Chapter 1142

She only knew that her father told her before he left that her mother was still alive, maybe Only then did he know who was his favorite woman and who was the best person for him?

But it's too late.

"Your father came to me later." Yao Hai about heavy breath, mood also changed a little bit better, "I say, he secretly inquired about my news, also asked me now is good. Unfortunately, he asked the wrong person... "

"Ask the wrong person?" Mu Jingcheng doubts.

"He asked my best friend. She knew what happened to me. How could she tell him?" Yao Haiyue had no choice but to smile, "thanks to her not telling your father, otherwise I may never get out of the curse of a failed marriage. "

"But if she told Dad, maybe I would not have such a failed childhood. " Mu Jingcheng still has some complaints.

Yao Haiyue couldn't help but be stunned. He was ashamed again. "I'm sorry, orange. I'm too selfish. I didn't expect that my leaving would bring you so much harm, and I didn't expect that Gu Jiaojiao would not allow you, and your father didn't protect you. If that's the case, I'll... "

"It's OK, actually." In order to make Yao Haiyue feel better, Mu Jingcheng pulled her lips slightly and said some words to comfort her, "although Gu Jiaojiao is insidious, she still cares about my father's face, at least she doesn't dare to do anything to me on the surface. Add... " When Mu Jingcheng thought of the situation at that time, and now, he felt sad, "brother Yao's family takes care of me very much, so..."

When it comes to Nangong Yao, Mujing orange can't help but stop.

She looked at Yao Haiyue alert, there is a kind of unspeakable pain in her heart.

Nangong Yao is important to himself, but for Yao Haiyue, he is a nightmare.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to mention him, but..."

"It's all over!" Yao Haiyue shook his head, then breathed out a breath, "is Xiaoqing not fighting, was Nangong Yao lost eyes, no wonder who."

Mu Jing orange looks at Yao Hai's slightly red eyes and knows that she is thinking about Sheng Qing. She can't help feeling slightly sour.

She and Sheng Qing had nothing to do with each other, except for the Oolong of Nangong Yao. She witnessed Sheng Qing's resolution and the moment when she left the world.

At that time, Mu Jingcheng always felt that he was a victim, wronged and misunderstood by everyone. But now, the real victim is Sheng Qing and Yao Haiyue.

What did they do and why did they end up like this?

People are really selfish.

Why are you not?

"I'm sorry, if I know that Nanyao was serious at that time, then I'll be sorry..."

"It's none of your business!"

Yao Haiyue took her daughter's hand, looked at the scar on her face, and the expression of remorse, his heart is also dull pain.

"Maybe it's all fate! Actually... " Yao Hai about slightly pause, eyes with a deep color of guilt, "you are all my daughters, the palm and the back of the hand are meat, I should love the same. But I did that to you when it happened. I... "

"We don't even talk about it." Mujing orange gently hugs her mother.

If at this time, she still can't understand Yao Haiyue's inner feelings towards herself, if she misunderstands her and hates her, she will be too selfish and ignorant.

"You let me say it." Yao Hai gently pushed away Mujing orange. At the moment, her eyes were red, and even tears rolled down, but she didn't cry.

She knew she didn't cry because she didn't have the capital to cry.

At that time, she was really driven by the devil. She didn't even know why she would do such a thing and why she wanted to kill her own daughter.

Only now did she realize that she was reluctant and hated herself.

Over the years, when she could be honest with her daughter, who almost died in her own hands, and be sincere, she couldn't help it.

"Sheng Qing's death was a great blow to me. At that time..." Yao Haiyue hard to recall, like a few hundred years ago, she could not remember, frowned tightly.

"At that time, I just felt that the sky had come down, Xiao Qing was gone, and I had no need to live." Yao Haiyue's voice choked up. She looked at Mu Jingcheng and the person she hated most at that time. Her heart was torn in pain.

"So when I see you, when I see you by my side, I think I'll die with you. "

Mu Jingcheng's heart pained a little, her brain unconsciously emerged the situation at that time, but also thought of Yao Haiyue's eyes full of anger and resentment.

"I want to kill you. I really want to kill you, but..." Yao Haiyue unconsciously shakes his head, "I don't know why I want to do that. I only know that only in that way can we be together, can I feel more comfortable, can I...""You can take revenge for Sheng Qing!" Mu Jingcheng said what she said from the bottom of her heart, and her heart began to ache.

She knew that Yao Haiyue hated herself at that time, and she didn't hate her?

But they hate each other for so long, but in the end, who is happy, who is comfortable?

"Yes Yao Haiyue looked down in shame, "at that time I really want to take a breath for Xiaoqing, but later I know that I'm sick. "

"I know, it's just an excuse, but..." Yao Haiyue suddenly looked up at Mujing orange, "at that time, I really didn't know what I was doing, and I didn't know who you were, who I was, what our relationship was, I even..."

"I know." Mu Jingcheng looked at her happily. In order to make her less excited and less self reproach, she held her hands tightly and looked at her tenderly, "you were sick at that time. At that time, you were not yourself at all, but a broken and painful mother. At that time, I was not me, not your daughter, but the killer of your daughter. "

"Orange..." Yao Haiyue looked at her daughter with shame, but she didn't know what to say for a moment.

"As you said, it's all over." Mu Jingcheng looked at her seriously. Although she thought of those moments, her heart would still hurt, and she would feel that the mother was too eccentric, but she didn't want to care about them.

I'm also a mother, and I will protect my child in the event of an accident.