Gu Xiao's eyes moved. He looked at Nie Bei in disbelief and asked, "child?"
"No more..." Thinking of the child he was forced to lose, Nie Bei burst out crying out of control, tightly grasped Gu Xiao's arm, and said with tears streaming down his face, "ah Xiao, our child is gone, gone..."
"It's OK. It's OK." Although Gu Xiao didn't understand what happened, he pushed Nie Bei into his arms and patted her on the shoulder to comfort her. "Anyway, you don't want to have a baby. If you don't have a baby, it's OK."
"If the child is yours, I'd like to have it." Nie Bei's heartbroken return.
Ah Xiao is so good, she is willing to give birth to a Xiao.
However, they did not allow her to have a baby. They forced her to banish the baby, no matter how she explained it.
Never thought that she would be willing to have a child for herself if she didn't want to get married or have a child. Gu Xiao was stunned again, staring at her face with tears.
"Ah Xiao, I'd like to have a baby for you. I want our baby. We almost have one. Soon after you left, I was found out to be pregnant. When I know I'm pregnant with your child, I often wonder what kind of expression it would be if you came back and saw that you had a child. But, but, but our child was forced out, the day of abortion, is the news of your death. Xiao, do you know? At that time, I felt that the whole person was confused. I didn't know how to go in the future. One month after my abortion, I thought, "My ah Xiao, you must not be dead. Even if you are dead, I will go to you. When the news of your sacrifice is sent back, they will add second-class merit and record it as a martyr. I think we must take your body back and bury it in the martyrs' cemetery..."
"Well, well, don't say it, don't say it." Gu Xiao, who was deeply distressed, couldn't bear to think about the sad things again. She patted her shoulder again and again and said softly, "I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm still alive. Beibei, I promised you to accompany you to talk about a lifetime of love, will not break the appointment. From then on, whether you want to get married or not, want children or not, I will accompany you. If you want children, we can have more. Don't cry, don't feel bad, OK
"Good..." Listen to Gu Xiao's words, Nie Bei's heart is soft and in a mess.
She felt that the best thing to hear in time was that ah Xiao said that no matter what she chose, he would accompany her.
Her favorite is such a Xiao.
"Beibei, what's this on your back?" After holding for a long time, Gu Xiao finally finds the mountaineering bag that Nie Bei has been carrying on her. He quickly takes the bag off her shoulder and asks curiously.
Nie Bei looks back at Bao and suddenly smiles with tears.
Gu Xiao didn't know. He asked suspiciously, "eh?"
"The bones of the dead." Nie Bei sips and smiles back.
"Dead, dead bones?" Gu Xiao opens the bag in a hurry, and really sees the so-called Dead Man's bone from the box in the bag.
A complete hand bone, two ribs, a broken leg bone, a skull.
Looking at the remains that had been corroded into white bones, Gu Xiao looked at Nie Bei in disbelief. He guessed that he couldn't say what he said in his throat, "you, you are..."
"I thought it was the wreckage that you fell under the cliff after the explosion. I hung on the cliff and searched for it for more than a week before I found something like this." Nie Bei gently smile, easy to explain, "at that time, thinking of you sacrificed, but there is no remains, I think whether it is dead or alive, I find you. Even if we find some bones, we should take them back and bury them in the martyrs' cemetery. "
“……” Listen to Nie Bei's words, Gu Xiao can't say anything, just silently watching her become thin and black, but still beautiful face, eyes showing endless tenderness and heartache.
Nie Bei doesn't know, "Why are you looking at me like this? Are you moved? "
Gu Xiao shook his head and said, "this should be the remains of the rebels."
“……” This time, Nie Bei was speechless.
For a long time, she snatched the box from Gu Xiao's hand, raised it high above her head, and fell to the ground. She also said "bah" twice.
It turned out that this was the remains of the rebels. She took it as a treasure and held it carefully every day.
Gu Xiao couldn't help laughing and took advantage of Nie Bei's hand. Nie Bei should be Gu Xiao's action, lightly lean on his shoulder. Gu Xiao lowers his head and kisses Nie Bei on his forehead.
Feeling Gu Xiao's action, Nie Bei's heart softened and crisp, and asked softly, "ah Xiao, don't you lie down and rest?"
She remembered, he said that he was broken leg, fell multiple fractures, waist injury is not good, can't stand for a long time.
"Hold you for a second." Gu Xiao also whispered back.
"Good." Nie North should a, so and Gu Xiao embrace together. Each other are crazy to absorb the breath of each other, to fill their hearts, so that their little heart, completely filled with each other's shadow.
After holding for a long time, Nie Bei said again, "ah Xiao.""Well, what is it?" Gu Xiao asked.
"It's time for you to rest." Although it is not give up, but she still left from his arms, seriously said.
Gu Xiao asked, "then I want to see you again. What should I do?"
"Lie down and see. I've been here with ah Xiao. I'm not going anywhere." Nie Bei said, "ah Xiao should have a good rest. When the injury is healed, I will accompany you back to the army to give them a surprise. Your teammates will be happy to know that you are not dead
Gu Xiao has been holding Nie Bei's hand, obediently lying on the bed, but not obediently said, "go back must go back, but surprise can't give."
"Why?" Nie Bei is not sure.
"Surprise, surprise." Gu Xiao's bad eyebrows are shaking.
During the days when he lay in bed and couldn't move, he always thought about returning to the team after his injury. In their hearts, they must feel that they are already dead. How shocked would they be if they saw their corpse outside their window in the middle of the night? Would they be scared to have a relapse of heart disease?
I'm looking forward to it.
Looking at Gu Xiao's smile, Nie Bei knew that he was going to pretend to be a ghost and frighten people. He said with a smile, "if you really pretend to be a ghost and frighten them, what if they really treat you as a ghost with a gun?"
"Will it?" Gu Xiao doubts.
Nie Bei did not speak, gently to his heart a Fu, Gu Xiao quickly fondle Nie Bei's long hair, drooping eyes and her eyes with a smile.
"Ah Xiao."
"Well?"
"What's on your mind now?"
"Thinking about the future."
"Will ah Xiao stay in South Sudan in the future?"
"Well, I haven't finished my assignment yet." Gu Xiaohui.
Nie Bei is silent again come down, that resolute eyes seem to decide what.
Gu Xiao's hand crossed her face and asked, "what do you want to do after Beibei?"
"With you." Nie Bei is sure to return.
"Not going back home?" Gu Xiao asked.
"You're here. You don't want to go back." Nie Bei holds Gu Xiao's hand and says to his face, "ah Xiao, since I heard about your sacrifice, I found out how important you are."
"Well, north is also very important." Gu Xiao said for sure.
Nie Bei smiles.
"Life here is hard and dangerous." Gu Xiao reminds a way.
Nie Bei asked, "why, Xiao, do you think you can't do it?"
"No Gu Xiao denied.
"What's that?" Nie Bei asked again.
"My north north is so powerful. If one dares to single out such anti-government forces, what can he say he can't do?" Gu Xiao seriously looked at Nie Bei's face, sighed for a long time, stroked her face, stroked so seriously, "I just love Beibei."
Nie Bei, "..."
Gu Xiaodao said, "life here is so hard, the environment here is so dangerous, you could have stayed away from it. It's all because of me that you've come here. Seeing you thin and dark, I'm really in love with you. "
Nie Bei smiles. There are tears flashing in his curved eyes. She shook her head, gently and to his heart, firmly said, "not because of you."
"Well?" Gu Xiao was surprised.
"Because of myself, because I fell in love with someone, I want to live in the same sky with him." Nie Bei also said seriously.
"Beibei..."
"In fact, when I saw that pile of bones and thought you were really sacrificing, I already thought about how to live for the rest of my life. Besides, it makes sense to live like this. Xiao, I finally understand why you are so persistent in this team. When you first chose to join the peacekeeping police, you didn't just want to heal your wounds, because you always wanted to do the most meaningful thing in your heart, did you? "
"Well, yes, you really know me, Beibei." At this moment, Gu Xiao is happy. I don't know how to describe it.
Can be loved by a woman so understand, I'm afraid nothing will be more than such things with people feel happy.
"That's because I'm ah Xiao's girlfriend. Ah Xiao forgot that I'm older than you?" Nie Bei said with a smile, "ah Xiao said that he didn't like sister brother love, but now do you find the benefits of sister brother love?"
"Well." Gu Xiao also smiles.
Yeah, got it.
Her thought is so mature, so independent, no matter what he wants to do, there is no burden.
"Beibei, it's not that I don't like sister brother relationship." Suddenly, Gu Xiao couldn't help hugging Nie Bei and explained unexpectedly, "I just didn't expect that there is such a good woman in the world who deserves to love again and love deeply."
"What about you now? Do you still love me? " Nie Bei asked expectantly.
"Of course." Gu Xiao affirmative reply, "to you, I love deeply."
"Me too." Nie Bei responded.After a pause, Nie Bei's eyes showed the same feeling. He held Gu Xiao's face in his hands and hesitated to say what he had said in his heart.