Chapter 604

"What if it doesn't work?" Tong Jiangwen asked with a pale face.

"If it doesn't work, what does it matter?" When Lin Xiaozhe saw that Tong Jiangwen had to struggle with her inability to have children, he rushed in front of her and interrupted, "I warn you that if you mention that you can't have children, I'll throw you out of the window immediately."

“……” Tong Jiangwen, who really wants to continue to struggle with her inability to have children, looks at Lin Xiaozhe in a dazed way, as if she is stupid, with deep tears hanging on her cheeks.

Lin Xiaozhe couldn't really see Tong Jiangwen like this. He turned his eyes and said, "I told you not to cry. You have to cry. Well, you can cry here alone. I don't want to care about you. I want to go back to my room and go to bed. You see, you've made me sleepy until four o'clock in the morning. But I tell you Tong Jiangwen, you can only have this once in your life. I want to live a happy life, and I don't want to worry about other things. If you do this again, I promise you can't eat it... "

Tongjiangwen finally can't help herself. She suddenly opens her arms and hugs Lin Xiaozhe's waist. Tears come again like rain, choking harder than before.

Ah, fall!

Why are you crying more and more!

Is she sure she wants to flood the mountain?

Lin Xiaozhe wants to cry without tears and wants to collapse.

"Well, I won't cry." Tong Jiangwen tries to bite her lips and force herself to stop crying. Her face buried in his back, trying to calm said, "then you have to accompany me, to dredge ovulation tube, you don't accompany me, I'm afraid."

Listen to Tong Jiangwen's begging voice, Lin Xiaozhe's heartache can not stop the pain, but the mouth hard disdain, "you are afraid of an egg?"

"I, I'm just afraid." Tong Jiangwen said bitterly, "I'm afraid my ovulation tube will not work in my life, and you will never have a child in my life."

Lin Xiaozhe, "..."

"Husband, you say you love me and don't want to divorce me because of my children. In fact, I'm reluctant to divorce you. " Tong Jiangwen cried like a thread and said, "husband, why don't I give up the ovulation tube, let's go to test tube baby."

“…… I won't go. " Lin Xiaozhe frowned and refused.

Tong Jiangwen is anxious, "why?"

"Tong Jiangwen, do you think two people's feelings are not equal to a child?" All of a sudden, Lin Xiaozhe turned around, his face no longer had the usual cynical childishness, and his frowning brows were filled with some unclear emotions.

"No..." Tong Jiangwen wanted to explain in a hurry.

Lin Xiaozhe was the first to get angry and said angrily, "I told you that it doesn't matter if you don't have children. Why do you insist on having children?"

This angry question completely frightens Tong Jiangwen. She looks at Lin Xiaozhe blankly and doesn't understand where he is angry.

In all these years, she had never seen him get angry.

"Tong Jiangwen, I'd like to tell you that I'm different from you who can say goodbye to the performing arts circle at any time. I was born, destined to be an artist, this life is destined to wander in this circle, never come out. I have been performing since I was 18 years old, and I have experienced many joys and sorrows. A play, a life, I have experienced countless rebirth, death, rebirth. The taste is wonderful. If you don't play, you can't feel it.

From the first time I acted, I began to enter a life after another. Acting is my life. Besides acting, I don't care about so many things.

Of course, in drama, it's good to have a wife and children, but it's not the most important thing. I really like children, but I really don't have to. Children, if it is natural pregnancy, then I will think and I am fate, I will gladly accept. So it's not very important for me that your ovulation tube is blocked. I don't think it's a shattering thing. It's worth your divorce. So when I hear you say that you are divorcing me because you are infertile, I will think that between me and my children, I am smaller than my children... "

"No, my husband, it's not like this!" Hearing this, Tong Jiangwen returns to her senses in a panic. She holds Lin Xiaozhe's hand and wants to explain to him that in her heart, it is not the child who is bigger than him.

Lin Xiaozhe didn't listen to Tong Jiangwen's explanation and continued, "when you divorce me for the first time because you can't have a child, I think you are with me just to have a child with me. Between you and me, without children, everything is zero.

And you and me this scene, I also entered the play, into the play, I thought you love me, even if there are no children, no money, no everything, you will love me. But now your every word, will I rigidly to this drama outside pull, tell me, in fact, the reality is not as good as I imagined.

Of course, I know that for a woman who wants to have children, bilateral ovulation tube blockage is a big thing. I can understand your sadness. So at the beginning, I didn't care about your divorce. Instead, I accompanied you to more hospitals for examination.Diagnosed, your sky collapsed, no matter what I say, you are determined to have children. I don't want to get out of the drama, so I'm willing to waste time with you to dredge the ovulation tube, but it's my biggest concession to accompany you to dredge the ovulation tube.

But if you choose IVF, I can't accept it. I can't accept deliberately forcing a child who doesn't want to come to me. I don't want to force a person who has to play to stay in the play. I don't want to see any of us become a couple of grudges in the two things of having no children and wanting children.

Tong Jiangwen, if you really want to have your own children, you can ask others to donate sperm. I don't care.

But I also tell you that in the 11 years of the performing arts circle, it's easy for me to enter the theater, and it's easy for me to play. As long as you decide to get out of this drama and find someone to donate sperm, it's also the beginning of the end for you and me. You also listen to me well, if I once play, then the things between you and me are the past.

Since it is the past, once there is a second person who can let me into the play, I will immediately abandon the past and start a new life cycle. "

With Lin Xiaozhe's long words, Tong Jiangwen's face is full of tears. She looked at her once childish husband, who regarded acting as everything, as if she had never known him.

Lin Xiaozhe looks at Tong Jiangwen and looks at him. He gradually determines something in his heart.

Tong Jiangwen didn't know him from the beginning

Yeah.

She never understood.

From beginning to end, she was confused by his appearance. What she liked from the beginning was that he played xizhuyu, not him.

A burst of suffocating pain, in his heart separate his body and mind. He can't stand Tong Jiangwen's silence any more. He angrily turns around and strides into the room and closes the door with a "touch".

It was not until he heard Lin Xiaozhe slamming the door that Tong Jiangwen was scared to come back to her senses, and all her remaining drunkenness was awakened. Like crazy, she rushed to Lin Xiaozhe's locked door and said, "husband, I'm wrong. Don't be angry. Can you open the door?"

“……”

Inside, it was quiet. There was no sound, as if there was no one inside.

Tong Jiangwen did not give up and said, "husband, you open the door, I don't make trouble, you don't get angry, OK?

“……”

Inside, there is still no voice of Lin Xiaozhe.

"I don't want to have children, I just want to have children with you. I just feel that I can't be with you for nothing in my life, so I want to leave the evidence that we are together. And you and my child are the evidence that we are together. That's why I feel sad for a moment and say something about doing IVF. I didn't expect that you would be so angry about it. I don't want to talk about children any more. If there are no children, there will be no children. If I don't dredge the ovulation tube, I won't be a test tube baby. Don't be angry, OK

“…… Do you really think that I'm angry because you want to dredge the ovulation tube and be a test tube baby? " Finally, Lin Xiaozhe's mocking laughter came from the room.

Tong Jiangwen asked blankly, "isn't it?"

Oh

Of course not.

Lin Xiaozhe leans against the sofa and stares at the video of their wedding secretly taken in his notebook. In the video, he is wearing xizhuyu's wedding dress, and she is wearing lingyuexi's wedding dress, just like in the drama that year, xizhuyu married lingyuexi who was his childhood sweetheart.

In the drama, xizhuyu loves lingyuexi, and lingyuexi also loves xizhuyu.

However, in reality, she also loves Xi Zhuyu, not Lin Xiaozhe.

So, in the end, did he complete xizhuyu and lift him to a classic peak that could not be surpassed, or did xizhuyu destroy his love?

Lin Xiaozhe doesn't know.

He sat in front of the computer, quietly opened the document, word by word typing.

The beginning of the word: divorce agreement.

……

As time goes by, there is a little white light in the sky. Tong Jiangwen, who has been sitting by the door, holds her knees tightly in her arms and looks at the white light coming through the window with numbness in her heart.

She looked at the time, five thirty in the morning.

It was only an hour and a half since he shut himself in the door.

She thought a century had passed.

She leaned against the door and said again and again, "husband, I'm sorry..."

Behind, the door quietly opened.

Relying on the door, Tong Jiangwen falls back unprepared and falls on her feet. She looked up in a hurry and gave a pair of cold eyes.

Is this, this look his?

Tongjiangwen heart a burst of suffocation, confirmed toward Lin Xiaozhe looked.

He did not give her the opportunity to confirm, the hands of two pieces of paper lost in front of her, light said, "you go."Go?

Where are you going?