Chapter 600

"Come on?! Just you? " Zhou Jiayi looked contemptuous and said, "you don't even know how big a wrist Sheng Zimo is. You are also a senior commentator?! You'll cheat your little friend like Ozawa... "

"To tell you the truth, Ozawa has not cheated you yet!" Mu Jing orange a face bitter astringent smile, "you know what?! Now he has begun to despise my IQ, you say Is it sad for me to have such a child

As soon as Mujing orange mentioned her child, her eyes lit up, and she couldn't help but dim down.

"Orange..." Zhou Jiayi looked up, his face has returned to a serious look, "you are so happy, I really happy for you."

"You'll be happy, too, very happy!"

"Will it?" Zhou Jiayi's eyes could not help but slightly wet, and her thoughts unconsciously returned to five years ago, "after so many, so big things, do I still have the right to be happy?"

"Why not?" Mu Jingcheng interrupts her sad memory, reaches for her hand and says, "those are not your fault!"

"But I'm not a clean girl anymore..." Zhou Jiayi suddenly looked at Mujing orange with red eyes. "For five years, I have dreamt about that scene almost every night. I have dreamt about his violence against me, his wild and disgusting smile, and..."

"Jiayi!" Mu Jingcheng interrupted her, "it's all over! That's all in the past. The man died, and he will never come out to hurt you again... "

"But I killed him!" Zhou Jiayi looked at her good friend dejectedly, her voice trembled slightly because of strong excitement, "this is an indelible fact! I'm a murderer, and I still... " Speaking of this, she stopped for a moment, and then summoned up the courage to say those words, "he forced. Bao..."

Looking at Zhou Jiayi's eyes, her tears rolled down her face, and Mu Jingcheng's heart hurt like a knife.

She thought she had come out of that shadow long ago. She thought she had forgotten all that and returned to her original nature.

But now, no!

She buried all that deeply in her heart. She made herself look relaxed and happy, just like ordinary people, even more sunny and energetic, happy and carefree. In fact, only she knew the pain in her heart. Tqr1

the haze that can't be wiped away and the past that can't be waved away make her never go back to the past and never be happy again.

"Jiayi, listen to me!" Mu Jingcheng looked at her deeply, looking at her falling tears. She didn't hand over the paper towel, and didn't even reach out to wipe it off for her. Instead, she let her cry, "all that It's none of your business! No matter what that person did to you, or what you did to him, it was a nightmare. And now It's all over, and it's time for you to wake up! "

"Wake up?"

"Yes Mu Jingcheng nodded with certainty, "a nightmare may make you wake up tired and even feel that it's true, but It no longer exists! No matter how real you think it is, and no matter what terrible things happen in your dreams, it's gone, isn't it? "

"But But it's real! "

"Here's the terrible part of the nightmare!" Mu Jingcheng looked at her seriously, "it makes you feel personally, and makes you more unforgettable because of fear. But in fact, it has long disappeared without a trace. What's really strange in your mind and what really makes you unable to explain is your thoughts, your memories...!" At this point, Mujing orange slightly pause, this just stretched out his hand to wipe off the tears on her face, "so Jiayi, let go of yourself, OK?! Those bad memories, bad past, directly forget it, no matter whether it is true or false, no matter what harm it has brought you, forget it, don't torture yourself, OK? "

Looking at Mu Jingcheng's sincere eyes and feeling the temperature from her hands, Zhou Jiayi gradually woke up from the desolate panic.

She gently pulled her hand back from Mujing orange's hand, and then wiped away the residual tears on her face. Then she said with a smile, "orange, thank you!"

"Thank me for what?" Mu Jingcheng looked at her with some heartache. In the past five years, they have gone through countless days and nights with their own heartache. What's more, what's more, Zhou Jiayi who has experienced such a big event?!

"Thank you for letting me know Sheng Zimo!" Zhou Jiayi quickly returned to the previous state, holding a small book signed by Sheng Zimo, and boasting, "at least I've made three thousand dollars! "

"Cut..." Mu Jing orange looked at her in disgust, "flower maniac! A fool would buy that kind of thing! "

"That's true!" Zhou Jiayi nodded with approval, but she put the book away with a smile and put it in her bag, "but It's rare to see a woman as cold as you She took her face out of her bag and looked at her good friend curiously. "To tell you the truth, he is so handsome and special to you. Have you ever been moved?"

Not surprisingly, Mu Jingcheng smiles. This question is not only asked by Zhou Jiayi, but also by her colleagues or friends in New Zealand.Therefore, in the face of this topic, she has no sense of tension or accident except for some helplessness.

"No!" Mu Jingcheng looks at Zhou Jiayi very frankly and says the answer in his heart.

In fact, she also thought about this problem. In the first one or two years, in her most difficult and sad days, she often saw him around her and saw him give up so much for herself. She really thought about If you want to accept his share in yourself.

But in the end, she still can't let herself open her mind, and can't forget Qu Shaochen to accept another man.

Even at that time, Qu Shaochen was just a heartbreaker in his heart.

There is nothing wrong with Sheng Zimo, or even almost no shortcomings.

But She just can't put him in the position where Qu Shaochen used to be, even if that position was forced to be vacant by her because of something.

"No?" Zhou Jiayi looked at her in surprise, "so handsome, so excellent, so rich, and so kind to you, you..."

"Eh?" Mu Jingcheng looked at her mysteriously, and then said with a gloomy smile, "since you are so optimistic about him, why don't you How can I introduce you? "

"Come on!" The excitement on Zhou Jiayi's face was instantly taken back like defeat. "If someone is a superstar, don't insult them. Who am I? You don't know?"