Brandon left the doctor's office alone. He didn't want Zane to accompany him so he left without him and rushed to the greenhouse. He knew no one would be there and he would get to be alone and away from the people who keep disturbing him. Little did he know that Reiner had gone there for the same reasons.
He entered the room and locked the door, the building was far away from everyone so he should be safe from any disturbance. He walked in and released a sigh when after a few when Zane didn't knock on the door. He was happy that the boy didn't follow him. He remembered what Reiner said and kicked an old glass on the floor hard that it landed on the wall with a loud thud. Reiner opened his eyes at the noise and got up to see who it was that disturbed his peace.
"You, why do you keep following me?" he asked Brandon who was shocked to see him.
"I.... I... I di...didn't know that you were here," he stammered out of nervousness.
"Cut the crap Brandon I know you came here intentionally to taunt me."
"I did not, I just... I just..." he tried to say but the words wouldn't come out.
"You just what?" he asked dragging Brandon to the wall and making him bump his back painfully. He shrieked in pain but Reiner didn't care. "You just want to rub it in my face how much you are into Zane right?"
"No, I wou...," he stopped when Reiner sealed his lips with a kiss. He kissed him, the kiss was hot, rough, and demanding that Brandon's mind completely forgot what he wanted to say. He stood still and let Reiner kiss him, he felt hear course in his veins. Reiner broke the kiss to catch his breath.
"I warned you what would happen if you come close to me but since you won't listen I will just have to teach you a lesson," he threatened in a chilling voice. Brandon felt the chill go down his body and he shivered. He moved back but there was no more space to move to. He tried to get away from the side but Reiner blocked his path with his hand.
"You say that you love me then why are you trying to run?" he asked maliciously.
Reiner got hold of his shirt and ripped it off him, the sound of his shirt tearing made Brandon even more fearful. There was nothing but anger and hatred in Reiner's eyes and it scared him. Reiner wasn't in his right senses and be was worried he would do something that he would regret later. He was more worried about Reiner than he was about himself.
"Rein please stop," he pleaded.
"I should stop but why? Not long ago you used to beg me to continued, what changed?" he yelled pinning him hard to the wall. "Is it that you found someone else or am I not good enough for you anymore?"
"It is nothing like that," he said but Reiner stopped listening. He began to trail kisses on his neck and Brandon bit back a moan. He didn't want to encourage Reiner, it was getting harder to do that when Reiner sucked on his neck. He was sure that there were going to be hickeys all over him.
He pushed Reiner away." I said stop," he said authoritatively. Reiner stopped but instead of getting angry like Brandon expected him to be. He just looked at Brandon with tears rolling down his cheek. He wasn't feeling guilty but rather hurt, he wasn't planning to do anything because he loved Brandon. But the fact that Brandon thought he could break his heart. He just wanted to see whether Brandon would push him away or embrace him.
"You don't have a problem when Zane comes close to you but you do when I do it?" he asked and Brandon froze.
"You claim that he kissed without your permission but you let him do but when it came to me you pushed me away. He can hold you as much as he wants but when I do it it's a crime right? You go around acting like I did something wrong to you and have people point fingers at me as the culprit when you are the villain in this story. You appear everywhere I turn and taunt me with memories of our past and hurt me every time I see you but I am bad. You keep getting close to that boy in my presence knowing very well that I can't see you with anyone else but I the bad person, right? You say you love and have him say this to me and yet you hurt me more than anyone has ever done," he confessed in a pained voice that broke Brandon's.
"You are not the only one with a heart Brandon and you are the only one who can feel pain. The rest of us are humans too and we break just the same. But how will you understand that you are the victim of everything right? I don't know if I am wrong or right but you have to me is wrong. I pray that no one treats you the way you treated me, that no one toys with your heart and leaves you broken with no way to fix yourself. I love you and I hope that you are happy with Zane, I will pray that you don't go through what you put me though because I can't see you hurt," he said and walked away.
Brandon ran and blocked the door before he could leave." You say you love me but you don't trust a word I say. What kind of love is that?" he asked. Reiner didn't reply and remained silent. He pushed Brandon out of the way and opened the door, Brandon grabbed his hand before he could and tightened his hold.
"You said everything that is in your heart and now you will listen to me," he commanded, he pulled Reiner and sat him down on the wooden chair. "First of all I love you too," he confessed and sat himself down on Reiner's lap.
"Get off me," Reiner growled but Brandon didn't move an inch.
"Though I have tried to tell you of the feelings that I have you, you don't listen. Every time that I come near you I get so nervous and lose my mind. I can't begin to tell you how crazy you make me and how much I depend on you. It is weird but I think that my heart is somehow connected to you. I don't know how to explain it but that day when you ended our nonexisting relationship. While you were traveling out of the country I was dying in the hospital," he said and paused.
"And every time I think about us and the thought of you hating me, my heart reacts weirdly and I wake up either in the hospital. The doctors don't know what is happening to me but you are the reason for it. You are the reason my heart skips a beat and you are the reason it stops beating. I came alive when I met you and each time you go away from me I come close to death. When you leave me I don't feel like doing anything. Everything seems so dull and lifeless to me So no, I am not the villain of your life because you are the villain of mine."