When Xiangyang arrived at the hospital, Duoduo was sitting in the green belt of the hospital, and many medical staff were looking for something everywhere.
Seeing Xiang Yang coming, Duo Duo stands up in a hurry and rushes to him. His tears drop.
Xiang Yang calmly asked, "don't worry, don't worry, tell me quickly, what happened in the end?"
Xiangyang's words remind Duoduo, she rushed back to the seat just now, grabbed the splint with paper and handed it to Xiangyang.
The paper said, "mom is gone.".
Confirm that Xiangyang finished reading, Duoduo quickly turned to the second page: I and the doctors are looking for, but can't find my mother.
The third one: I'm too tired. I fell asleep when I saw my mother fall asleep at night. It was the aunt nurse who came to the ward round and found that her mother had disappeared. It was 12 o'clock at night when my mother disappeared.
It's been four hours since 12 o'clock!
Looking at Duoduo's anxious eyes, she knew that she must have looked carefully, but she couldn't find it, so she called him.
But this is Saipan, where can she go?
Duoduo looks at Xiangyang, like looking at his only dependence. His eyes seem to say: uncle, please, you must help me find my mother. I'm afraid my mother will be taken away by those bad people.
"Don't worry, mom just went out to get some air. She'll be back soon. Nothing will happen." Xiang Yang pacifies the way.
He found the group of people Lin Le got into.
It's really from a small Gang nearby. It's under Henry's management.
He told Henry that the little girl fell in love with him. He liked him a lot and hoped that Henry's people would not embarrass Lin Le any more.
Henry agreed.
Henry and Xiangyang are still on the same boat. They promised him that they would not turn back.
After thinking about it, Xiang Yang asked, "did a doctor find his mother today?"
Duoduo nodded, quickly pulled the splint from Xiangyang's hand, and wrote, "today, the doctor came to my mother and told her about her illness. He also said that his mother should choose chemotherapy or not. "
Little people, no matter how sensible they are, will not understand what chemotherapy or no chemotherapy really means. They tell Xiangyang everything they hear, "Mom says that she will not receive chemotherapy."
“……” Xiangyang is silent.
He pondered for a moment, quickly pressed Duoduo's thin shoulder and said, "Duoduo, it's OK. Mom just went out to relax. You wait for me here and I'll help you find your mother, OK
Duoduo nodded with tears in his eyes.
Xiang Yang rubbed her hair and left again in a hurry.
He promised to find Lin Le, but he didn't know where to look.
If this is city a, he knows where Lin Le likes to go.
But it's not city a, it's Saipan.
He has no clue.
Promised to find more Lin Le, he can only drive aimlessly, along the Saipan Island large and small islands, residential areas one by one to find.
At dawn, he found a place near the coral island. He vaguely saw a man sitting by the sea. Looking up from a distance, her back was thin and weak.
He quickly stopped the car and ran towards the figure.
Gradually close, he saw her back.
It's her!
She wore a dress, wearing long hair, hair blowing in the morning, gently drifting with the wind, messy.
She heard the footsteps and looked at him behind her.
She seemed to guess that he would come to find himself. She gave him a shallow smile and said gently to him, "you're here at last."
"You know I'm coming?" Xiang Yang Lengran asked.
Lin Le nodded, looked back at the direction of sunrise, and said, "yes, I know. I've been waiting for you for a long time. I've been looking for you a lot, haven't I? "
Xiangyang, "..."
"I know that you like Duoduo very much. Duoduo will ask you for help when things happen." Lin Le knew what he was thinking and replied. She nodded to her side and said, "since you're here, can you sit here with me for a while? It's time for sunrise to come. Watch it with me. "
Xiangyang did not refuse and sat down beside Lin le. He said seriously and seriously, "Duoduo is worried about you. She's scared. You shouldn't run out without telling her."
Unexpectedly, Lin Le laughs back, "I'm dying. She always wants to live alone. It's good to get used to it earlier."
Xiangyang dumb, suddenly do not know what is good back.
Her soft voice came from her ear, as light as smoke, "if only you were my husband!"
Xiangyang, "..."
"I remember when I fell in love with Hongji, he often drove me to see the sunrise. He said he liked the light of the rising sun. When the morning comes, we will watch the sunrise shoulder to shoulder“……”
"I still remember how beautiful the sunrise was at that time."
“……”
"The sunrise at that time, unlike today's sunrise, can't wait for a long time."
“……”
Lin Le pauses a little, looks sideways toward the sun and asks, "can I rely on you for a while?"
Xiangyang, "..."
Lin Le asked earnestly, "you are so similar to my husband. Your breath is almost the same as his. I'm a dying man. I want to feel my husband's tenderness again. Can you do me a favor? "
“…… Good Finally, he nodded to the sun.
Lin Le happily smile, head toward the shoulder of the sun, leaning on his shoulder.
When she felt the warmth from him, tears slowly oozed from her tiny closed eyelashes. She whispered, "husband, if we haven't been separated from the beginning, how good would that be?"
Originally thought his heart already did not ache, but when Lin Le said this sentence, Xiang Yang's left atrium gave a hard pumping, painful and suffocating.
Yeah, if it didn't, how good would it be?
No matter what her nature is, if he is always by her side, she will not feel the taste of life and death.
If she had never tasted the taste of life and death, how could she become what she is now?
After all, it's still his fault!
No matter what she did or who she hurt. In this world, there are too many people who can blame her, but he is the only one who is not qualified to blame her.
The origin of everything is himself.
If he didn't want to risk his life in exchange for the family's protection from the army and the police, if he didn't cheat her.
However, there are not so many ifs.
When it happens, it happens. It's too late to save it. It's too late to save it.
The heart of the pain did not have time to spread to the flesh and blood, leaning on his shoulder, waiting for the sunrise of her body suddenly began to shake up, breathing is particularly urgent.
Xiang Yang looked at her in a hurry and asked nervously, "what's the matter with you?"
"I, I have nothing..." Lin Le weakly hugged Xiang Yang's arm and refused to let him leave him, "don't move, let me lean on you like this, and then lean on you for a while..."
"There's something wrong with your face. Why is your forehead so sweaty?" Xiangyang doesn't listen to Lin le. He straightens Lin Le's body and observes her face carefully.
Her face, white as a zombie, forehead cold sweat along the brow drops of dew, the face looks very painful.
In the face of his problems, she always clenched her teeth and did not say a word.
Xiang Yang said decisively, "I'll take you back to the hospital."
Lin Le quickly hugged him and said with trembling, "no, I won't go back. I haven't seen the sunrise yet."
Xiangyang said, "I'll see it next time!"
"No, no next time..." Lin Le holds Xiang Yang's arm tightly and says bitterly.
Xiang Yang asked, "no next time? What didn't happen next time? "
"There is no next time. I can't live today." Lin Le's arm is weak to slide down, and her hand falls on the palm of the sun. She smiles pale and sad, begging, "you don't go, you stay, accompany me to see the sunrise, please."
Listen to her words, look at her face, look at her eyes. Xiangyang suddenly seemed to understand what had happened. He hugged her in his arms and asked anxiously, "are you eating disorderly?"
"Oh..." Instead of answering, Lin Le smiles and takes the opportunity to lean on Xiangyang.
Xiang Yang broke her out, glared at her eyes, raised the volume, and asked harshly, "you answer me, are you eating indiscriminately?"
"I, I didn't eat indiscriminately..." Lin Le shook his head and denied.
But her words peak a turn, holding the face of the sun said, "but I disorderly take medicine."
"You Xiangyang instant dumb mouth.
Lin Le said, "I took a lot of medicine, red medicine, green medicine, white medicine. As long as the side effects are marked on it, I will eat them. I ate a lot, a lot. You don't have to take me to the doctor. I won't live long anyway. What's the difference between dying one day earlier and one day later? "
Xiangyang heart like a knife to ask, "why do you ah!"
Lin Le pale smile, "no reason, just want to go a little beautiful, I love beautiful people, can't accept their own death so ugly. So, when you're still beautiful, just be a little more straightforward and send yourself on the road. "
Xiangyang, "..."
"Husband, do you love me? Or do you want to leave me Lin Le fell powerlessly in Xiangyang's arms and gazed at his eyes reluctantly.
"I..." Xiang Yang opened his mouth and didn't know how to answer.
Heartache or reluctant, can not say.His only feeling now is heartache.
The pain is numbing.
Lin Le seems to think of something, and then he laughs again. He laughs and tears, and says sadly, "Oh, how can I forget that you are not my husband."
"I..."
Xiang Yang still can't say anything.
Tears trickled down Lin Le's eyes and soaked her hair. She choked, "but if you're not my husband, why do you look like my husband? Is it because my husband knew what I did underground that he was angry and wanted to punish me, so he let me see his face when I was dying, so that I couldn't see it? "