Chapter 404

Her original intention to enter the performing arts circle was to get close to him. She didn't know how to get along with her father, so she approached him carefully.

Finally, she got used to having a father and fell in love with him, but the father told her that he would die soon.

Did he ever think how sad she would be when she knew about it?

Listening to the cry of Mei Wen's heart breaking down, bursts of colic tearing the heart of Mei Ye Zhou. He raised his hand to touch her shoulder and comfort her. But in the end, he took back his hand, pondered for a while, and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's dad who's sorry for you."

"I don't want your sorry!" Mei Wenxin yelled at Mei Yezhou and rushed out without looking back.

Mei Yezhou said to Hongyuan, "go after her."

Fang Hongyuan took a deep look at Mei Yezhou. He shook his head helplessly and ran after her.

……

In the corner of the hospital, Mei Wenxin curled up and leaned against the corner of the wall, her face buried in her knees and wept silently.

Fang Hongyuan walks to her with light steps, squatting silently in front of her, gently wiping her tears with a paper towel.

However, the more he wiped her tears, the faster her tears fell. It seemed that the surging tears could not flow dry.

Fang Hongyuan rubbed his tears over and over again. The paper towel soaked in tears was kneaded into more and more balls in his hands.

Gradually, he ran out of a bag of paper towels.

So he wiped tears directly on her face with his sleeve.

"The clothes are dirty." Mei asked her heart not to go over her head and sobbed.

"It's OK. I like to wear dirty clothes." Fang Hongyuan straightens Mei's face. No matter what she resists, she carefully touches her tears with her sleeve. She doesn't let her actions make her beautiful makeup.

"Husband, does he really have to go?" Mei Wenxin asked with tears in her eyes.

Fang Hongyuan sighed and said nothing.

From Fang Hongyuan's look, Mei Wenxin confirmed that Mei Yezhou had to go. As soon as her eyelids drooped, tears fell down again.

"They never thought about my feelings." Mei asked.

After a pause, she said, "mom is, so is he."

"Life is just a few decades. It's a luxury to live as you wish. Knowing that you are going to die, how can you manage other people's feelings? " Fang Hongyuan sighed back.

"I know I'm going to die..." Listening to Fang Hongyuan's words, Mei Wen felt choked and choked.

Yeah, he's dying. He doesn't need to think about other people's feelings.

Therefore, the pain of losing her parents can only be borne by herself.

"He missed his mother. He had to go." Mei asked, biting her lips and choking, "in early spring, he bought a house in a city. At that time, he said, my dear daughter, my father bought a house near your home. From then on, the place where my father is is is your mother's home. In the future, you can go back to your mother's home like many married daughters on New Year's day. But before my formal home, he was leaving. And my mother's family has become empty again. How can I get used to this sudden pain? I can't get used to it! "

"Don't do that." Fang Hongyuan doesn't know how to comfort Mei Wenxin. He gently pulls her into his arms. He said in a low voice, "even if your mother's family is empty, there is still me. Where I am is all your home. "

"Different, different..." Mei Wenxin shrinks in Fang Hongyuan's heart and cries out again.

Fang Hongyuan sighed heartily.

Yeah, it's different.

He's just her husband, he can't take her place.

But what can we do?

Mei asked sadly, "my husband, my father said that it's not necessarily a good thing to have deep feelings. The so-called wisdom is bound to hurt, but deep feelings are not longevity. So, if one day, I leave as early as my mother, you will also like my father, don't cherish yourself well? "

Fang Hongyuan spat, "what are you talking about?"

"I mean it." Mei Wenxin raised her head and looked at Fang Hongyuan dimly with tears in her eyes. "If one day, I leave as early as my mother, you must protect yourself and don't learn from my father. I want you to live well and live a long life. I don't want you to get sick, don't want you to take care of yourself, and don't want you to act willfully. I want you to live until you grow old naturally. "

“…… You ~ "Fang Hongyuan poked Mei impolitely and asked her about her heart and brain. Her face was cold," try another nonsense! "

Mei asked the heart to shrivel the shriveled mouth, once again dropped the eyes.

For a long time, she added, "actually, I can imagine why dad would let his illness get worse without telling anyone. It's just that when I think about it, dad will leave me forever, my heart seems to be out of breath. Honey, do you know? When I was very young, I was afraid that others would say I was a wild child without a father. If I can, I really hope my father will live to the day when he grows old naturally. ""I know." Fang Hongyuan's cherished return.

"Maybe Maybe it's my fault. I shouldn't always try to push dad and sister Liu together. Maybe when he heard that I didn't want him to live alone, it would deepen his yearning for his mother. If he didn't deepen his yearning for his mother, he would not cherish himself. If he cherishes himself, he will not let his illness go. At that time, he will go to treat the disease, and when he is well, he will live a long life. "

Fang Hongyuan, "..."

If, in this world, where are so many if?

"But I don't understand why he never thought about going back to his mother since he loved her so much."

“……”

"He said he thought his mother would live well. However, he has not seen his mother. How can he be sure that her mother is alive? Shouldn't he go and make sure his mother is OK? Mother's life is not good, if he can look back to his mother, they will not be separated by Yin and Yang, regret for life. I won't either. I've been called a wild boy for half my life. "

"Alas..." Fang Hongyuan sighed, "ask your heart, you know, it's very easy to say other people's things. When it's your turn, it's very difficult to take that step."

"I know." Mei nodded, "but I just can't think of it. If Dad and mom could have come together, they would not have separated. Now that we're separated, maybe we can't go back. "

Fang Hongyuan, "..."

"Since there is no way to look back, they have been walking on without looking back! Why do you have to look back now, regardless of the people around you? " Mei asked.

Fang Hongyuan said nothing.

This question has been asked again and again.

And this promise, perhaps everyone will have a different answer, this answer will never have the standard that day.

Likewise, he did not.

After a long silence, Fang Hongyuan tentatively asked, "I know you don't want to give up dad, but now, there is no better way. If he is willing to treat, he will not let his condition worsen without any treatment. Now the disease has deteriorated and transferred, even if you want to treat it, I'm afraid it's very difficult. Knowing that he won't look back, can't you really let him go through the last leg of his life happily? "

"I let him walk the last leg of his life happily. What about me? Who makes me happy to finish the last journey of my life? " Mei asked, looking directly at Fang Hongyuan.

Fang Hongyuan gazed at Mei's heart searching eyes and said, "your life is for me to accompany you! Have you forgotten? What's more, you and I have lived so long. Why do you think so many messy things now? "

A short sentence, listen to in the ear, Mei's heart, seems not so painful.

She looked at Fang Hongyuan with tears in her eyes.

"Well, everyone has to go through life, old age, illness and death. In fact, in my eyes, the length of life is not important. The most important thing is to do what you want to do most in your lifetime, love the person you want to love most, and go the way you want to go most. Dad's last road is destined to follow Mom's. They were separated for half of their lives, eager to get together. It's better to see him off happily than to let him go with regret. OK or not? Come on, darling, don't cry. Smile Fang Hongyuan patience, gently coax Mei asked.

Mei Wenxin's cheeks slowly puffed and murmured, "you've said that it's easy to say other people, but it's hard to say it's your turn. I'm so sad in my heart. How can I laugh so easily! "

"It doesn't matter if you can't laugh, just don't cry." Fang Hongyuan holds Mei Wenxin's hand and pulls her up from the corner. He led her back and said, "just now you ran out, dad must be very sad."

"He deserves to be sad. He never thinks about me. How many times can I make him sad? " Mei's angry reply.

"You ~" Fang Hongyuan looked back at Mei and asked her heart, but said, "are you willful? If you continue to be so willful, don't regret the day your father leaves! "

"You threaten me!" Mei asked, pursing her lips.

"Yes." Fang Hongyuan didn't want to admit it. "It's threatening you. I can tell you that if Dad's tumor has deteriorated, I'm afraid it won't be long... "

“……” Mei Wen Xin's mouth shriveled and her tears began to fall again.

"My fault, my fault, I shouldn't scare you." Seeing that she is going to flood the mountain, Fang Hongyuan apologizes quickly. He looked down at Mei's eyes, rubbed her eyebrows and said, "your tears are not worth the money."

"It's not your fault." Mei asked her heart and choked, "who wants you to say that Dad hasn't been here long, I haven't adapted yet..."

"But I'm afraid it won't take him long for you to get used to it." Fang Hongyuan held Mei Wenxin's hand tightly, "let's go, don't cry, go with dad. As you know, he lost his mother for half his life. You don't want to learn from him, let yourself regret in the future. If you really can't adapt, I'll accompany you to adapt, OK

Mei Wenxin worked hard for a long time and finally calmed her mood. She nodded at Fang Hongyuan and said hoarsely, "OK.""Then squeeze out a little smile and come with me." Fang Hongyuan smiles with satisfaction.

Mei Wenxin was very hard, and a smile came out of the corner of her mouth. She is led by Fang Hongyuan and steps back towards Mei Yezhou's ward.

However, they had not yet returned to Mei Yezhou's room. A spasm and pain suddenly came from Mei Wenxin's abdomen. Mei Wenxin is pulled by Fang Hongyuan's hand and suddenly shrinks. She instinctively presses her belly and squats on the ground.

In an instant, her forehead was covered with cold sweat.

Fang Hongyuan found Mei Wenxin's abnormal face. As soon as he looked back, he saw Mei Wenxin, sweating, pale and shivering. He was scared and quickly held Mei to ask him, nervously asking, "what's the matter with you?"