Chapter 552

Bai Shaoxin goes to the door.

The doorbell rang for a while and then stopped.

People outside tap on the door.

When Shen Qiyue was downstairs, he saw a light in the window.

Although it's late, it's obvious that Bai Shaoxin hasn't gone to bed yet.

Shen July's slight voice: "Bai Shaoxin, it's me."

As soon as she got off the plane, she went straight to Bai Shaoxin's house.

During this period of time, she was imprisoned at home. Shen Qiyue realized what it means to be absent for a day like three autumn. To Bai Shaoxin, she was about to miss the disaster.

She just wanted to see him, like a thirsty traveler in the desert

Hearing Shen's voice, Bai Shaoxin's heart contracted violently.

These days Shen July seems to evaporate in the world. He is deceiving himself.

After hesitating for a while, Bai Shaoxin opened his palm and held the doorknob.

As soon as the door opened, the people outside rushed in and put Bai Shaoxin's neck on the floor. The weight of the whole person was on him.

Bai Shaoxin faltered and stepped back. Although he was in poor health these days, he lost a lot of weight, but the weight of the woman was lighter, and he could stand it.

Shen Qiyue's face was close to his neck, and the feeling of damp was like the electric current passing through his body.

Bai Shaoxin returns to God, and subconsciously embraces Shen July's back.

He felt a pain in his heart. I don't know what she has suffered these days, but she is so thin that she has no meat

"I miss you." Shen July choked his voice and whispered in his ear.

She has a lot of words, but only three words can express her best when she sees him.

Bai Shaoxin's throat head is pinned. He wants to make a sound, but it's hard to say.

He tightened his brows and closed his eyes.

Gently touch her hand in her long hair, feel her breath.

"Why did you come back..." For a long time, Bai Shaoxin began to speak, and his voice was so low that he said, "if you don't come back, my heart will die. In this way, life will be much better in the future..."

"How can life be better when the heart is dead?"

I didn't expect Bai Shaoxin to say that. Shen Qiyue's heart seems to be kneaded.

"If you don't have me and can be really happy, I can leave you, but it's not like this, is it? Bai Shaoxin, I've been thinking about you all these days. I'm worried about you and I miss you I think I'm hopeless. "

Shen July's mood rushed to his chest and could not be suppressed any more.

She hugged Bai Shaoxin's body harder.

Feel his recent haggard.

I can't say what I love.

"You shouldn't I'm not worth it... "

Bai Shaoxin said difficultly.

But he was reluctant to push Shen away.

Every word of her could reach his heart more than the sharpest knife.

Don't say Shen July treats him so sincerely, even if she is just playing. How can he resist for him?

The big deal is to lose this life.

But she didn't want to. She was haggard with herself

"Bai Shaoxin, I don't want you to belittle yourself like this."

Shen Qiyue raised her eyes, red eyes full of tears.

"You are the only one in the world who can make me so happy and sad. You are the one I like and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with for the first time You say you're not worth it. Do you want me to die alone? "

Being looked at by her like this, Bai Shaoxin's eye socket is also hot. He doesn't want to be so unpromising, so he turns his eyes quickly.

"Thank you for saying that, but I know who I am. I know I don't deserve you. I knew it from the beginning. I have never forgotten what you said to me in those years. We.... "

"You are still angry that I failed you." Shen Qiyue interrupts Bai Shaoxin. A drop of tears falls and is immediately wiped away by her.

She took Bai Shaoxin's hand and said, "well, I'll take it all back then. Is that right?"

Listen to Shen July so low voice entreaty oneself, Bai Shaoxin also heartbroken.

He felt that his bottom line was collapsing, and he was about to lose support.

"July, please don't do that. I really I can't stand it... "

"If you can't stand it, don't put up with it any more. You can do whatever you think. Let's ignore other people's eyes, OK?"

Shen Qiyue wanted to laugh, but his face was crying.

She was very excited.

Bai Shaoxin really cares about her.

"If it's because of my parents, you can rest assured that I will talk to them well. Maybe they can't accept you now, but my position is very firm. I believe that one day, they will understand us too..."

These lines, which can only be seen in TV plays, have been picked up by Shen Qiyue unconsciously.But no matter how conventional the lines are, they can't soothe her uneasiness.

"July." Bai Shaoxin's Adam's Apple moved hard. He grabbed Shen Qiyue's hand and said, "I'm sorry."

“……”

Shen Qiyue was stunned and immediately shook his head: "I know that you must be very upset to say this now. I also know that it's very hard for you to be with me Don't worry. I won't give you pressure. You can think about it slowly... "

Bai Shaoxin was silent.

Shen Qiyue broke away from him and said, "have you eaten yet? You've lost a lot of weight recently. You can't do without a good nutrition supplement. Let me get you something to eat. Although I'm not good at cooking, I can learn to take care of you slowly... "

"July."

Bai Shaoxin holds Shen Qiyue's hand again and can't help holding her in his arms.

His breath fluctuates quickly, and his heart beats fast.

"Don't do that. It's not your job. I like you at the beginning, and I also like you as you are You don't need to change for me at all. If you become embarrassed, sad and hard for me I'd rather never have your world

“……”

Shen July's heart is cold.

Bai Shaoxin's words really hurt people.

He refused her in this way, but he still said it was for her.

One side is so affectionate, the other side is so heartless.

Shen July's tears can't stop falling down.

She wants to say nothing and do nothing.

So she can't refuse

"July..."

Bai Shaoxin feels Shen July's emotional collapse, and he suddenly regrets what he said.

Maybe, he is too cowardly.

But think of what he Lin said to him, how can he not be cowardly?

He is a cripple and can't really take care of the rest of Shen's life.

Even if she likes him now and thinks of him in her heart, it's hard to guarantee that she won't regret it in the future

Time is the best medicine and the most injurious wound. Even if this is wrong, he would rather give her the medicine and hurt himself.