"You don't know!" Cheng Xiaoxi is ungrateful, still full of anger staring at him, as if the bully is Sheng Zimo, "you don't know anything! You always tell me that it's not important, it's not important. What if it's the person you like, your wife, your sister, or your family? Do you still say that and persuade her? Will it
Sheng Zimo quietly looked at her, looking at her sad, angry, but full of disappointed eyes, heart faint pain.
"Yes Sheng Zimo looked at her with deep eyes, low but firm voice, "I did the same thing."
"What?" Cheng Xiaoxi was stunned.
Although she knew that Sheng Zimo's words had something to say, her brain was buzzing with anger, and she could not think at all, so she could only look at each other with a puzzled face, hoping to hear his answer.
All along, she knew that Sheng Zimo was for her own good, but the fire in her heart couldn't go out, and she felt that she was about to suffocate.
And now, after venting, she suddenly realized that something was wrong.
But she had no idea what was wrong.
"I've been trying to persuade you, haven't I?" Sheng Zimo patiently looked at her, eyes looking at her, extremely firm.
"I..." But Xiao Xi couldn't find the right words to refute.
At the moment, her mood has not completely stabilized, and her brain is still in a state of high excitement. She can't think about what Sheng Zimo's words mean.
Although she didn't agree with Sheng Zimo, she couldn't find any words to fight back. Therefore, she could only look at him for a moment, but couldn't say a word. "It happened, and none of us can change anything." Sheng Zimo looked at her, calm as before, but painstakingly, hoping that she could understand, "the only thing that can change is ourselves. I don't want to see you defeated by it,
and I don't want you to bow to it and admit defeat. "
Cheng Xiaoxi's heart is mercilessly aching, the head not from gradually low down.
Originally full of anger mood, slowly stabilized down, the whole person also gradually become calm.
In order not to let her escape, but also to let her understand her heart, Sheng Zimo gently holds her shoulders and asks her to look up at herself.
"You used to be so sunny, so lively, because of such a dark cloud, you would never recover and never look up to be a man? Don't say that things have not developed to such a terrible situation, even if it is.... "
At this point, he could not help but pause.
Cheng Xiaoxi originally weak eyes, now also become a lot of smart, she looked at him, a heart can't help but put up.
A question hovered over her head, but she did not dare to speak.
She wanted to ask Even if so, what would you do?
Will you still take care of yourself like now?
Or will Like other people, they are so disgusted with themselves that they don't look at them any more?
"Even if it is, what can it be?" Sheng Zimo looked at her seriously, and there was nothing else in her eyes except heartache and worry.
Cheng Xiaoxi from his eyes to capture these, the heart was torn up like pain.
He Don't you dislike her? "Everything can happen in a person's life. Do you give up your life and the people you love?" Sheng Zimo looked into her eyes, frowned tightly, and her voice became deep and hoarse. "Cheng Xiaoxi, are you willing to do it?"
Cheng Xiaoxi body tremor, bean big tears rolling down.
Willing?
How could she give up?
She loved him for ten years. How could she abandon him and leave the world when she got closer to him?
But
What if you don't give up?
What else can she expect? What else can she dare to expect?
He didn't fall in love with himself before, and then No more.
"But I..."
"You or you! It's no different from before. " Sheng Zimo looked at her firmly, "Cheng Xiaoxi is not a girl who flinches when she meets things. She won't do it ten years ago, but ten years later Not even more! Is that right? "
Cheng Xiaoxi red eyes, nodded.
She didn't flinch, but she lost him.
Even if he didn't say anything, even if he didn't dislike himself at all, she no longer had his qualification, and no longer had the courage to pursue him as before.
"All right." Sheng Zimo heaved a sigh of relief and held her in his arms again. He looked up at the oppressive ceiling and then said, "this is the end of it, now It's time for us to eat. "
Cheng Xiaoxi doesn't want to let him worry about himself any more, so she nods obediently, but she is still in the haze, unable to dial her own way.
Of course, Sheng Zimo knew that she couldn't come out so easily, and that she promised on the surface, but she was still in great pain in her heart.But some things are like this, if you stare at it, it will always be there to you shouting, provocation.
If you turn a blind eye to it, no matter how arrogant it is, it will be useless.
At the moment, Sheng Zimo wants Cheng Xiaoxi to do this, and wants her to forget the existence of "it" under her own leadership and help.
But how can Cheng Xiaoxi understand his good intentions?
She just didn't want to let Sheng Zimo down too much, so even though she was on the verge of collapse, she still followed Sheng Zimo out of the hospital obediently.
Outside the sky has been dark down, the sky is gloomy, like snow in general.
The air is freezing, but Cheng Xiaoxi suddenly seems to be wrapped tightly by something. Instead of feeling the cold, she seems to be suffocating, and her chest is very stuffy.
"Wait a minute. I'll drive." Sheng Zimo finished, took out the car keys and walked to the car two meters away.
Leaving his company, Cheng Xiaoxi feels that her shackles are quickly taken away. She feels relaxed, but she is still depressed.
She weakly raised her head, looked at the long lost sky, took a deep breath, and then used her body strength to spit it out, which made her feel much more relaxed.
At this time, Sheng Zimo has started the car, turned on the heating, people also came, "let's go."
Cheng Xiaoxi nodded and followed him to the car.
Along the way, Cheng Xiaoxi quietly looked out of the window, motionless.
Sheng Zimo looked at the fireworks rising not far away, turned to see her, "where do you want to eat?"
Hearing his voice, Cheng Xiaoxi slowly turns around and looks at Sheng Zimo, then quickly dodges and looks forward, "you What would you like to eat? " "Be grand. It's new year's Eve after all." Sheng Zimo deliberately embarrasses her, "can you help me think of a place and tell me how to get there?"