Chapter 1153

"You Not angry? " Ice and snow Congling looked at his slowly relaxed look. Although she was surprised, she still didn't dare to speak too boldly. Instead, she sat on the co pilot and looked at Yi junyang carefully. She was afraid that if she said one more word, he would eat himself alive.

Yi junyang takes his eyes away from her face and looks to an unknown place in the distance.

He was angry, but he didn't know why.

Is it because she says she likes him, or is it because I really like her?

He didn't know, he only knew that he really didn't want to face reality, let alone his own heart.

So, at the moment, he has some entanglement, some pain, but also some unspeakable ease and sweetness.

But he had no way to know where this feeling came from, or I don't want to know.

He knew that he was running away and closing himself up.

This is unfair to ice Congling, but what about Tang Xiaozhou?

He didn't want to be a sinner, and he didn't want to fail Tang Xiaozhou, so even if he moved his heart, he had to take it back, otherwise He couldn't explain to his heart or to Tang Xiaozhou.

"Later..."

After a long silence in the car, Yi junyang's voice began to ring.

He didn't look at ice Congling, but at a place far away. After a pause, he continued, "we don't want to meet again."

"Why?" Ice and snow Congling looked at him in surprise, "aren't we just ok? Why didn't I see you all of a sudden? Is it because of what I just said? If so, can I take it back? You think I didn't say it, when I... "

"Ice and snow Congling!" Yi junyang takes his eyes back and turns to look at her. His face is very serious and his voice is a little low. His eyebrows are slightly wrinkled, like some pain, but his face looks very calm. "I can't fall in love with anyone, especially you..."

"Why?" Ice snow Congling more surprised, although she knows the answer, but still can't help but ask out, "is it because of Tang Xiaozhou, because of your ex girlfriend? But she's gone... "

"She's here!" Yi junyang's voice suddenly loud up, he interrupted ice Congling's words, the purpose just don't want her to continue to say, in order to let her more heart, also in order to make his heart more stable, he made no secret of his heart said, "she has been here! Every minute and every second with you, she's here! You are her shadow Your smile, every move, like her in front of me, I can't, can't not think of her. I... "

"Think about it!" Ice snow Congling also interrupted him, and looked at him firmly, "you can think of me as her, but also in front of me unbridled memories of your past, you can even tell me, how should I do, how can I become her, I......"

"Enough!" Yi junyang finally broke out. His voice was unprecedented. The whole person seemed to be close to the edge of collapse. He put one hand on the steering wheel and pressed his forehead with his hand.

Looking at Yi junyang's irritable appearance, ice Congling knows that she seems to have violated his bottom line. For a moment, she is too scared to say another word.

"You're not her, and you can't be her." When Yi junyang's voice sounded again, it had become calm and stable.

He gently raised his head and looked at ice Congling helplessly. "I don't want anyone to be her stand in, let alone That's you

"But I will!"

"I don't want to!" Yi junyang looked at her firmly, "that is unfair to you, to Xiaozhou..."

"I don't mind..." Ice snow Congling is very firm looking at him, and gently holding his hand, "as long as you let me accompany you, as long as that person is you, I can be anyone."

"Why are you so stupid?" Yi junyang looked at her heartache, how can there be such a stupid, such a stupid woman in this world.

How can there be women who don't care about their status, don't care about the value of their existence, and don't love themselves?

This idiot, how can she do this?

How can

"It's you who are really stupid!" Ice and snow Congling also looked at him painfully, "you can't forget the past, can't forget her, but do you know what she thinks? Do you think she would be happy to see you so miserable, to see you so miserable alone? Maybe She is more willing to give up her, to find their own happiness? Maybe... "

"No matter what she thinks, I can't let her go!" At the moment, Yi junyang is more determined. He looks at ice Congling faintly, and his voice becomes extremely indifferent. "In this life, except for her I can't fall in love with any woman

"But..."

"Please get out of the car!" Yi junyang's voice is cold, and no longer looks at her.

Ice and snow Congling looked at his resolute and cold side face. For a moment, she felt that she had fallen to the bottom of the valley, cold to death.Outside the window, it's raining harder and harder.

Inside the car, it was extremely cold.

Ice and snow Congling knew that in such a situation, if she said those "useless" words again, or competed with Yi junyang again, the effect would not only be very bad, but it would make Yi junyang even more disgusted.

So, she had to calm down, or maybe they didn't even have a friend to do it.

"I'm sorry, if I say something wrong today, please forgive me. I don't want us to become estranged because of today's events, and I don't want our dialogue to affect our friendship. I hope we will... "

"No future!"

Ice snow Congling some grievances, and even some sad looking at him.

Although she knew that the road after them would be very difficult, and that Yi junyang's heart could not be so easy to open, she was not prepared to give up.

But she won't say that again.

Otherwise, Yi junyang will be far away from her.

It would be hard for her to see him even once.

She can't be with him, he can't love, even don't like himself, but she can't get rid of him, let alone forget him.

So, no matter what she does, no matter how hard she works, she will stick to it.

Insist on waiting for him to look back at himself, waiting for him to tell himself that he likes himself.

Although it's very slim, she knows that one day will come.

There will always be!

"I'll go down first. It's rainy and slippery. Drive carefully..." With that, Xiao xuecong pushes her medicine box open and walks out.

In the whole process, Yi junyang didn't say a word or even look at ice Congling.