Chapter 452

Blue fine more say more small voice, the tears in the eyes more flow more turbulent, blue Jing Yi distressed, took out a paper towel to give blue fine, "Mom, if it's not convenient to say, you don't say."

"No, I have to say that it has been in my heart for more than 20 years. I have no one to talk to except Jinshan, but he disappeared early. Now that I have talked about it today, I just want to be happy."

Lan Jing sniffed, took the tissue that Lan Jingyi handed her, wiped her tears, and then continued: "I can't see clearly in the dark. Besides, it's my bedroom and Jinshan's, so I didn't think of anything else. I thought this man was Jinshan. He hugged me and started to move his hands and feet. The urgent action made me realize that this man was not Jinshan, Because Jinshan has always been gentle to me, and has never been so eager. However, it's too late for me to resist. I'm not the opponent of that man at all. I'm so weak that I can't push his strong chest open. In the end, no matter how hard I earn, it's useless. I still lost that one. "

"Afterwards, he gently hugged me and said in a low voice," Lan Qing, I love you. I've loved you for a long time. Since Mu Jinshan can't give you a child, I don't want you to suffer. Don't worry. As long as you have a baby, I won't disturb you any more. "I cry, I shout and I make trouble, but everything can't be changed."

"I didn't sleep that night, so I lay in bed and listened to his sighs and exhortations, but I didn't understand what he said. At dawn, he left, and Jinshan came back. The smell of wine made me know that he had drunk too much, so I didn't come back all night. Ha ha, my innocence was destroyed. Everyone thought I was T City Red pole I'm a socialite for a while, but I don't believe that I'm actually a clean woman. Mushan is my first time, while Fei Hongyao is my second man. Besides, no other man has ever touched me. "

"Mom, stop it. Stop it." Lan Qing said more, Lan Jing Yi more heartache, at this time she cried more fierce than Lan Qing, she loves her mother.

"Let me say, let me say, I'm comfortable." Lan Qing chokes, but refuses to stop. Or, this dusty story has been held in her heart for a long time. It needs to be taken out to bask in the sun so that it won't get moldy.

LAN Jingyi had to nod and let Lan Qing go on.

"When Jinshan came back, I happened to be on the balcony. When I looked back and saw him full of wine, I couldn't get angry. Thinking about what happened to him at night, I didn't know where the courage came from. I climbed up the balcony railing, and I wanted to jump down. But I didn't think Jinshan was awake at this time. He rushed to the balcony and grabbed my arm and said nothing Let me jump. I cried and said what happened all night, but he told me that he didn't care. It's not my fault. He also promised that he would never mention that night in his life. Finally, he took me off the railing, and I couldn't jump. "

"That day, Jinshan was guarding me all the time. He was guarding me, but I still felt dirty after a day's water. Fortunately, Jinshan kept his promise and never mentioned anything about that night again. Gradually, I put the dirty of that night behind me. I don't know if it's because of the interlude that my relationship with Jinshan is more harmonious and harmonious. I think this life is the end of my life If I had no children, I would live happily with him, but I never thought that a month and a half later, I found that I was pregnant. "

"That's me, isn't it?" LAN Jingyi imagines the appearance of Lan Qing at that time. She must be contradictory. As a woman, she should hate her arrival at that time. But as a mother, she is looking forward to the arrival of a small life belonging to a woman. That is the most wonderful thing in the world.

"Yes, I have you. I'm going to have an abortion, but I'm persuaded by Jinshan. It's at that time that he told me that he has a hidden disease and can't bear children. I beg that I can't beat you anyway. Moreover, he will be regarded as having died."

LAN Jingyi is sad. In the end, Mu Jinshan is responsible for her being born.

"At that time, I was very soft hearted. After all, I really liked children. So I lived my life quietly as a pregnant woman. I thought I would never have Fei Hongyao in my life, but I didn't want him to show up when you were born. That night, in the hospital, Jinshan went to stew milk for me. I didn't see any milk after I gave birth to you for three days As soon as I entered the ward, I went straight to the bed, put down a bag and picked you up to look at me. I was so ashamed and angry that I wanted to drive him away. He said that I just wanted to tell him which man I chose, and he would respect me. "

"I naturally chose Jinshan. Jinshan and I have real feelings, but Fei Hongyao is a stranger to me."

"And then, did he really leave?"

"Yes, he said that since I chose Jinshan, he would disappear in my world, and it would never affect my happiness. He left some baby clothes and some money in that bag and left. It's been more than 20 years since he left. I thought I would never hear from him again in my life. I don't want to have him these days. Oh, God, he said Now that we have let go, why come back? Why didn't Jinshan come back? "

"Mom, don't get excited. Everything will pass. As long as you are sure that Fei Hongyao is my father, Fei Yuzhe's killing me must have something to do with this. Is it for Fei Hongyao's property?" She thinks wildly, but the more she thinks about it, the more confused she is. If Jiang Jun is here, he will analyze it for her in an orderly way. Forget it, don't think about it, let it be. Tonight, she will see Fei Yuzhe.Mother and mother sit together again and talk for a long time. LAN Jingyi understands that whether Fei Hongyao is her father or not, Lan Qing's lover is mu Jinshan.

In this way, the happiest person in the world is mu Jinshan, and Fei Hongyao is just a spare tire, and he will never be on the stage.

"Jing Yi, I'm afraid he'll take you away. I won't let you see me from now on, and Qin Qin Zhuang. If you leave, who will take them? I'm an old man. No one will go to see the horse one day. "

Before Lan Qing's "Marx" had finished, LAN Jingyi covered Lan Qing's mouth, "Mom, don't talk nonsense. You want to live a long life, so that you can take care of Qin Zhuang for me all the time."

"Ha ha, who knows, Jingyi, I've been having nightmares recently. I dream that he's coming and he's going to take you away, which means that he loves you. After all, you're his own, but I don't understand why his son wants to kill you? You should be careful. The bodyguard can't leave you. "

"Well, I see." These, even if Jiang Jun is not in T City, no matter whether he leaves or not, he will arrange for her well. After all, the happiest person is her, and the crystallization of their love, Xiao San.

Mother and mother talked about it all morning. Just when LAN Jingyi was sleepy again, the door was pushed open. "Mommy, you are here." Zhuang Zhuang rushes in first.

"Why didn't grandma tell me earlier? Let's find Zhuang Zhuang and me. " Qinqin ran to lanjingyi's arms, she is more sticky than Zhuangzhuang.

"Come on, grandma, touch your face, and you'll know if you've washed your face."

"washed, Qin Qin and I have washed, but Grandma seems not to wash it. Grandma, you look really bad. Why don't you make a mask?"

uh, this stinky boy knows even women love mask, and he doesn't know?

When LAN Jingyi looks at the little thing, she thinks that when the child goes to kindergarten, he must be a good girl seeker. He's very cute. In this sentence, Lan Qing's face immediately has a smile, which turns from cloudy rain to sunny.

"stinky, grandma is an old woman. What mask do you make?"

"Grandma is not an old woman. Grandma is much younger than Lvyi's mother I saw that day, and she looks better."

"You are sweet." Lan Qing holds Zhuang Zhuang and sits on her thigh. That Qinqin has climbed to LAN Jingyi's leg.

The two big and the two small talked about the conversation, and then a servant came to report the meal. LAN Jingyi is very particular about every meal because of the fact that the third child is now eating, but the two cooks who are proficient in pregnant women's recipes are very responsible.

However, no matter how delicious the food is, LAN Jingyi can't eat it. Her heart is just like the biggest stone in the world. Her heart is heavy and chaotic.

From the dining room to the bedroom, Lan Qing goes to take a bath, and the two little people stick to LAN Jingyi.

"Mommy, grandma cried, didn't she?"

"No Lan Jing Yi pinches the tip of her little nose. Do you want to know so much about this little thing? Sometimes, it's a blessing if you don't know something, and it's even more painful if you know it.

"Why not? Grandma just cried. Her eyes were red and swollen every time she cried

"Yes, just like the eyes of a rabbit." Qinqin finish saying strong stand code echo, these two little things are worthy of the dragon and Phoenix fetus, is the heart has the spirit.

This description is too appropriate. It's hard for her two babies to point their index finger in the palm of the other hand. LAN Jingyi motioned the two people to stop quickly, "OK, don't speak ill of grandma."

"Mommy, we didn't say grandma was bad. We were worried about grandma."

"Yes, crying too much is bad for your eyes and body. Mommy, you should coax grandma and stop her crying."

Er, LAN Jingyi is speechless again. Why does she feel that her IQ is more urgent than Qinqin's.

"If you find grandma crying later, you must remember to tell mommy, OK?" Lan Qing is her mother. She loves her even more.

"Well, that's a must. Only Mommy can coax grandma. Grandma doesn't listen to Qin Qin and Zhuang Zhuang."

"That must be because you are not good, isn't it?"