At this moment, Sheng Zimo's words are unconsciously in her mind: no matter what happens, life will continue. Even if it happens, she must look forward and can't give up everything she likes, let alone
It's not that terrible a step.
Therefore, she shouldn't and can't go on with such inferiority and self pity.
She should cheer up. For the sake of her father and grandmother, for the sake of Cheng's family, and for all that Sheng Zimo has done for herself, she should not be so decadent any more.
With this in mind, Cheng Xiaoxi's negative emotions, depression and panic have all disappeared, and the whole person has become a lot more relaxed.
Half an hour later, Cheng Xiaoxi finally came out of the bathroom.
When she saw the darkness in the living room, her heart came up.
"Zimo?" She could not help exclaiming, just afraid that something had happened, or He left himself?
In the heart of tension and fear, let her stand in the bathroom door motionless, look at the room in horror of all the dark, a heart "bang bang" jump up.
"Sheng Zimo?" She called his name again, and her feet went to the living room unconsciously.
She wanted to turn on the light and see what was going on in the room. She wanted to know where Sheng Zimo had gone. Why didn't she tell her to leave and why did she turn off the light in the room?
Why?
Didn't he dislike himself?
Why did you leave again?
What happened? Where the hell did he go?
After all
"Bang!" A sound, fireworks everywhere outside the window, colorful light shining on the sky, abnormal beautiful.
Cheng Xiaoxi's eyes are attracted, surprised at the brilliant scenery, the fear in her heart has been reduced a bit.
But she was still a little flustered when she saw Sheng Zimo.
So she looked out of the window at the beautiful scenery, but she walked towards the door.
Just as she reached out to turn on the light, Sheng Zimo's voice came from the direction of the window, "isn't it beautiful?"
"Zimo?" Cheng Xiaoxi surprised, hand unconsciously took back, "are you in the room? It scared me to death... "
Sheng Zimo's lips slightly raised for a while, eyes gently looking at her, "come here, watch fireworks together."
At this moment, Cheng Xiaoxi's heart is completely relaxed.
She turned to the direction of the window, the sky was once again just blooming fireworks rendering, beautiful to the extreme.
"How beautiful..."
Sheng Zimo happily raised his lips, looked out of the window at the scenery, and heaved a sigh of relief, "yes, I haven't seen such beautiful fireworks for a long time."
Since Sheng Qing and his father had an accident, he was no longer in the mood to enjoy the scenery.
At the moment, looking at the fireworks outside the window, the warmth of his heart gradually rose up.
This is new year's Eve. This is the beauty that people should really enjoy.
And he, has been living in his closed world, in addition to Mujing orange, no one can enter.
Now, finally It's on.
For myself and for this girl who lost a lot.
He never thought that one day he would be attracted to girls other than Mujing orange, until today When he heard Cheng Xiaoxi yelling his name, when he saw that she was crushed by sun Shixiang and her clothes were torn to pieces, he suddenly found that the girl had already rooted in her heart, sprouted, and could not be driven away, and could not ignore her existence.
Even At that moment, he had an impulse to kill sun Shixiang for her sake, and even to fight against the whole world.
It was at that time that he knew that he had unconsciously fallen in love with this fool.
This girl who has been chasing herself for ten years!
Cheng Xiaoxi looked back at him, eyes fell on his sad face, sad pain up.
She knew his story, so even if he didn't say it, she could feel it.
If before, she may not know what kind of grief it is to lose a loved one, but now, she knows better than anyone.
"Happy New Year's Eve." Cheng Xiaoxi looked at him, eyes have worship, like, but more is distressed.
When he is sad, he can cry and make trouble, but as a public figure and a man, he has to bury his grief in his heart.
Such he, let oneself how not distressed?
"Happy New Year's Eve." Sheng Zimo looks at her gently.
At this time, the sky is a brilliant, huge fireworks, covering the whole sky in general, reflecting colorful flowers, but also in the dark two people's faces set off very clearly.
The two of them looked at each other like this, and their hearts jumped like touching each other.
"Cheng...""Er..."
Two people open their mouths at the same time. Suddenly, there is a knock at the door, which breaks the deep ambivalence between them and makes everything return to reality.
The fireworks outside are still brilliant, and the knock at the door continues.
Sheng Zimo smiles and says, "wait a minute."
Cheng Xiaoxi nodded, looking at his back, a heart "bang bang" fast beat up.
At that moment, she almost said that she liked him. Fortunately
Otherwise, what she will lose is not her face, but her dignity.
That's not much self-esteem left.
Think of here, she turned to look out of the window, looking at the brilliant fireworks, heavily exhaled, Cheng Xiaoxi, what are you thinking?
He didn't like you when you were as clean as ever; now He saw you pressed by another man, how could he be attracted to you?
How is that possible?
He's with you like this, just afraid you can't think of it, just pitying you and pitying you. How can you misinterpret his meaning and think of it as like it?
Cheng Xiaoxi, wake up, you are no longer what you were before, so don't be paranoid, don't make the idea of Sheng Zimo, because you don't deserve it!
I don't deserve it!
"What do you think?" Just as she tried to warn herself that she would stay away from Sheng Zimo and stop harassing him or expecting anything, Sheng Zimo's voice came from behind, "I didn't hear you shouting several times." "Ah?" Cheng Xiaoxi is surprised. When she looks back, the light in the room doesn't know when it's on. When he sees Sheng Zimo looking at her with a worried face, he can't help feeling hurt. Then he takes his eyes back and smiles, "I..." Hesitated
for a moment, she turned and pointed to the gorgeous sky, "fireworks are so beautiful."
Sheng Zimo looked at her worried appearance, and did not expose her, "no matter how beautiful fireworks are, they can not be eaten as food."
Then he took her by the hand and walked into the room. Cheng Xiaoxi's eyes can't help falling on his big hand. At the moment, it's wrapping his cold little hand. His heart can't help but ache faintly again.