Chapter 488

"Fang Hongyuan..."

After a short period of calm, there was a storm roaring, "go! Don't you want me to let you go? Then you go

“…… OK, I'll go. I'll go. Take care Mei Wenxin's whole strength seemed to be drained. She answered Fang Hongyuan's back powerlessly. She resolutely turned around and left the place with him without looking back.

……

The car is running wildly. Mei Wenxin sits in Gu Xiao's co driver's seat without saying a word. She is so lost that she doesn't know what she is thinking.

Yuandudu and fendudu were obviously scared. They sat quietly in the safety chair and looked at Mei anxiously.

Gu Xiao glanced at Mei and asked, "since you love him so much, why do you have to leave? What happened that year was not your fault

"Xiaoxiao, you don't understand." Mei's bitter reply.

Don't understand?

Why don't you understand?

Gu Xiao, who is driving, stares at Mei Wenxin's face and loses his soul for a moment.

But love is too deep, fear that the double-edged sword of love hurt the loved one.

"Xiaoxiao, thank you for coming to pick me up today. I'm really sorry for involving you in our affairs." Mei Wenxin looks at Gu Xiao and apologizes.

Gu Xiao quickly shakes his head, light back, "it doesn't matter."

Mei Wenxin didn't see the fluctuating emotion in Gu Xiao's eyes. She promised, "Xiaoxiao, don't worry. When Fang hongyuanzhen and I have broken the relationship, we won't disturb you any more."

"I'd like you to disturb me for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid you won't?" Gu Xiao doesn't have a meaningful return.

"Xiaoxiao, what do you mean?" Mei Wen's heart and eyes moved and asked blankly.

Gu Xiao suddenly stops the car on the side of the road and looks at Mei Wenxin's face.

Mei Wenxin is flustered by Gu Xiao. She doesn't know where to put her nervous hand. She was embarrassed to squeeze out a smile on her face, "Xiaoxiao, why do you look at me with such eyes?"

Gu Xiao didn't answer Mei's question. He quickly unfastened his seat belt and jumped out of the car. He went to the co driver's seat, forced her by the wrist, "get off."

"Ah, Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?" Mei Wenxin is dragged out of the car by Gu Xiaolian and asks in a hurry.

Gu Xiao didn't answer Mei's question. He comforted yuan Dudu and Fen Dudu with a smile and said, "don't be afraid, dear. Dad and mom will come back after a few words. You two are watching cartoons in the car, OK?"

Round doodle nodded.

Pink doodle see round doodle nod also follow nod.

Gu Xiao takes back his sight and pulls Mei Wenxin out two steps. He stops at the distance where yuan Dudu and Fen Dudu can see them clearly.

"Xiaoxiao, are you angry with me?" Mei guessed, "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't involve you. After all, if someone else knows about it, you can't raise your head in the police force..."

"Do you always think I'm an outsider?" Gu Xiao doesn't wait for Mei to ask her heart, but coldly interrupts her.

Mei looks at Gu Xiao with an unknown heart.

"I really, really don't know what to say about you." Gu Xiao covered his forehead in pain and asked with restraint, "little fool, you can be happy all the time, and I can leave peacefully. But why do you always make me uneasy? You tell me, why do you always have to hold my heart

"Xiaoxiao..."

"Don't say you don't understand, because if you are willing to spend a little effort on me, you won't be unable to see who I always like, and you won't be unable to know who has been holding my heart." Gu Xiao raised his hand under Mei Wenxin's stunned eyes, gently pressed her thin shoulders and said sadly.

Many people can see that he likes her all the time. Even his team members Xiao Chen and Pang Xuanxuan know that the person he loves has been married.

But only she couldn't see it.

He knows, she can't see it, just because there is no him in her heart. If she had him in her heart, she would have felt that he wanted to love her so much.

Mei Wenxin stares at Gu Xiao's eyes and seems to have a little understanding. She asked incredulously, "Xiaoxiao, do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know, I always know! You don't know! " Gu Xiao's sad return.

Mei Wenxin is stunned by Gu Xiao's answer.

Gu Xiao said that he would be her brother.

She has always taken Gu Xiao as her brother, a brother she can rely on.

Gu Xiao said sadly, "you always don't know who the girl I like since I don't know what love is. You don't know that I stay up all night reading for you. You don't know what all the beliefs that support me to be a genius are. You do not know, I am not a genius, I am also very stupid, stupid to know that you do not love me, do not want to leave you. Stupid enough to think that after finishing school soon, I can come back to you aboveboard. Because my father promised me that if I finished my studies, he would not stop me from pursuing who I would like to pursue. "“……”

"I tried my best to finish my studies and came to you, but you told me happily that you are married, and you are married to someone who can take care of her in the palm of your hand. At that time of you, the happy expression let me full of missing, but turned into the pain of inhibition. I have thought about whether to forcibly snatch it back from you, but I find I can't. I don't have the heart to destroy your happy smile and let you bear the pain of separation from your lover. "

“……”

"But I would never have thought that you would suddenly be unhappy. You for him, away from home, wandering in a foreign land. I love it. I really love it. I often wonder, if I could finish my studies earlier and come back, would you not bear this. If you're with me, my dad won't force you to leave, and I won't let you leave. "

"Xiaoxiao..." Mei, who always thought Gu Xiao was her sister and her brother, asked her heart. Listening to Gu Xiao's story, she pulled her painful heart together and apologized, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know..."

Knowing her answer, Gu Xiao asked, "if you know, will you look back and miss me?"

Mei asked anxiously. She didn't know how to answer him. She didn't dare to look at her neglected eyes.

"You won't, you'll never look back at me. Because all you want is a brother. Even if I am sad and lost again, in your heart, I will not think that I am sad because of you. " Mei Wenxin's silence hurt Gu Xiao's heart. He said bitterly, "so why don't you work hard to be happy all the time? I have already decided to go abroad to carry out the mission. Why do you have to go back to my heart? "

At that time, because of the case of Jiang Zhongmin and her mother, we finally found out that Jiang Zhongmin had a backstage at the provincial level. It's the backstage that makes Jiang Zhongmin go all the way.

At the beginning, the evidence he and Fang Hongyuan collected was directed at his father Gu Youxin.

He went back to investigate Gu Youxin himself.

Gu Youxin also learned that his good son was investigating him.

Gu Youxin didn't say anything and let Gu Xiao check.

At the end of the day, Gu Youxin's deputy did it. He has been deceiving everyone, making use of Gu Youxin's relationship to seek benefits, leaving all the black pot to Gu Youxin.

After several investigations, Gu Xiao found that he had wronged his most respected father and had no face to see him again, so he applied to go to the United Nations to be a peacekeeping policeman.

I don't know why I don't trust my son. Gu Youxin, who has always disagreed with Gu Xiao to work in the place where the blade licks blood, didn't stop him this time. He said hello to the approval personnel, and the first wave of peacekeeping police primary election left Gu Xiao.

He came to say goodbye to May and decided that he would never have any personal feelings in his heart. The goal he pursued in his life was to make some achievements in the cause of peace keeping, and when he would return home full of glory or with a dead body.

He never thought that before he had time to go away, he was shocked to hear that Fang Hongyuan was seriously injured and unconscious, and Mei Wenxin disappeared after a talk with Yin Meilian.

With all kinds of uneasiness, he followed the peacekeeping police force to the UN peacekeeping force assembly, and was finally assigned to Liberia for riot prevention.

This is three years.

Three years later, he completed the mission perfectly and came back with all kinds of honors, waiting for the next peacekeeping mission and the news of her return.

This time she returned home, and three years ago she was very different.

Her eyes are full of sadness and missing, originally small body, thin too much.

Such she, how can let him rest assured to continue to step into the next peacekeeping road?

"Xiaoxiao, I don't know. I really don't know. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. If I know, I won't disturb you, I won't let you worry all the time. " Looking at Gu Xiao's painful eyes, Mei feels guilty and doesn't know what to say.

It seems to be useless to say anything.

She's sorry for him.

"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry. It's a matter of two people and one person. You have never given me fantasy, I have always been unable to let go Gu Xiao trembled and raised his hand. As usual, he touched the back of Mei Wenxin's head and gently rubbed it. He choked and asked, "little fool, I have received a new peacekeeping mission. I've got another month to go. So can you let me go at ease? You know, the road of peace keeping is very difficult. If I can't walk safely, I'm afraid you will see my body next time. "

Frightened by Gu Xiao's words, Mei Wen grabs Gu Xiao's arm in a panic and asks anxiously, "OK, I'll make you feel at ease, but how can I make you feel at ease? I don't know. Can you tell me? "

"Will you marry me?" Gu Xiao asked.

Mei Wenxin was stunned. She didn't answer for a long time. She opened her mouth for a long time, but she said anything."I know you don't want to." Gu Xiao sips his mouth and smiles. He tapped Mei's forehead and said in a low voice, "what do you think? I'm kidding you. If you marry me, it's hard for the newlyweds to give up, and I can't go on the road of peace keeping. "

"Xiaoxiao..."

Gu Xiao interrupts Mei and points out a clear way to her hesitation, "since you love him very much, don't torture yourself, OK? Go back to him. Make it clear to him that you are just worried that he will be in danger again to protect you. Let him promise that he won't save you in danger next time, and then leave you alone to face the terrible loneliness. You tell him that if there is any danger next time, he will die and you will die, and he will live and you will live. That way, you don't have to struggle and separate. "