In order not to let Tong Jinshui worry, she doesn't want to see pity in Ying Lingfeng's eyes, so she forces herself to forget all the time. After a long time, she seems to have really forgotten.
But did not want to tear open the wound, the old wound is still painful suffocating.
"Tong Jiangwen, I'm a lazy person. I'm very lazy, so I don't want to say too much to comfort you. I just want to tell you that some frustrations are the test of life. If you are able to face the past calmly and talk about the hurt you have suffered, then you will really let go of the past hurt and your life will be perfect. Because only when you face it calmly, you won't be slandered by people's gossip. Otherwise, you're a coward who's been running away all your life, do you understand? "
"I I know I try to take it easy Try to be able to laugh about the past... " Tong Jiangwen replied in a hoarse voice.
Lin Xiaozhe smiles gently.
Tong Jiangwen wiped her tears and looked sentimentally at Lin Xiaozhe's face. Lin Xiaozhe couldn't help laughing, "all said, I know I'm good-looking, but you really don't have to look at me like this every day, after a long time, I will be shy."
"Are you still shy?" Tong Jiangwen mumbles back.
Lin Xiaozhe said with a smile, "that's natural. My face is thinner than egg skin."
"Shameless." Tong Jiangwen spat with tears in her eyes.
"Can face serve as food? Can I wear it as a dress? Can I have it as tea? " Lin Xiaozhe asked. In the end, he came to the conclusion that he could not. So he said, "if face can't be anything, why should it be so shameful?"
"You are..." Tong Jiangwen is amused by Lin Xiaozhe.
Seeing Tong Jiangwen smile, Lin Xiaozhe also smiles. He picked up the stones beside him and threw them into the Yellow River. He was relieved. Tong Jiangwen looks at Lin Xiaozhe's smiling face, a burst of dejected.
She found that she really loved him and couldn't extricate herself.
He's 10000 times better than she thought.
She also thought that when he knew those things, he would dislike himself and leave himself. I didn't expect that when he knew it, he would choose to take her to the Yellow River to comfort himself, and he said so much to himself.
As a matter of fact, he is warmer than anyone.
So, how can she be willing to leave him? Without him, she would really be short of oxygen?
Lin Xiaozhe was speechless, clapped his hands and walked along the Yellow River. Not far away, a father and son took advantage of the dark with a husky in the Yellow River. Husky ran along the Yellow River like crazy, and the child chased him like crazy. The laughter spread far away, and the father looked at his son and husky with a smile.
Looking at husky rolling in the mud, Lin Xiaozhe became interested and turned to tease husky.
Er Ya also likes to roll in the mud. If he doesn't work at home, he will take him out for a walk. Every time, Er Ya can roll his long hair all over the dust leaves.
"Husband, don't you really care?" Tong Jiangwen stood in the same place, put her hands on her lips and yelled at Lin Xiaozhe in the distance. Lin Xiaozhe stopped and looked back, "what?"
Tong Jiangwen rushed to Lin Xiaozhe and asked anxiously, "can you really accept my past? You don't care. Have I killed anyone? "
"None of my business?" Lin Xiaozhe rolled his eyes.
"Er..." Tong Jiangwen's mouth is twitching.
Husky ran over with mud all over his body and rubbed against Lin Xiaozhe's trousers. Lin Xiaozhe squatted down with a smile on his face and touched Husky's forehead.
Husky was puffing.
"It's better for me to think about what I'll eat tonight than to have that spare time." Lin Xiaozhe clapped his hands and watched as Sahuan ran away. Tong Jiangwen gazed at Lin Xiaozhe for a long time.
So what does he mean?
Do you feel sorry for yourself or do you really treat yourself as a passer-by, so you don't care at all?
"You child, are you really stupid to say you are stupid?" Seeing Tong Jiangwen staring at herself in a daze, Lin Xiaozhe said, "if you really like me so much, you can go to Bangzi country to find a master of plastic surgery, and then do the whole ten times and a hundred times as I do, you won't be a copy of me. When you want to see it, look at the mirror slowly... "
"Husband."
Lin Xiaozhe's mouth keeps moving. Tong Jiangwen suddenly stretches her arms, hugs Lin Xiaozhe's neck tightly, and interrupts Lin Xiaozhe's words. Lin Xiaozhe drew from the corner of his mouth and asked, "what's the matter?"
"I like you so much." Holding Lin Xiaozhe's neck, Tong Jiangwen's eyes were moist again. Tears along her eyelashes slowly flow down, drop by drop fell on his collar.
Lin Xiaozhe laughs.
It seemed as if she had said it for the first time. It was so sensational that he could hear it.
"I really like you. I seem to be with you." Ignoring Lin Xiaozhe's laughter, Tong Jiangwen continued to say, "I think if I have to leave you, I will die.""It's no fun threatening people with their lives!" Lin Xiaozhe vomited blood and said, "Tong Jiangwen, have you ever heard a word?"
"What's that?" Tong Jiangwen asked dimly.
"If a person because of love you, can be desperate, even can give up their own life, then you must run away, run away to how far." Lin Xiaozhe came back.
"For, why?" Tong Jiangwen doesn't understand.
"Because there is no way to really love others before you learn to love yourself. When one loves another with one's own life, she is doomed to the other's life. Once the feelings don't like what she imagined, she may take her own life and the other party's life. " Lin Xiaozhe said seriously.
"I..." Tong Jiangwen quickly explained, "husband, I don't mean that. I mean, I mean..."
Tongue like a sudden knot, around into a mess, even can not explain a complete sentence.
"Forget it, forget it. I just want to tell you that I don't like people to love me with their lives. I'm lazy and won't love others with their lives. Because I don't think anyone can change my life. "
"I see." Tong Jiangwen murmured, "I just said a wrong sentence. As for you, like a Tang monk, you can't stop talking?"
"Ha ha." Lin Xiaozhe rolled his eyes at Tong Jiangwen and strode away.
grandma's legs make complaints about Tang Seng.
You're a thief.
He went to husky, who was digging a puddle, and asked Husky's man, "I said, can you still have your dog?"
“…… I don't want it The master make complaints about it.
Husky is really a psycho. He just came to the Yellow River for a short time, so he can't see people on him. The whole body of mud, like rolling mud like.
"Don't be just right. Don't send me." Lin Xiaozhe has a bad smile on his face.
"Er..." The corner of the man's mouth is twitching.
Heaven and earth conscience, he just said to play.
Tong Jiangwen tidied up her mood, went to Lin Xiaozhe's side and asked curiously, "Lin Chen, do you like dogs very much?"
"Nonsense." Lin Xiaozhe spat.
If he doesn't like dogs, will he squat here to see a crazy husky? If he doesn't like dogs, will he take Erya as his ancestor?
Oh, I miss Erya so much!
I don't know if that heartless stupid dog is rebellious by Sue. If he dares to rebel, he will kill it.
"Coincidentally, I have also raised an Alaska at home, but after my father got sick, he put Alaska in foster care with my best friend. Shall I bring Alaska tomorrow?" Tong Jiangwen asked tentatively.
In fact, it's just her excuse to bring the dog. She wants to go back to a city to meet Tong Jinshui. Tong Jinshui called her and said that she had to see him tomorrow, otherwise he would refuse treatment and leave the hospital.
Tong Jiangwen knows Tong Jinshui's temper. He is stubborn like a donkey.
"Not good." Unexpectedly, Lin Xiaozhe came back.
"For Why Tong Jiangwen is in a hurry.
"If you want to pick up, you'd better pick up my Er Ya first. Your dog will let him lie in the warm arms of your best friend." Lin Xiaozhe decided, "that's it. I'll meet Er Ya in a city tomorrow."
"Er Ya?" Tong Jiangwen doubts.
"A string of golden hair and husky." Lin Xiaozhe calmly determined the blood lineage of Er Ya.
"The string of golden hair and husky?" Tong Jiangwen is more confused. Lin Xiaozhe was impatient. "It's the dog you saw last time, the one in Su Wenxin's house. Why do you ask so many questions? Why don't you bring them here and see them? "
“…… Oh Tong Jiangwen remembers.
Before Lin Xiaozhe asked Su Xintong video, she saw a dog. But that dog looks like a purebred golden retriever. It doesn't look like a string at all!
"I'm too lazy to tell you. I'll go home and see if there's a flight tomorrow. I'll buy a ticket to a city." Decided to pick up Er Ya, Lin Xiaozhe is not interested in teasing other people's dog, got up and strode to the direction of the car.
Tong Jiangwen rushed after Lin Xiaozhe, "wait, husband, wait!"
"If you have something to say, don't shout so loud. If someone hears you, you'll make headlines tomorrow." Lin Xiaozhe knead carefully dirty said.
"It's all right." Tong Jiangwen took Lin Xiaozhe by the arm and said, "I'm going to a city tomorrow, OK?"
"You..." Lin Xiaozhe looked up and down at Tong Jiangwen, "what are you going to do? You don't have to film tomorrow? "
He can leave tomorrow because he doesn't have much to play. The cast is about to finish, and now they are shooting some missing scenes, so the parts of the play are relatively scattered. Lin Xiaozhe asked his agent to get in touch with him. He squeezed the parts together and finished the shooting.
But the state of Tong Jiangwen's goods is good and bad. When it's good, she doesn't even get stuck for a long time, but if it gets stuck, it will make her collapse. So, there are still a lot of scenes she didn't make. If she asked for leave, he really despised her."I want to go back to see my father. Last time my father had an operation, I was away. It's been such a long time. I'm not at ease." Tong Jiangwen explained.
“…… OK, you tell Peng Yu that I'm not a director. He agrees that it's none of my business. " Lin Xiaozhe glanced at Tong Jiangwen and went on. Looking at Lin Xiaozhe's back, Tong Jiangwen suddenly laughed and asked aloud, "is that sure tomorrow?"
"Yes." Lin Xiaozhe is very sure.
"But tomorrow..." Tong Jiangwen wants to talk but stops.
"What's going on tomorrow?" Lin Xiaozhe asked blankly.
Tong Jiangwen pursed her lips and said nothing.
He even forgot, before he let Lin Xiaoxiao go home, tomorrow he went to find Lin Xiaoxiao things.
Now that he has forgotten, she won't tell him.
Just, she really wants to know whether he loves himself or not.