"We have dinner." Sheng Zimo's voice interrupted her thoughts.
Cheng Xiaoxi followed him to the restaurant. When she saw a table of food, she was surprised, "French food?"
"It's not as fresh as eating in a restaurant, but the taste of this restaurant is good. You can try..." Sheng Zimo finished, pressed a chair for her and let her sit down.
Cheng Xiaoxi watched him go to the opposite side of him and sat down like a gentleman. She was moved, "you How did you do that? "
Today is new year's Eve. Many restaurants leave work ahead of time. Even if French restaurants don't leave work ahead of time, there is no possibility of delivery. However, Sheng Zimo, he Did you do it?
How is that possible?
"It's simple. It's just a phone call."
"But French restaurants never deliver." Cheng Xiaoxi grew up in C City. How could she not know the rules of these restaurants?
"The restaurant owner is my friend." Sheng Zimo looked at her with a smile, "he will help me with this."
So!
Cheng Xiaoxi happy smile, "or big star more face."
"You laugh at last." Sheng Zimo looked at her tenderly, and was relieved.
Hearing what he said, Cheng Xiaoxi was stunned. She realized that since when, she had forgotten those terrible moments and was completely moved and attracted by the man's every move.
Although the feeling was very short, she felt an unprecedented ease.
If she had not been mentioned by Sheng Zimo, maybe she would have been immersed in that kind of relaxation.
All this is because of Sheng Zimo.
Because of his existence, his care and care, she will forget all that.
But without him
What will your world be like? Cheng Xiaoxi did not dare to think!
"Look at you, your face is sinking again. How hard to see!" Sheng Zimo looked at her with disgust on his face, and then reached out to pick up the wine that had already awakened, and poured it for her and himself.
Cheng Xiaoxi silently swallows her saliva, and then breathes heavily. After thinking for a long time, she looks up at Sheng Zimo, "am I a failure?"
"In what way?" Sheng Zimo answers her question while pouring wine.
Cheng Xiaoxi's heart hurt for a while, but still pretended to be strong looking at him, "today..."
"Let's not talk about the unhappy things today, OK?" Sheng Zimo looked up at her and handed her the glass of red wine. "On New Year's Eve, we should be happy."
Cheng Xiaoxi looked at the glass of wine, eyebrows slightly wrinkled, "can escape is not the way." With that, she looked up at Sheng Zimo, "I want to know, in your heart, am I..."
"In my heart, you haven't changed anything." Sheng Zimo looked at her seriously, "I said, today is just an accident, nothing else is!"
"But I..." Cheng Xiaoxi closed her eyebrows tightly, stopped choking, but still said, "you see me like that, don't you think Is it dirty? "
Sheng Zimo didn't speak, just looked at her calmly.
After a long time, he said, "what is dirty?" He frowned slightly and looked at her, "clothes are dirty when they are not washed, food is dirty when they are not clean, dust accumulation at home is dirty. What do you call dirty have anything to do with these?"
"I..." "If it's dirty, I'm afraid I'm dirtier than you!" Sheng Zimo looked at her solemnly, "as an actor, when I worked, I had emotional contact with countless female actors, whether psychologically or physically, or even in order to express some effect,
, so Am I dirty? Are those actresses dirty? "
Hearing Sheng Zimo's words, Cheng Xiaoxi can't help looking at him in surprise. How can he say that about himself?
"That's your job, but I..."
"Is there a difference?" Sheng Zimo looks at her straight.
Cheng Xiaoxi in his gaze, slowly lowered his head.
Sheng Zimo knows that it's hard for her to pass through this dilemma in her heart. She also knows that being treated like that as a girl, she can't accept it psychologically.
But he has to persuade her, otherwise, this hurdle may put her out of breath.
"Cheng Xixi What do you care about? Can you tell me? " Sheng Zimo looks at her patiently. He wants to know what is the most painful thing in her heart.
Fear or rejection?
At least, he should understand where the road she can't get through is, so as to help her out of the haze.
Cheng Xiaoxi shakes her head, she can't say.
In that case, how can she say it?
She also knew that her body was clean. Sun Shixiang didn't offend her. She also knew that the situation was not as terrible and serious as she thought.
But She can't forget that moment, and she can't forget the moment when she was saved by Sheng Zimo.Most of all, he saw it.
I saw the dirtiest and most embarrassed side of myself.
What she cares most about This is it!
And how could he know?
Looking at her silence, Sheng Zimo began to guess, "is it sun Shixiang? Because he let you down so much, that's why you... "
"No, it's not!" Cheng Xiaoxi denied.
Sheng Zimo also said, "I'm worried about my reputation and future..."
"No!" Cheng Xiaoxi shakes her head fiercely. If it's not for him, what does she care about the meaningless reputation?
Sheng Zimo looked at her and stopped for half a second. Then he thought of something. His eyes narrowed slightly and looked at her carefully. "Because of me?"
She had been so chasing his steps, so obviously like, he is not a fool, more impossible not clear.
So at this moment, all he could think of was this.
The actor cares about the audience, and she Just being seen by herself, is it because of this that she cares and fears so much?
Hearing his guess, Cheng Xiaoxi sank down with a "puff" in her heart.
This time, she didn't shake her head, but she didn't, because she didn't know whether she should deny it or admit it. After all He guessed right, but he did not dare to face the reality.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Sheng Zimo understood what she thought.
So a smile, but relaxed a lot, "you care about me?"
"No!" Cheng Xiaoxi in order not to be exposed by him, so against the heart of the denial, but this time, her tone is not so firm, attitude is not so firm before.
Sheng Zimo smiles, "if not, what are you nervous about?"
"I'm not nervous." Cheng Xiaoxi looks up at him, but she looks flustered. Her eyes also flicker. She is obviously lying.
How can Sheng Zimo not see it? "Don't worry!" Sheng Zimo looked at her with certainty, "I won't say it, and there won't be a fourth person to know."