For several years, from the birth of mojingluan to now, she has been busy, busy taking care of her children, busy going out of work, busy making money and raising little things. But now, she finds that she is busy and wrong. She is devoted to the little guy, but now the little guy wants to "empathize and don't love" and abandon her.
The feeling of that moment, in addition to panic or panic.
Yingzi changed her clothes and went out of the hotel with her handbag. When she waited quietly under a tree, she looked very calm, but only she knew the waves in her heart. The little thing was separated from Jianfei.
When she was pregnant with a little thing, she left jianfeili. Her purpose was not to let jianfeili know the existence of the child. However, she never thought that five years later, the father and son met each other in a different place.
The world is so big, but it is also so small.
Tangled standing there, the sun is very dry, but can't get rid of her heart, chaomo hanging on the bridge of her nose, waiting for mojingluan, at the same time, she is afraid of being found by jianfeili. After all, the bad boy has not exposed her existence.
Therefore, there is still room for recovery.
In her wishful thinking, she was in a trance when she thought that everything she had worked so hard for a few years might be destroyed.
"Mommy, why are you here?" Suddenly, a small hand holding her hand, a small head is looking up at her, "Mommy, what's the matter with you?" Mo Jing Luan got out of the car and went upstairs first, but there was no mommy in the hotel room. He immediately responded that yingzi came downstairs to meet him. However, he had walked through the hotel lobby, and he was in a panic. He went downstairs again without calling. As a result, yingzi was found in the place not far from his car. Maybe it was because of the tree trunk, yingzi didn't find it He got out of the car.
Or maybe yingzi didn't expect him to get off a taxi.
Jianfei's car is not far from the playground. When she meets a hotel, mojingluan claims to be her hotel and gets off. Then, after getting off the car, he takes a taxi to get here for only one purpose, insurance. If Jianfei comes to check in the future, she can't find out where he really lives or the existence of mummy. Look, he does everything for mummy I don't know why Mommy is like this now?
"Mommy, what's the matter with you?" He has thought about mixing mommy and daddy, but it also needs to be carried out scientifically, not to make yingzi feel uncomfortable. He also needs to think of a perfect solution. He won't mess up until yingzi can accept it. In his heart, Mommy is the most important existence. Without Mommy, there will be no him. The little guy deeply understands.
Yingzi suddenly wake up, originally want to see Mo Jing Luan beat him hard, but, really see her son's first action is to bend over to hold up the small thing, face close to his face, she does not speak, just close to, at the same time, also with the body slightly shaking.
Mo Jing Luan's heart aches.
In fact, when he found his mother missing, he knew that yingzi knew he was with Jianfei. Because with her mother's skill, it's impossible for ordinary people to hurt her. It's good that she didn't hurt others. Therefore, only he can hurt her, and what he did can hurt her is the contact with Jianfei. At the moment, I feel yingzi's reaction, and mojingluan is from her I'm sorry.
Mommy knows. She must know everything.
Yingzi still did not speak, but his face was close to his little face, as if to embed his little body into her blood.
Mo Jing Luan's heartache and remorse at this moment began to spread quickly, "Mommy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll never see him again, I'm gone, OK? Don't do that. " The little hand tried to touch yingzi's eyes. Sure enough, the place under the eyelids felt damp.
Yingzi still doesn't speak. The woman under the shadow of the tree seems to be immersed in extreme loss, which makes Mo jingluan don't know what to do for a moment. "Mommy, he doesn't know I'm his son, and he doesn't know your existence. Mommy, I told him I was six years old, so he just took me as a strange child to play with me."
"Six? You told him you were six? " Yingzi finally spoke. Fortunately, her son didn't let her down completely. No wonder she bluffed jianfeili. The little guy lied.
"Yes, I told him yesterday that I was six years old. He seemed a little disappointed, but he didn't ask me much." Speaking of yesterday, Mo Jing Luan's expression is beautiful again.
"You son of a bitch, you know how to scare me. You tell me frankly, did you do the cancellation of flights at the airport?" She is really stupid. At this time, when she saw the photos of Jane Feili and her son, she realized what this little thing had done, and it was under her eyes.
Mo Jing Luan drooped his head, "Mommy, I'm wrong. I'm sorry." After that, he pauses to make his tone and reaction look sincere as much as possible. Then he says, "but Mommy, I've always protected you. I just I just want to feel the feeling of having a father. Other children have a father. I don't have one. I don't want to recognize him. I just want him to accompany me and let him hug me. That's all. Mom, I didn't betray you... ""Xiaoluan..." Yingzi burst into tears. For so many years, this is her first time to shed tears. Even when she gave birth to this little thing, she was not afraid to cry. But at this time, her heart hurt when she heard the child say so. How could there be any mistake in what the child said? If a normal child wants to have a mother and a father, she deprives the child of her own feelings. Think about it, don't worry I feel sorry for my child when I was young.
Just so young, he is eager to be with Jane, but also protect her, can do these, really not easy.
"Mommy, don't cry. It's ugly to cry. Mommy wants to laugh. The smiling Mommy looks good."
"Xiao Luan, I'm sorry, it's mommy who is bad, but Mommy really doesn't want to get married, and doesn't want you to be like Mommy when she was a child..."
Mo Jing Luan Wei Leng, "Mommy, what happened when you were a child?" It turns out that mommy was stimulated when she was a child. It turns out that mommy has a heart knot. If it's because of the heart knot that she doesn't accept daddy instead of something irreversible and terrible happened with Daddy, does it mean that mommy and daddy can be saved together?
Is it possible?
Mo Jing Luan is in full bloom again. It's great. It must be like this.
"It's nothing." Yingzi wiped her eyes, but she didn't want to say more about her childhood. One of her parents was gone, and the other jumped off a building and died. Every time she thought of it, it was a kind of torture. She didn't want to experience it again, and she didn't want to be with her again. It was enough to experience it once, and never again.
See yingzi don't want to say, the little guy didn't ask much, two small hands obediently tightly around yingzi's neck, "Mommy, tomorrow must go into, OK?" Everything has a long way to go. He is still young. Take your time and everything will come true.
"Good." What else can yingzi say? Although she feels sad, she can't see her son feel sad because of her. Sure enough, all mothers love their children, but her mother
But I left her because of my father.
"Mommy, let me take you to the barbecue."
"Where is it?"
"It's delicious at the playground."
"What do you eat behind your mother's back? Don't lie. "
Mo Jing Luan blinked, thought about it, then said in a small voice: "I ate instant noodles, but he also ate." That "he" naturally refers to Jane Feili.
"He ate it, too?" Yingzi was surprised. In his memory, the man never ate junk food. It seemed that he accompanied her once to eat hot and sour powder. As a result, he could not eat hot and sour powder.
"Yes, I told him I hadn't eaten, and he agreed, but only once."
"So you think he's better than Mommy?" Yingzi pouts and acts coquetry with her son.
"No, mummy is the best. I've said that I'm just looking for the feeling of having a daddy. Mummy, I'll always be with you." Then, take Jane Feili into the world of him and Mommy. It's still with mommy. He's right.
Yingzi's mood gradually changed from gloomy to pleasant due to the promise of the children, and even agreed to have a barbecue.
It's the barbecue next to the playground. What Mo jingluan ordered is his favorite food, while yingzi chose a few of them by himself. Looking at her son's little look, she only ate them at noon. Now she's greedy again. The greedy look is very much like her.
"Ma'am, your son is really like his father, handsome." Barbecue stall pull to see Mo Jing Luan, and then look at Mo yingzi, can't help but gossip up.
"Not like me?"
Listening to yingzi's slightly annoyed voice, he suddenly felt that he might have said something wrong, "like, your son is more like you, six like you, four like his father."
"That's not his daddy." Although yingzi's mood is a little better, she can't help but want to clarify something. Anyway, she still doesn't want to get involved with Jianfei.
"Mommy, I'll tell you a joke." Mo jingluan's children are anxious. If they go on like this, Mommy's anger just disappeared comes up again. It's important to change the topic quickly. "Mommy says to Toby," you see how industrious ants are. They never waste time playing. " Toby asked, "but why do I always meet them every time I go on an outing?"
"Puchi..." Yingzi just began to laugh, but although she did, mojingluan just felt a little far fetched. Dad, I'm sorry. I can't let you meet mommy for the time being, OK?
The bottom of my heart low read, the little guy tangled.