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Staring at many young appearance, Xiangyang's heart is a burst of melancholy.
Today, the doctor said that Lin Le's gastric cancer is advanced. If he doesn't receive chemotherapy, he can live for three months at most. If chemotherapy, it can only extend life by one year.
Seriously ill, her brain is a little unclear. If he doesn't care much, what can she do?
Send her home?
He didn't know why Lin Le came to the United States with Duoduo and became what he is now. Moreover, if he does not recognize Duoduo, why will he send Duoduo back to China?
Is he going to risk contacting Fang Hongyuan?
No, no, not yet.
, if he doesn't reach the last moment, he can't take the initiative to contact them. He has too many lines around him.
He can't give up all his previous work.
All of a sudden, Duoduo pulled Xiangyang's sleeve. Xiangyang's eyes moved for a moment, and he quickly asked with doubts, "what's the matter?"
Duoduo wrote and drew on the paper: "uncle, why are you in a daze?"
“…… It's OK. " Xiangyang feels Duoduo's head. He suddenly thought of something, carefully observed many reactions and asked, "is your vocal cord really burned with fever?"
Duoduo's eyes were not clear, and he wrote, "mom said it was burnt."
“…… Mother said it was burnt out? " Xiang Yang asked suspiciously, "isn't it what the doctor said?"
Duoduo shakes his head and picks up the pen.
Xiang Yang looks at Duoduo's tablet in a hurry.
Dodo wrote, "three years ago, I was scared and had a high fever for a week. When the fever has gone, I can't speak. "
"Didn't mom take you to the doctor?"
"When I had a fever, my mother was afraid. She did something that people could not forgive. She's afraid that when she goes out, she'll be recognized, so she doesn't dare to take me around. "
"So she didn't take you to the hospital for a diagnosis?"
Duoduo didn't write any more. He nodded to the frowning brow of Xiangyang.
“……” Xiangyang is dumb and speechless.
Duoduo said that because Lin Le had done something wrong, she was afraid to be recognized when she went out. She didn't dare to take her around to find a doctor to treat her. That's why she became dumb after she had a high fever.
So what kind of things did she do wrong? She would rather let her child be aphasia than take her child to treatment?
Xiangyang missed the seven years of Duoduo's growth and missed too many things. A few words from others can't put those things together completely.
Simply, he no longer thought, suddenly will be a lot of wrist pull, "go."
Many helpless looking at Xiangyang, do not understand the kind uncle to take her to where.
But she did not struggle and did not resist, obediently with him in the hospital corridor shuttle.
Her trust in him was instinctive.
St. Peter's hospital is very famous in the world, and its medical level is also very advanced.
After passing a series of tedious examinations, Xiangyang took Duoduo's hand and sat in front of the doctor. The doctor first looked at the test sheet, and then opened a lot of throat to see.
Precocious Duoduo seems to understand what they are doing. No matter what the doctor asks her to do, she is very cooperative.
The examination takes a long time, a few days later, Xiangyang led Duoduo to stand in the doctor's office again.
Xiang Yang asked uneasily, "doctor, is there something wrong with her vocal cords?"
The doctor carefully turned over the examination sheet and laboratory test sheet, and finally diagnosed that "the child's vocal cord development is very normal, aphasia is not a vocal cord problem."
It's not about the vocal cords?
What's the problem?
Xiang Yang is very confused.
The doctor asked, "is there any deaf mute in her family? If it wasn't for vocal cord development, it might be a genetic defect. "
"No way." A decisive return to the sun.
"Impossible what?" Asked the doctor.
"No matter her father's family or her mother's family, there has never been a deaf mute with congenital genetic defects. If there is no gene in the last three generations, even if there is one in the fourth generation, the gene will be diluted, and the genetic factor is less than one in ten thousand. What's more... " He slightly pause, subconsciously looked down at the eyes, and continued, "what's more, this little girl would have talked. She lost her voice in a fever three years ago. Three years ago, she was a articulate child
As soon as Xiangyang's voice fell, the doctor waved, "no, it's impossible. Under normal circumstances, high fever can not directly lead to vocal cord damage. Even if she had a high fever, it was definitely not the real reason for her silence. Unless there's a virus in that fever. But through the examination, we can be sure that her vocal cord development is absolutely no problem
"How is that dumb?" Xiang Yang didn't study medicine, so he didn't know much about medicine. He asked eagerly.“……” Listening to Xiang Yang's words, the doctor was suddenly silent. He waved to let more in the past, confirmed and checked her vocal cord development.
In the end, there was no problem.
The doctor's heaviness and silence make Xiangyang's heart pull up.
As he remembers, Dahei said that Duoduo was seriously ill. Later, under the joint treatment of Professor Qin Lang, a famous domestic neurologist, and Professor Qin Xin, her condition was restrained.
Can we say that Duoduo's aphasia has something to do with that disease?
In Xiangyang's panic speculation, the doctor finished the examination, he dignified to Xiangyang said, "I suggest you, take her to see a psychologist sometime."
Xiangyang seemed to be awakened in an instant and suddenly said, "do you mean that her silence is due to psychological reasons?"
The doctor nodded and explained, "she has normal vocal cord development, no genetic defects, and no virus causing aphasia when she has a high fever. So the most possible reason is psychological factors. In addition to congenital and acquired aphasia, there is also psychological factor, which is called "imaginary aphasia" in medicine
"I, I probably know how she lost her voice." Xiang Yang endured the throes of angina pectoris in his left atrium and said, "thank you, doctor. I'll take her to see a psychologist right away."
Duoduo said that three years ago, Lin Le did something that people could not forgive, and she was also frightened. In shock, she had a high fever for a week.
Maybe since then, Duoduo has been suffering from conjecture aphasia, right?
……
Xiangyang holding a lot of hands, all the way in silence.
He was thinking about how to treat a lot of diseases.
She's suffering from a delusion that she doesn't want to talk from the bottom of her heart. She wanted to be dumb. Want to treat her, first of all to find her cause, in order to completely cure her.
After two days of treatment, Lin Le has woken up. When she sees Xiangyang leading Duoduo back, she sits up against the bed and looks at Xiangyang with a smile on her face.
Today is the first time for Lin le to dress up after three years. That morbid and deep face, because of the makeup, recovered a lot of color on the face, and the thin face looked sad and pitiable.
She said with a smile to Xiangyang, "husband, do you come back? How is Duoduo's illness? "
Yesterday, she woke up from a coma. Duoduo excitedly told her that Xiangyang had taken her to see a doctor to treat her vocal cords.
It suddenly occurred to her that she hadn't taken Duoduo to see a doctor in those years when she lost her voice.
So, what has she done in these years?
Xiang Yang nodded to answer Lin Le's question.
Lin Le asked expectantly, "did the doctor say what caused aphasia? Is there any help? "
“……” Xiang Yang opened his mouth and didn't speak. He felt someone tugging at his hand. He looked down at Duoduo. A lot of uneasy looking at his eyes, like begging him not to blame his mother.
"It's OK. You go out first. I'll talk to your mother about something." Xiang Yang said to Duoduo's loving promise.
More step three back, not at ease to go.
After Duoduo left, Xiangyang closed the door and sat beside Lin Le's bed.
Lin Le seemed to feel something and asked unnaturally, "husband, what's the matter with you? Why do you look at me like that? Do you think my face has changed and I'm not used to it? "
Xiang Yang shakes his head.
Lin Le drooped his eyebrows and eyes, with an unnatural red light on his face, like a young girl in love, and asked shyly, "then why are you looking at me like this?"
“…… I'm not your husband. " Xiangyang silent for a long time, once again denied the recognition of Lin le.
His words, Lin Le suddenly excited, her tears whirling, a grasp of Xiangyang's arm, choked, "husband, I know I'm wrong, I know you don't like my face now, should not move their own face. Don't worry. When I'm well, I'll go to the doctor and get back to your most familiar appearance... "
"No Xiangyang interrupted linle's words, resolutely pushed away her hand, firmly said, "I'm really not your husband, maybe it's just too much like you, your husband died long ago."
Lin Le refused to believe it and apologized tearfully, "no, it's impossible. You are my husband. Husband, I know you blame me for colluding with the Huo family, which made you in trouble. But I didn't mean to! I'm just jealous. I'm afraid huorao will take you away from me. I just asked the Huo family to take Huo Rao home and not to meet you again. I really didn't expect that they would lay such a heavy hand on you. Husband, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, husband, will you forgive me? "
Looking at Lin Lesheng's tearful face, Xiang Yang suddenly doesn't know what to say.
He didn't expect Lin le to be so jealous about the Huo family. It's true that he was seriously injured by the Huo family, let alone in his expectation.But at that time, he was really looking for the opportunity to cheat death.
He was seriously injured by the Huo family and almost died. When he was in a coma, the military injected drugs into his infusion tube that could cause a short pause of heart beat and breath. The military took advantage of the fact that Fang's family sent his "corpse" to the funeral home for cremation.
But when Lin Le mentioned the past again today, what was his feeling in the end?
Are you sad? Angry? Are you sad?