She saw that he turned around and bowed her head with a guilty heart, but the emotion in her heart was still surging like waves, which made her unable to settle down.
So, she tried to do a deep breath, which gradually stabilized some.
Looking up and questioning sun Shixiang again, Cheng Xiaoxi has calmed down a little, "don't mind my business any more, OK? I'm an adult and I know what I'm doing. "
"Do you really know what you're doing?" Sun Shixiang interrogated and looked at her, frowning tightly, "do you trust your uncle and grandmother, and do you trust your employees?"
"Do it to me!" Cheng Xiaoxi's voice is loud again. She stares directly at Sun Shixiang's eyes, and then says firmly, "I don't want to do anything. I just want to stay by his side. Can't I?"
With that, her tears rolled out. In order not to look too fragile, she stretched out her arm to wipe away the extra tears, and then continued, "I know I'm very unfilial, and I know my father and grandmother will be disappointed with me, but I..." She choked, and her emotion was between self-control and out of control. She knew that she did have
some bastards, but she wanted to be so selfish. Even for a month, a week, or even a day, she didn't want to give up.
She knew that such a day would not last long, and knew that the reality would be more cruel after waking up, but she didn't care.
As long as she is happy now, she will be happy now.
Others She doesn't care!
I don't care!
"I just like him!" Cheng Xiaoxi looked up at Sun Shixiang, his eyes as firm as an oath.
"Cheng Xiaoxi, you are so selfish! You... "
"Let me be selfish for once! This is the last time I'm selfish. " Cheng Xiaoxi's eyes gradually looked up, looked at the dark sky, and her voice became ethereal, "the last time..."
"You are deceiving yourself. You can deceive others, but you can't deceive yourself." Sun Shixiang painstakingly looked at her, "Cheng Xiaoxi, you wake up, he will not fall in love with you, more will not allow you a future, such a man, is it worth your so pay, so sacrifice?"
Cheng Xiaoxi gently closed her eyes, but she didn't want to say a word in her heart.
She knows how cruel the reality is, but she is not willing to face it.
All the time, she's been running away, but isn't that good?
Isn't it good to live in a dream? Why do you have to wake her up?
Why?
Cheng Xiaoxi takes a deep breath and frowns tightly. At the moment, her chest is as stuffy as a boulder.
She looked up at the sky, let the snow fall on her face, feel the bursts of cool, she gradually wake up in general, heavy breath.
Just at this time, Sheng Zimo, who had just received the phone call, came back.
He saw Cheng Xiaoxi's face was very bad. He could not help frowning. "Why is his face so bad?" He glanced at Sun Shixiang, who also didn't look very good, and then reached for the handle of the wheelchair. "Let's go back. It's too cold here."
After that, without giving them any time to respond, they pushed the wheelchair to the ward.
Seeing this, sun Shixiang immediately came over and stood in front of the wheelchair, looking at Sheng Zimo with a serious face, "you can't take her!"
Without looking at him, Sheng Zimo lowered his head and asked Cheng Xiaoxi, "I respect your opinion."
"Let's go back." Cheng Xiaoxi looked at him in a calm voice, "I'm a little uncomfortable."
"Good!" Sheng Zimo said, raised his head and pushed the wheelchair forward. When he passed sun Shixiang, he walked directly to the ward without stopping.
Sun Shixiang had to stop him, but after seeing Cheng Xiaoxi's resolute attitude, he had to give up the struggle and watch his favorite girl taken away by other men.
Until they disappeared, he just angrily kicked the snow on the road, "asshole!"
White snowflakes fly in response, splashing on his black windbreaker, stained with a white trace.
Sun Shixiang looked at the entrance of the ward with a gloomy face. "Sheng Zimo, we'll see!" With that, he turned and left the hospital. -
in the ward, Cheng Xiaoxi escapes and lies on the bed.
On the way back, she didn't say a word, and Sheng Zimo knew that she was troubled by her mind, not by her physical discomfort, so she was no longer worried.
In order not to disturb her, Sheng Zimo takes up his coat and walks out the door.
Just then, Cheng Xiaoxi suddenly opened her mouth
"Are you leaving?" Her voice was wary of disturbing him.
Hearing her voice, Sheng Zimo turned around and said, "I have something to go out."
"Will you come back?" Cheng Xiaoxi nervously looked at him, his voice trembled.
Sheng Zimo smiles, but does not answer her question directly. Instead, he says, "are you better?"Cheng Xiaoxi heart "clatter" a, sink down.
She knew that as long as she said better, he would turn away and ignore her.
And this will be the last time they talk, or even talk.
So, she shook her head against her heart, "still a little dizzy, the body is not strong."
"Have a good rest and you'll be fine." Sheng Zimo looks at her with a smile.
"Then you..." Cheng Xiaoxi carefully looked at him, "will you come back?"
How clever is Sheng Zimo? How can he not understand the meaning of her words?
However, there are some things that he needs to give her a preventive injection in advance. What's more, he needs to let her understand that he can't take care of her forever, let alone stay with her forever.
So, after hesitating for a while, he said, "it's not a long-term solution to stay in hospital. When you get better, I'll take you home."
"I don't know!" Cheng Xiaoxi is almost a reflex refusal, but after saying these two words, she realizes her gaffe, so she pauses awkwardly and explains, "er I mean, my house is gone, I have no place to go, so... "
"We'll discuss this after we leave the hospital." Sheng Zimo coaxed her to look at her like a child. "Now, your biggest task is to have a rest and recover as soon as possible, OK?"
Cheng Xiaoxi nodded, but her heart kept protesting, I don't want to recover, I don't want to go home, I don't want to leave you.
But in this case, she just thought about it in her heart, how could she say it?
"Good!" Tangled under, Cheng Xiaoxi or nodded, and then obediently lay back. But after lying down, she looked at Sheng Zimo, afraid that he would disappear as soon as she closed her eyes. Then she went back and said, "you will come back, right?"