Chapter 368

"So?" Mei Yezhou asked.

Liu fanqin did not expect that at this time, he could be so calm. She said dimly with tears in her eyes, "the doctor says you are ill. Why don't you go to the hospital? Why don't you tell anyone? "

"It's not necessary." Mei Yezhou staggered Liu fanqin's eyes, and her voice was as light as before.

"What is unnecessary! Ye Zhou, the tumor is benign and can be cured completely! Why don't you do it? Do you know that once a benign tumor is turned into a malignant one, there will be no cure for it! " Liu fanqin stops Mei Yezhou's way and looks at the man she has loved for 18 years.

It seems that he has been like this since the first day when he met him. As long as he doesn't care about things and how others persuade him, he will ignore them. If others say that he is bored, he will leave directly. And now it's the same. Even if he's seriously ill, he doesn't care, as if it's none of his business.

Mei Yezhou gazed at Liu fanqin's tearful eyes and remained silent for a long time. Her quiet voice was still calm and almost inhumane. She completely blocked her in her own world. "Fanqin, this is my business."

"Your business Ha ha Your business... " Listening to Mei Yezhou's words, a strong sense of irony filled Liu fanqin's heart. She staggered back two steps and looked at Mei Yezhou like a knife.

Isn't it.

Whether he is ill or healthy, it is always his business.

To him, she is just a nobody. In his heart, she may not even talk about strangers.

Among friends, there are still three or two words of warmth, and only strangers can put the strangeness on the surface, so they can't rely on it.

But, it doesn't matter!

Most of all, she wanted him to live.

Even if he is always far away from her, as long as he is alive enough!

Too many words were blocked in his throat when he said "it's his business". Liu Fan Qin looked at Mei Yezhou's face, tears fell on his cheeks, did not have too much ability to speak, the only sad looking at him.

Mei Yezhou steps forward under Liu fanqin's eyes, staggers her body and goes far away. As in those days, when it comes to topics he doesn't like, it's no different for him to leave.

Gradually, he walked away, she could not feel his breath.

Liu fanqin's back roared madly at meiyezhou, "meiyezhou, you coward, stop for me!"

“……” Mei Yezhou's body suddenly froze and stopped at the same place.

Liu fanqin rushed to meiyezhou regardless of everything, exhausted all his strength to restrain himself from crying. She asked with pain, "I thought you were a man of indomitable spirit, but why do you even have the courage to die, but you don't have the courage to live? It's just a benign tumor. Why can't you face it? "

In the face of Liu fanqin's question, Mei Yezhou only lightly floats back three words, "you don't understand."

"Yes, I don't understand. That's because you don't say it!" Is he always so indifferent look and answer, will Liu Fan Qin torture crazy. She was afraid to pull Ye Zhou's hand and prayed, "Ye Zhou, it's OK. Benign tumors are really not terrible. The doctor should have told you that as long as you actively cooperate with the treatment, it can be cured. You don't have to put it off. You can go to the hospital with me tomorrow. Red makes all the things here to the deputy director on the line, you don't care, OK

Listen to Liu fanqin's words, meiyezhou is silent, silent for a long time, there is no answer.

Liu fanqin collapsed and asked, "what do you want to do? Isn't it good to be alive? Since you can cure the disease, why do you want to give up

"What's the point of living meaninglessly?" Finally, Mei Yezhou sighed and answered Liu fanqin's question.

"Meaning Meaning Liu Fan Qin murmured the answer of the plum leaf boat. His whole body was suddenly chilly. He held his hand and released it. She looked at Mei Yezhou with strange eyes, as if she had never seen through him in the past 18 years.

He said, living for nothing?

Plum leaf boat toward Liu Fan Qin pale smile, once again staggered her body to leave.

Liu fanqin suddenly hysterical quality asked, "since it is alive, how can it be meaningless!"

“……” Meiyezhou speechless, stop to still refuse to give up liufanqin look.

Liu fan asked with tears in his eyes, "Mei Yezhou, a famous director, has no equal position in the domestic directing circle. His works in this life are numerous and all of them are excellent. What he left to others is meaningless? "

Mei Yezhou, "..."

"In his works, the outlook on life and values are so full, where is the world he created meaningless?"

“……”

"Ye Zhou, tell me the meaning of living. Is it meaningless for you to admire, praise and love the audience? Even if all this is meaningless, I am meaningless. What about asking? Does your daughter, who has been separated for 24 years, have any meaning for you to live? How can you bear to see her sad for you? "“…… Fan Qin Liu Fan Qin cried and asked for a long time, Mei Ye Zhou just dropped his eyes and opened his mouth.

Liu fanqin thought that he was moved by himself. His eyes twinkled with tears, looking forward to him, hoping that he could cooperate with the treatment well.

After a pause, Mei Ye looked directly into Liu fanqin's eyes and came back one by one, "in my life, I've been appreciated by others and won my works in the clouds. But even if I'm gone, there will be a second, a third and a fourth person like me who will come to the public view again. Their works, not necessarily worse than mine, may open a new era of film and television. After all, the world today should belong to those young people. "

I thought he was moved by himself, but I never thought that his idea was not shaken by her. The tears in his eyes were like rain, and Liu fanqin looked at Mei Yezhou for a long time.

Only, endless tears, like how to fall also fall endless, raging in her eyes.

Mei Yezhou staggers Liu fanqin's eyes and doesn't look at her. She looks at the sky and continues, "as for your outlook on life and values, I think if one has a shot in one's heart, how much role can film and TV play play play? How can virtual things compare with their own mental firmness

"Ye, ye Zhou..."

"Other people's praise, admiration and love are not the most important things for me. Everything is idealistic. As for asking the heart.... " Mentioned Mei to ask a heart, the facial expression of Mei Yezhou just had a little move. He said with a smile, "that's me and her daughter. How can it be meaningless?"

"Since you can still find meaningful people and things, you can take it as a support to live well!" Liu Fan Qin seems to see the same hope, eager to persuade.

Meiye shook her head and laughed again. He became more and more melancholy and continued, "I never thought that there would be children in my life. After I knew that I had a daughter, she would be twenty-four years old and married a good man. If I'm gone, he'll take good care of her. What can't I let go of? "

Lin Lin, did not expect his idea has never been shaken by her words, Liu Fan Qin collapse asked, "meiyezhou, what do you want to do?"

"That year, she suffered the pain that ordinary people couldn't bear, so I should accompany her. But in her heart, I can't accompany her well, I'm sorry for her.

During the years when I separated from her, I often thought that maybe we could see each other for ten years, twenty years, thirty years, even when we were dying.

It's the same idea that supports me.

I think, even if I can't see her, it's good for her to see me from time to time. Because she believed that I would become an excellent director. She said that she loved to see the works marked "Mr. Mei Yu" on the screen.

So I tried my best to be the brightest one, to sketch a beautiful and illusory picture for her, and to have a look at what she had imagined of me.

All this is based on the fact that she is still alive.

But one day, I heard that she was gone. What's the significance of my more works after her death? What do I mean when I live to be a hundred or a thousand years old?

That night's cardiac arrest, the doctor told me, is not caused by brain tumor, he can not find the cause. I understand. She came to me. Twenty five years later, I have never seen her face so clearly. She died less than a year, I know she has not gone far, she is still waiting for me somewhere. So, I have to find her quickly. If it's too late, it's too late. I don't want to let her wait for a long time. Finally, I go to reincarnation well alone. "

"Ye Zhou..." After listening to the long words, Liu fanqin was already crying.

She knew that he had always attached great importance to feelings, but she never thought that he would see feelings more important than life. I thought that no matter how much he loved her, they had been separated for 25 years, and should have been used to her absence.

However, she never thought that he was not afraid of brain tumor at all. On the contrary, she was even glad that he had this disease.

Because he said that he had to find her quickly, if it was too late, it would be too late. He said that he did not want to let her wait for a long time, and finally went to reincarnation well alone.

He loves her to the bone.

He loves her so much, what about her?

Is this life destined to look at him like this? In the old days, he twinkled like a star in the crowd. When he came, he resolutely went to the old people, like a moth to the fire, regardless of himself?

"Fanqin, I told you that I'm not easy to fall in love with others. Don't miss me any more. You are a good woman. You should have your own life. You are only 40 years old. There are many people in the circle who have new feelings and new lives only when they are 40 years old. You will have time. " Plum leaf boat to looking at Liu Fan Qin pain and sentimental eyes, again advised.

"I'm 40 years old, and I don't like being given a good card." Liu Fan Qin's eyes twinkled for a moment, wiped away the tears and returned.

"I'm not going to give you a good man card...""Are you determined to let the disease develop and never cure it?" Liu fanqin interrupted the words of Mei Yezhou, and asked him reluctantly.