Chapter 1490

She can't imagine, if that day, she didn't save Qu Shaochen, and Qu Shaochen didn't survive, what would she do. She only knew that if it happened again, she would not dare and would not leave him.

"But if that happens again, I'll push you away. I hope you can live well." Qu Shaochen looks at her seriously.

"I don't..."

"Even if not!" District Little Chen interrupts her words, the vision is more deep, "I also don't want you to see me leave."

Mu Jing orange surprised to see him, in the heart unexpectedly not from mercilessly draw painful for a while.

Although that assumption does not exist, even if she thinks about it, she is scared to death, and her heart is in uncontrollable pain. "Because I don't want you to see such a cruel moment, and I don't want you to see the moment when my dignity is completely lost. If I want to leave, I hope I leave alone, rather than let you watch. Because that kind of pain is more terrible than death. " When Qu Shaochen said this,

his voice was a little hoarse.

Although in order to let her understand the truth, when it comes to that matter, when it comes to that moment, his heart is still uncontrollable and produces a kind of deathless fear of losing her.

He is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of loss.

Losing her and Ozawa is the most unacceptable reality in his life.

Mu Jingcheng looked at him in a daze. For a moment, she didn't know what to say. At this time, her heart and mind were all in the black hole of the district house, completely forgetting what she was worried about and what she was sad about.

District Little Chen looking at her facial expression, know she is nervous, also afraid, so smile, gently embrace her in the arms. "But it's all over. We don't have to worry about that anymore." He took a deep breath, and then continued, "I just want to tell you that sometimes, other people's dignity is more important than their own care. I understand that you are worried about your mother's illness, but we should respect your mother's ideas, don't we? "

Mu Jingcheng was silent, did not deny, but did not nod.

Qu Shaochen gently pushed her away from her arms and looked into her eyes. "She wants to be a normal person and spend the last days normally. We are satisfied with her request, OK?"

"But she is so sick, how can I..."

"Actually, you did a good job today." Qu Shaochen praises her because her negative emotions are very heavy, and she can't get out of the corner all the time, so he has to persuade her to come out from the bottom of her heart, so as to reduce the pressure in her heart and her sense of guilt.

Hearing this, Mu Jingcheng slowly raised her head and looked at her suspiciously, "what I did Good? "

She has become a mess, has no reason, he even praised her good? "You didn't lose control of your emotions, didn't tell her illness, didn't take care of her like a seriously ill patient, didn't accompany her all the time like a filial daughter, didn't refuse to leave, didn't cry in front of her, didn't feel like you were going to leave soon, and didn't lose your mind and blame yourself like now."

Mu Jingcheng listened to his narration, and the whole portrait returned to the scene.

She did "calm down" as Qu Shaochen said, but that was not what she wanted to do, but what she had to do at the request of Sheng Zimo, or even under his threat.

Sheng Zimo said that if the mother doesn't want them to know, then they must not know, so they can't show those expressions in front of her, let alone say those words they shouldn't say.

So, she worked hard, tried to restrain herself, and only now did she dare to break out.

She didn't really understand why they did that.

Now, she seems to be got it.

"I..." Mu Jing orange thought and thought, then looked up at Qu Shaochen, "can I only do this? Like a sentimental animal, don't you care about her? " "On the contrary, you not only have feelings, but also care about her! It's just that we behave differently. " Qu Shaochen continued to persuade her, "we can not care about her condition, but we can care about her psychology. For example She likes Ozawa, so let Ozawa stay at home with her these days. For example, if she wants to take care of your pregnancy, then you can be a competent pregnant woman for her to take care of. For example, if she wants to attend our wedding and marry you out, then we can hold a grand wedding so that she can fulfill her wish, and so on. We can do well, but we can't And they're doing it, aren't they? "

Mu Jingcheng nodded with approval, but his heart was heavy.

Because she didn't know what else she could do.

"From now on, for the sake of the baby and your mother, adjust your mood, and then accompany them to spend these days, OK?"

"Well!" Murai nodded, but he couldn't say anything.

At the end of this conversation, Mu Jingcheng's mood was much calmer.When she came out of the bedroom, although her eyes were a little red, she was "sober" a lot.

Standing in the corridor, she turned to the guest room on one side. She wanted to walk, but she stopped there without moving.

"Don't be too hard on yourself." Qu Shaochen came out and saw her eyes. He knew what she thought in her heart, so he advised her, "if you want to have a look, just go. Maybe she's awake."

Mu Jingcheng looked at him, nodded his head slowly, and then walked to the direction of the guest room.

She didn't knock because she was afraid of waking Yao Haiyue who was already asleep.

But when she gently pushed the door, she found that Yao Haiyue didn't wake up at all, or she had already.

Because she was not lying on the bed, but leaning against the pillow, with a photo album in view.

When she heard the sound of opening the door and saw the orange coming in, she didn't panic. Instead, she gave her a smile and said, "are you here?"

"Awake?" Mu Jingcheng naturally went in, with a slight smile on his face, and his eyes naturally fell on Yao Haiyue's photo album. "This is Ozawa's photo when he was a child. At that time, he was not as naughty as he is now."

"Ozawa is also very good now." Yao Hai about to protect his grandson, a face of pride, "and, he is the most intelligent, but also the most sensible child I have ever seen."

"Praise your grandson, he is the best, he is the best in the world!"

"That's it!" Yao Haiyue raised his chin with pride, with a thick smile on his face, "I don't want to see whose gene it is!" Looking at her proud appearance, Mu Jingcheng couldn't help laughing.