Chapter 362

In the dark room of Ren'ai hospital, the woman on the bed is lying quietly.

Like a nightmare, she finally woke up.

When she opened her eyes, she didn't sit up and look around, but slowly Let your mind wake up slowly, slowly Looking at the lifeless, even pale ceiling.

At this moment, her body is as heavy and confused as her heart.

She's even thinking How could she have such a real dream?!

But when her heart thumped, when her forehead came a dull tingling, when she recalled all kinds of details, she suddenly sat up with a bang.

Pale, she looked around in panic. When she saw Tang Xiaozhou sitting by the bed with a worried face and looking at herself, her heart suddenly fell asleep.

Everything It's true?

"Are you awake?" Tang Xiaozhou's soft voice rang out, but he was worried in his eyes. "Drink some water. You've slept for three days and three nights, but you scared me to death!"

Three days and three nights?! Tqr1

Mu Jingcheng looks at Tang Xiaozhou strangely. He can't believe it. How could he sleep so long?!

How can I sleep so long?!

Yes!

She was asleep, sleeping for a long time, that's why she had such a long and terrifying nightmare.

It's just a real dream!

It's not real

no!

Mu Jingcheng shakes her head and denies it. She keeps shaking because she doesn't admit it. She won't even admit it when she dies!

Don't you admit that it doesn't exist?! Is it really just a dream?!

But in fact, she couldn't escape because the reality was so cruel that she couldn't forget it.

Because her mind is full of those bloody scenes, all the scenes of Qu Shitao blocking the gun for her in the past, all the terrible memories of the gray haired old man falling down in front of her eyes.

She Can't pretend not to know, can't let oneself so cold Forget everything!

She can't be so irresponsible, can't be so selfish, can't ignore the worry and expectation of the old man in her heart, hope he can get better!

As long as he's OK, as long as she's alive, no matter what the cost is, she's willing.

But Will it?

Will God give her this chance?!

Think of here, Mu Jing orange slowly turned his head in the past, looking at Tang Xiaozhou, the voice in addition to hoarse, actually choked some changed shape, "District old in which ward? I want to see him... "

Tang Xiaozhou's body pauses slightly, and his eyes dodge to the side.

Although she doesn't want to let Mu Jingcheng know that fact, but She really can't hide it.

"Old Qu's funeral was held today. He..."

"What?" Mujing orange's head exploded with a "buzz". His eyes looked at Tang Xiaozhou in horror. He couldn't believe his ears. After a pause, she came down from the bed with a bang and rushed to the door! Absolutely impossible! He's still alive. He must be alive... "

"Orange well!" Tang Xiaozhou caught her. Looking at her thin body, pale face, messy hair and bare feet, her heart could not help but painfully, "calm down!"

"How can you calm me down?"?! It's me who killed him, it's me, it's me Mu Jingcheng suddenly roared out, tears rolled down like broken beads. She never thought that someone would die because of her, let alone Qu Shituo. She never dreamed that she would bear such a charge, and never thought that at this moment, her heart was so painful and suffering.

Looking at Mu Jing orange's self reproach roar and her slightly trembling body because of excessive sadness, Tang Xiaozhou holds her in his arms.

Feel her pain, feel her sadness, his eyes can not help red up.

At this moment, apart from these, she really doesn't know what else to do for this girl.

"Cry, it's comfortable to cry." Tang Xiaozhou held her tightly, tightly.

Mu Jingcheng was tearing her heart and lungs and crying for an hour. When she gradually regained her peace and woke up from the sadness and remorse, her voice was hoarse and almost speechless.

She sat on the ground with a pale face, and leaned against the wall and Tang Xiaozhou's shoulder. Her eyes were decadent and empty, looking at the unknown place in front of her. She said faintly, "I want to give him the last ride..."

"OK, I'll go with you..." Tang Xiaozhou nodded and agreed.

Even if she promised to take good care of her, don't let her be hurt. Don't make her cry again, her body is close to collapse, but she still can't refuse her request.

It is a fact that Qu Shituo died to save Mu Jingcheng.She is so guilty, so self blame, Tang Xiaozhou can fully understand. If she is not allowed to go to see Qu Shituo off for the last ride under such circumstances, let alone Mujing orange, she can't even say it herself.

So she agreed without hesitation.

Along the way, Mujing orange did not speak, just empty eyes have been looking at the front, like a statue like motionless.

Tang Xiaozhou is driving, but he has been paying attention to her state.

She wanted to amuse her, but she couldn't say a word. Finally, I can only give up and let her stay alone, thinking about her heart -

paradise cemetery

there are many wreaths and many famous cars at the entrance.

Mu Jingcheng looked at the words on the wreath, and could not see anything except Qu Lao or Qu Shituo.

At this moment, her heart is empty and stuffy like being dug away. Her eyes were covered with a layer of wet fog, blocking her sight

In order to calm down and see off the old man, Mu Jingcheng took a hard breath and tried hard to take a deep breath before she had the courage to push the car away.

Walking into the cemetery, Mu Jingcheng sees the man in the crowd from a distance, the man in black with his back to her. Now Does his heart hurt?!

Does he hate himself?

Do you wish the person who died was yourself?

Is it

Think of his own doting, love. When he thought that he would hate himself for this, Mu Jingcheng's heart unconsciously gave him a severe pain. His whole body seemed to have been emptied, and he almost fainted in an instant

"Jingcheng, are you ok?" Tang Xiaozhou quickly helped her.

Mu Jingcheng shakes his head and looks up at the man again, but it's already empty

"Shall we go?" Tang Xiaozhou looks at her anxiously, her condition is very bad, even worse than when she was in the hospital.

"No!" Mu Jingcheng shook his head. "I'll just look at it from a distance!" If approached, she is afraid that she can't help crying out, more afraid that she can't help throwing herself into the man's arms.

But Does he still love her?