Chapter 34 - 34

Brandon's p.o.v

I woke up very early in the morning to get breakfast ready for me and Reiner. I decided to make him some remedy for the hangover he will have when he wakes up. Breakfast sounded cheezy in my headd but I still went for it. I want to surprise him and make him smile first thing in the morning.

I have made scrambled eggs and a peanut butter sandwich with warm milk. With a plate of sliced fruits to the side. I carry the food to the room and slowly open the door and walk in. He is still sleeping so I set the food by the table and sit down.

I brush some hair from his face and admire the beauty of the man who stole my heart and broke it. I want to be angry at him but having him so close to me I can't help but be happy.. I am a lost cause I guess but for now i just want to enjoy this moment and cherish it for a long time.

"I might have to charge you a dollar for each time you stare at me," he said with his eyes closed making my heart skip a beat. He hasn't changed much and he still thinks the same way he did back then.

"Get up I made you breakfast and it might get cold."

He opens his eyes and looks at me, I freeze and hold my breath in fear. 'What if he hates me and asks me to leave or maybe he will get angry and yell at me for coming in front of him.'

He picked up the tray and set in front of him and began to eat. I felt relieved when he didn't scold me but I still had my fingers crossed behind my back. "Did you make this?" he asked and I nodded my head in reply. "It is good. Did something happen between us last night?" he asked and I shook my head to refute.

"No, you fell asleep the minute we arrived."

"Sorry," he said apologetically and I mouthed no problem to him. "I will be done soon and then I will repay my debt."

"What debt? You don't owe me anything," I say confused at what he was saying.

"We came here to make love right and I fell asleep so I do owe you that," he said and I choked on my own breath. He has not out grown his shamelessness that's for sure. How can he say something like that so calmly and with so much ease.

"Are you alright?"

"Yes, there is no need for you to worry and you definitely don't owe me anything," I assured him. I can't get over how handsome he looks and even his long hair seems to look very good on him. I don't think that I will ever be able to get enough of him. I feel at peace just seeing him so close to me.

"Are you sure you don't want s*x? You are looking at me like you want to eat me," he said and I laughed nervously. Would he find it weird if I told him that I did dream of doing exactly that during the night.

"I was just thinking that you look handsome now and manly. You have outgrown your beautiful face, I have to admit that you are appealing to the eye now but I preferred my beautiful boy to how you look now," I say and he looks up from his food and directly into my eyes.

"What do you mean by that? Do I know you?" he asked and my heart stopped beating for a minute. I should have known better than to think that he wasn't angry. He clearly still hates me for everything that happend in the past. I move closer to him and take his hand in mine and look in his eyes.

"Love is not displayed in a lover's words or actions but his eyes. Can't you look in my eyes and see how much I love you Reiner. I love you so much and I know that you won't believe me but it is the truth. I have tried to forget you in this year's that we have been apart but I haven't been able to. You probably hate me after what happened but please don't say that you don't know me. Don't break my heart by denying me," I pleaded with tears flowing out of my eyes.

Reiner didnt say anything to my confession and just looked at me. I feel so nervous about what he will say to me next. I just pray that he doesn't stay angry at me forever, Zane was right. It didn't matter what I wanted my heart will always side with Reiner over me. I have hated him for eight years and after meeting him for only one night I am already begging at his feet for him to accept my love.

"I was just joking, how can I forget someone who loves me so much," he says and my heart leaps with joy. I let go of his hug and hug him very tightly close to my chest. I want him to hear the beat that my heart plays only for him. "I love you Rain." I break the hug and let him finish his food.

"Do you always call me that? Rain I mean?"

"Only in my dreams or when you are not around. I never got the chance to run the nickname by you so I didn't call you with it," I replied happily. I haven't smiled in a long time but he was able to make me smile without doing much. He is the only one for me, I just hope that he understands this.

"Did you ever miss me?" I ask and he stares at me without saying anything. "Do you hate me?"

"No, I don't hate you," he says but I am not convinced. He is acting as though I am a stranger to him, if he doesn't hate me then why is he so cold torwards me.

"Then why did you leave me before? Do you know how heart broken I felt when I lost you. I felt so hurt that I started hating you for it, you hurt me a lot back then."

"I am sorry."

"Don't apologize to me now, my pain won't go away with just an apology but... forget it," I say and leave the room. I rush to the bathroom in my room and splash some water on my face. I can't believe that I almost asked him for a kiss as an apology. I dry my face and take a deep breath.

"But what?" I heard in my ear and jerked up. Reiner's warm hands embraced me from the back. How did he get behind me when I didn't even hear him come in. "Tell me," he begged and I gave in. I turned around not breaking out of his hold and faced him.

"But I would be able to feel better if you..you promise not to leave me again," I say and pat my back for the quick improvising.

"Is that what you wanted to say before because I think that you are lying to me. Whatever you wanted to say before made you blush but this request didn't," he pointed out and I looked to the ground.

"I won't leave you ever again," he said and I hugged him. This is the best day of my life.