Chapter 1199

Watching him go farther and farther, ice Congling's heart is more and more sour, until his figure disappeared, her eyes can not help but wet up.

Turning around and looking at the girl on the tombstone, she was still smiling so brightly.

It's like you don't know anything. It's more like you don't care about anything.

Suddenly, Congling wants to change her position with Tang Xiaozhou, or Just like her, she doesn't care about anything directly, lying here alone How good it should be!

"You know what? I envy you Ice and snow Congling finished, walked forward two steps, and then sat down cross legged in front of Tang Xiaozhou.

I don't know why, although it's the first time to see Tang Xiaozhou, she has a very kind feeling.

Although she looks a bit like herself, and although they used to be rivals, ice Congling knows very well that the intimacy has nothing to do with all those things.

Because it is a kind of feeling from the heart, but also an emotion that you can't control.

She likes the girl, especially her bright smile.

She's even thinking Do you still have a chance to laugh like that in your life?

She doesn't know!

It's more bumpy, because she doesn't know how to go.

"Once upon a time, I envied you for having Yi junyang. Now I envy you more for being so free, so free and relaxed." Ice and snow Congling finished, but sighed.

He lowered his head and looked at his legs and feet together. His heart was deep.

"I like Yi junyang, although it's not from the first time, but it has already gone deep into the bone marrow." Ice and snow Congling is still low head, she seems to dare not face Tang Xiaozhou, more like dare not face their own heart.

Her voice is low, like chatting, but it seems to be talking to herself.

"If so, but I know that he only loves you!" Ice and snow Congling looked up at Tang Xiaozhou, this sentence she said is very firm, because even now, she still believes that in Yi junyang's heart, there is still Tang Xiaozhou's position.

And this position, maybe No one can shake it in a lifetime.

Not even myself!

"I don't care! I really don't care... " Ice snow Congling is still very firm looking at Tang Xiaozhou, voice is also a little bit bigger than just, "I don't care about his heart has other women, more don't care about that woman is you! I'm crazy to pursue him. I don't want dignity or even anything. I just want to be by his side! "

Ice snow Congling said here suddenly stopped, and her original firm eyes, also at this time dim down.

She lowered her head and looked at the grass on the ground. She felt a pain in her heart.

Then He continued to open his mouth.

"At last, he agreed." Her voice was very low, even choked, "but I flinched..."

Speaking of this, she suddenly looked up at Tang Xiaozhou, as if she was afraid of blaming herself. She immediately explained, "it's not that I'm going back on my life, nor that I don't like him anymore. I really love him, even if I die for him. But... "

"But I can't hurt him!" Ice and snow Congling's head lowered again, and her voice returned to the original state. "My mother did everything in order to achieve her goal. I'm afraid that he will do harm to Yi junyang, and I'm even more afraid that the Brunei royal family won't let him go, so..."

"So..."

Ice snow Congling repeated the word, but could not say the following words.

At the moment, the road ahead was clear, but she didn't want to step up, let alone walk on that road.

Not a step!

She raised her head and looked at Tang Xiaozhou again, "what should I do? What am I supposed to do? "

"It's impossible for me to go back to Brunei and marry Nie Yitian. But But what shall I do? "

"If I hurt Yi junyang because of my stubbornness, if I let him fall into this crisis because of my selfishness, and even drag him into a place of eternal doom, I......"

For a moment, ice Congling choked again.

She couldn't say the following words and didn't know how to tell Tang Xiaozhou.

Looking up, his face darkened.

I don't know if it's because Tang Xiaozhou's mood has been affected, or if the sky should have been so dark. Xuexue Congling doesn't have the heart to think about that. She just thinks What should she do? What should she do to prevent Yi junyang from being hurt.

Although she knows that as long as she agrees to get married, as long as she agrees to return to Brunei, everything can be solved, but

How is that possible?

Unless she dies, no one wants her to marry someone she doesn't want to, let alone control her freedom.

But if he died, what about Yi junyang?

Let him repeat the five years he spent with Tang Xiaozhou, let him go to another cemetery to see her, let him face the tombstone again, let him face their two women with exactly the same fate, and live his own life?Suddenly, she began to understand Tang Xiaozhou's feelings.

Suddenly, she began to understand Tang Xiaozhou's explanation before he died.

Let him forget himself and find a woman who loves him.

For a moment, she had the same idea.

Think of here, she suddenly helpless smile.

Smile very desolate, also very sad.

"Maybe I'll be as free as you are Ice and snow Congling slowly raised her head and looked at Tang Xiaozhou, "if I make such a choice..."

Is that a painful choice?

She doesn't know!

Maybe Can't it be more painful than it is now?

It's just a road. People have to go, sooner or later.

On the contrary, ice Congling's mood was much more relaxed.

Maybe it's the reason why the road in front of her becomes brighter. When the route is determined and the thoughts in her heart are determined, ice Congling's eyes become firmer.

All of a sudden, there was a thunder in the sky.

Simply fierce, ice and snow Congling can't help but be startled.

Looking up at the tombstone, Tang Xiaozhou's smile became blurred, and his smile was not so bright.

Although ice and snow Congling knew that it was because the sky was getting dark and the light was bad, she still laughed at herself. Then she stood up from the ground, looked at Tang Xiaozhou's tombstone and said, "do you want to persuade me?"

"No!" She smiles. "I know what you mean, but..."

She slightly pause, throat like blocked what kind of, some suffocation.

"But that's all I can do. Because other than that, I really can't think of a better way. " Ice and snow Congling helplessly looking at the tombstone, frowned tightly.

Not far away, there's a voice.

Ice and snow Congling turns to see that it's Yi junyang.