Let her beg him?
Thinking about the two little babies in the small apartment, LAN Jingyi is sad. They want to grow up in a family without father's love. It's really cruel for the children.
She couldn't imagine how she would walk through such a day.
LAN Jingyi wanders on the crosswalk of T city like a wandering soul. She doesn't know where she's going. She's hungry. Her stomach is cooing, but she doesn't want to eat. In a trance, she wants to drink. She really wants to drink. When she first met him, she was in a riot. She still remembers his posture of mixing wine, so elegant and handsome Qi, let people just watch, will rise in the bottom of my heart a commotion.
Why on earth?
It's a kind of pain that can't be taken with, which makes LAN Jingyi feel painful.
A fragrance came from the roadside shop. It was really fragrant. The fragrance made her more and more hungry. She walked over slightly and was welcomed by a waiter. "Miss, what would you like to eat?"
She took the menu, Mou Guang swept again, then randomly ordered two dishes, "well, another bottle of Erguotou." She hasn't drunk that kind of wine, but Erguotou is very famous. It's said that it's very strong. Just drink it once and taste it. Besides, if she wants to get drunk, won't she have to feel sad again? She is so afraid of her soberness that every waking minute makes her sad.
"Good." Waiting at the side of the waiter readily should be, then quickly went to the kitchen to tell the chef the menu.
When the food and wine came up, the air of wine was misty in her nose. Without eating, she drank the wine directly and poured it into her throat. She was a little confused. She really didn't understand why many men like to drink the wine. She only felt spicy, but she didn't feel any good. But soon, after the spicy, there was an indescribable heat in her body.
It was like stepping on a cotton ball. She suddenly fell in love with this feeling. The wine was poured into the wine glass, transparent liquid, strong wine aroma. LAN Jingyi drank one by one, and directly ignored the two dishes on the table. She didn't want to eat, just let the spicy taste go straight into her throat, and her body was getting hotter and hotter, The feeling of drifting became stronger and stronger.
Not far from the door of the snack bar, in a black Land Rover, Jiang Jun sits quietly in the driver's seat, his eyes shining on LAN Jingyi's face in the glass window. She looks very sad and haggard. For a moment, he really wants to jump up and pull her down, and then send her back to the small apartment, but after all, he still holds back.
He wants to ask Li Xuefeng to come and take her away, or he tosses his mobile phone in his hand several times, but he still doesn't call.
Lanjingyi actually drank two bottles of that kind of liquor. Fortunately, the bottle was smaller. Otherwise, he really suspected that she would be alcoholic.
Far away, he couldn't see her expression clearly, but he had found that her head couldn't be lifted. Later, her head just tilted and fell on the table.
She's drunk.
Jiang Jun stepped out of the car and quickly walked into the small restaurant. After a few words, he paid for wine and food. Then he picked up LAN Jingyi and put her on the back seat of the car.
LAN Jingyi seems to be asleep, but it's not honest at all. She wriggles and mumbles words he can't hear clearly. Suddenly, her hand covers her mouth. It seems that it's very uncomfortable. Jiang Jun stops the car by the side of the road in a hurry, and then goes around to the back seat. As soon as he opens the door, LAN Jingyi counts all the Erguotou she has just drunk One second, Jiang Jun really wanted to find out the woman in the car and throw her on the crosswalk. But the next second, when he saw her small face wrinkled, he was reluctant to give up. Regardless of the stains, he gently encircled her waist and patted her With her back on her back, lanjingyi's vomiting stopped, her head tilted in his arm, and she fell asleep again.
LAN Jingyi only feels that she is dreaming. In the dream, she seems to be lying in the arm of Jiang Junyue. She sniffs his breath deeply. She doesn't want to open her eyes, because as soon as she opens her eyes, as soon as she wakes up, the dream will wake up. But no, she wants to dream of him. She wants to lean on his arm and lie in his arms, which is the happiest time.
In the carriage, it was all the smell of wine. Jiang Junyue's coat had been wet for most of the time, but even so, he was sitting in the car with LAN Jingyi in his arms. The two gold-plated buttons on the cuffs of his white shirt rolled up slightly were shining under the neon light outside the car. So wet, Xiao was in the ordinary, he would have lost it But at this moment, when he felt that the woman in his arms finally fell asleep, he didn't move. He just hugged her in his arms and slightly showed his blue beard chin. He rubbed against LAN Jingyi's clean forehead, just like comforting a stray cat.
Did she vomit anything but wine all day?
Heart, good pain.
I really hope that time stagnates at this moment, then, can he hold her like this all the time?Roadside crosswalks, as well as on the road, pedestrians and vehicles are less and less, the night is quiet to show its extraordinary tenderness.
Xu's stomach is uncomfortable, and LAN Jingyi's little hand falls on her abdomen. The little hand is white and soft, which makes Jiang Jun fall down more and more. His big hand covers her little hand and rubs her abdomen with her little hand. He just wants to relieve some of her discomfort. The light of the car lamp shines in, reflecting LAN Jingyi's small face is particularly clear, and her long eyelashes are like a pond Like the wings of a dragonfly resting on the aquatic plants, it seems to blink at any time, reflecting a bright spot against the wet mark on the corner of her eyes.
At the beginning, she would wriggle from time to time, but gradually, LAN Jingyi fell asleep, curled up like a cat in Jiang Junyue's arms and never moved again.
For a long time, Jiang Junyue just took out his mobile phone and dialed Li Xuefeng. He didn't want Lan Qing to worry about it, but he couldn't call Lan Qing. Let's leave everything to Li Xuefeng.
It was the best dream that lanjingyi had ever had. In the dream, the man held her all the time, surrounded her body, and she slept in his arms all night.
But dream, in the end or wake up.
It's daybreak.
The result of the hangover is that Lan Jingyi wakes up from the headache and opens her eyes lazily. What she sees is actually the place she is familiar with, but it is definitely not a small apartment, but Li Xuefeng's room. LAN Jingyi "excites the lattice" to sit up, "Xuefeng..." She exclaimed in surprise, a little confused about how she got here.
"Lan Jingyi, you finally wake up. You're too drunk and vomit. There's wine everywhere in my room. I've just washed the floor and sheets. How can I drink?" Li Xuefeng came over with the towel that she had just finished washing, handed it to LAN Jingyi and asked her to wipe her face. Then she looked at her and didn't leave.
LAN Jingyi's face is red. Is her wine so bad?
She can't remember what happened last night. She really drank too much. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."
"Oh, it's good that people find my phone in your mobile phone. Otherwise, you'll be dead in other people's restaurant."
LAN Jingyi's embarrassed, "what time is it?"
"Ten o'clock."
"God, why is it so late? Did my mother come to me?" She picked up her cell phone and went to check it.
"Don't worry, I've called your mother and told her that you didn't go back when you helped me. If you were drunk like that, your mother would not be at ease if she knew."
LAN Jingyi just breathed a long sigh of relief, but the next second, she jumped out of bed, "I have to hurry back, or my mother will be tired with two children alone."
"Er, I've never seen you be a mother like this, leaving two baby babies to go out and drink alone. Let's say, what did Jiang Junyue do to you?"
LAN Jingyi bent out of bed, put on his shoes and arranged his clothes. Then he said in a low voice: "Xuefeng, don't mention him to me any more. I'll ask you, OK?" Mention Jiang Junyue, that is a touch of war, not as good as the dream.
Wake up, the reality is really cruel.
She lifted her legs and went out. When she came out yesterday, there were still people buying children's clothes in Taobao's shop. It's new year's day, and adults have to buy clothes for their children. She has to deliver the goods quickly. Maybe she can deliver the goods before the new year by taking the more expensive express like Shunfeng. Now, the most important thing for her is to make money and support herself and her children.
"Lan Jingyi, why are you in a hurry to get on the plane? Why are you walking so fast? I've been waiting for you all night, and you vomited all over me. How much comfort do you think it's not too late for me to leave?" Li Xuefeng called her plaintively.
"I'll treat you to dinner some other day. I'll go first." Without looking back, she ran out of the supermarket, smelling the fresh air outside. It was a beautiful day. In the blue sky, there were only a few wisps of clouds scattered in the sky. The sun was warm and shining on her. The warmth seemed to tell her that nothing had happened between her and Jiang Junyue. Everything was still beautiful.
But has it never happened?
Only she is still in the heart of pain clearly know that he did not want her.
She jumped on the bus and sat in the last row near the window. She rolled down the window and let the gurgling wind blow in, blowing her cheeks and long hair. In front of her eyes, there was a street view, but there was no place for her. Her world was in that small apartment from now on.
Just, still some unwilling, unwilling to his no explanation.
He must have a secret to keep from her.