Chapter 403

Today, the weather in H city is different from usual. It's a little cold. Xie Yanran changed her gift skirt after she came home. Now she's wearing a white T and shorts.

She ran to a square near her community, sat by the lake and felt the breeze.

She looked at the lake and was in a trance. This was not the first time she wanted to leave the world.

Many nights, she hid under the quilt and didn't dare to cry. She was afraid that Xie's mother would beat her directly if she found out.

Three years ago, at the age of 14, she chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists because she couldn't stand Xie's mother.

When she put the eyebrow scraper on her wrist, she was not afraid at all.

Blood flowed from the wound. She slowly closed her eyes and began to think about her life for more than ten years.

When she was just born, Xie's mother didn't hate her very much. She had her share as long as she had food.

In kindergarten, because of her cowardly character, she was bullied by others.

In primary school, she was still a cowardly character. No matter how others treated her, she didn't even dare to say a word. Later, the two girls bullied themselves to the head teacher's ears.

She didn't dare to tell Xie mother that she was bullied because she would be beaten badly.

Xie's mother began to teach her a lesson without saying a word in the office. She didn't understand what she had done wrong. Why did everyone treat her like this?

Her father stood behind her mother with a calm face and couldn't say a word for a long time.

It was because of the character of Xie mother that her father left her and the family.

She thought she was finally free. She thought she could finally leave the world.

But why did those people save her?

Isn't it good for her to leave the world so quietly?

She still remembered that when she was saved, she thought Xie's mother would feel guilty, but she didn't. She pointed to her nose and scolded, "if you want to die, stay away. What are you doing at home? Bad luck!"

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Unconsciously, Xie Yanran has quietly crossed the guardrail by the lake and stood by the lake.

Some passers-by glanced here from time to time.

"What's the little girl doing? She won't throw into the lake, will she?"

"I don't know. Go and have a look."

When she came in, the girl's face was full of tears. One of the old women leading the child said, "little girl, why are you standing there? It's dangerous."

As long as the foot is empty, the whole person will fall.

Xie Yanran slowly turned her head and saw an old woman looking at herself worried.

She smiled bitterly. Look, even a stranger who has nothing to do with her will care about her. Why can't her biological mother even do this as a mother?

Xie Yanran shook her head, smiled and said, "I really want to leave this world..."

The old woman was stunned.

The girl said this with a smile on her face and a calm tone as if she were saying, "I ate a bowl of rice this morning."

What did the girl experience before she had the idea of suicide, and her eyes were so calm, as if she had no fear.

The little girl looks like a teenager. Maybe she has this idea because she has too much learning pressure. I don't know how the family has the heart to make her children like this. It should be useful if she is well enlightened.