have no feeling at all.
She told herself that it was because she had lost her heart, lost her love, got bored and numb.
But now, she found that she was still unable to break away from the shackles of the past and never put them down.
"Shallow," Chen Guchuan said in a low, sad voice: "sorry, my life I can only tell you I'm sorry. "
“……”
"I, Chen Guchuan, didn't love others before. The woman I loved for the first time is standing in front of me now. I don't know how long and how deep I will love her, but after this time, probably, there won't be another time... "“……” Qin Qian didn't speak. She felt the temperature of her whole body drain and become cold in an instant. Heart, is incomparable, cone heart pain.
They have said many, many times before that they should have been ready for a long time
"In my whole life, I can't just live for myself So I can't implicate you. "
"Shallow, I come to say these words to you today, not to hope you forgive me, but to hope that you forget me From now on, don't like me any more... "
Chen Guchuan's voice trembled slightly. He tried his best to cover up the ups and downs of his emotions.
Qin Qian had never seen a man like this before. He choked and his eyes were red. Every word he said was extremely difficult. He didn't have the usual bearing of holding everything in his hand, and he didn't have the crisp and no hesitation that he had with her two years ago
At that time, his pain was like giving up a beloved toy, and she was a toy.
But now, at this moment, the man looks like abandoning his life, and she is a part of life.
Qin Qian never doubted that he had been with Chen Guchuan every minute.
She was also convinced that although she didn't know enough about a man's story, she knew all the corners of his heart.
Only when she was in front of him would she feel like a gentle woman.
Only in front of her, the man will show a different side, put down all the disguise, without any identity, is Chen Guchuan let Qin Qian believe that there is a kind of love, from the beginning of the moment, to the end of time.
"Chen Guchuan, how can you Why are you so narcissistic? " Qin Qian thought he would not cry, but as soon as he spoke, his voice betrayed him: "who said I like And like you? " "I don't like it." Chen Guchuan took a breath and hid his embarrassment in a place that women couldn't see: "that's OK, but I think I need to tell you in person, I still hope you are happy. But, except for the song mausoleum. You don't, never take your own happiness to annoy me, I will go crazy. "