Li Yu blushed and stared at Lin Chengfei, but he couldn't say a word. Lin Chengfei said with a smile: "so Elder martial brother, have you suffered from any emotional trauma? If it is, just say it. It may be easier to say it. You are always like this. On the surface, you are dissolute. On the surface, you tear your heart and lungs secretly. Sooner or later, you will have problems, and it will also affect your practice. "

"Will it affect practice?" Other words, Li Yu did not pay attention to, only related to the cultivation of things can not be ignored. "Yes Lin Chengfei nodded with affirmation: "you think, what is the most important thing in our Confucian practice? It's a state of mind! Not only Confucianism, but also Taoism and Buddhism. You keep your mind at the bottom of your heart all day, and then you have a heart knot. How can your cultivation progress by leaps and bounds? " As Lin Chengfei said, he sighed with regret: "now you are just inferior to me and elder martial brother xuanzhan, but it doesn't take long for you to be left behind by elder martial brother Feng. Then, there are those people like Kong Hui, who will ride out of the dust one by one I really can't bear to see elder martial brother fall into such a situation, so I want to have a good talk with you. "

Li Yu was suspicious, but he didn't believe Lin Chengfei: "isn't it so serious? I've always been like this before, but I can practice very quickly. " "That's before forgetting Daojing." Lin Chengfei said solemnly: "however, if you want to break through to the academic realm, you have to make a thousand times more efforts than others, and you may not succeed. The most possible thing is that you are trapped in the academic realm all your life, just like this Is that what you want? "

Li Yu shook his head subconsciously: "no..."

"So you have to open your heart." Lin Chengfei cut off the railway: "if you have any unhappiness, just say it. Maybe I can't help you, but at least you will feel better."

On the surface, Lin Chengfei is very serious, but in fact, he is very excited.

Big gossip!

I didn't expect to find such a big gossip.

In the Academy, the unruly and unruly elder martial brother Li Yu had such a sad love affair behind him.

Elder martial brother Feng doesn't have any leisure to say these things to Lin Chengfei. It's all because Lin Chengfei wants to change the topic and doesn't want Li Yu to hold on to his own affairs.

But unexpectedly, he pulled out the softest thing in Li Yu's heart.

Maybe That's why he's been so arrogant?

Li Yu deeply grasped his hair and was in agony.

Say?

Or not?

He didn't want to say it.

Those painful past, let him a person silently bear well, say it, may also cause other people to laugh.

Although he believes that Lin Chengfei is not the kind of person who falls into the trap, but

What if?

Everything is the most afraid of, is in case of two words ah!

But if we don't say that, what should we do when Xiuwei really stagnates?

Younger martial brother Lin's cultivation speed is in front of his eyes. He must have his own unique experience. Now he has said that, if it really becomes a waste How can he be reconciled to Li Yu?

At that time, everything else will be OK. The most intolerable thing is that weathering scales are riding on his head.

Li Yu was in a frenzy when he thought of his contemptible and shameless mockery.

No way!

Never let that happen.

He suddenly raised his head and stared at Lin Chengfei: "younger martial brother Lin, I've never told anyone about this. Now it's out of my mouth and in your ear. I don't want to be known by a third person."

Lin Chengfei's expression was cold: "elder martial brother, can't you trust me? In that case, there's no need to say, elder martial brother. Anyway, I'm not the one who stayed at the top of the Hanlin realm all my life because of the obstacles in my cultivation. "

"Younger martial brother Lin, that's not what I mean." Li Yu said bitterly: "it's just that I didn't want to mention that in my whole life..."

Lin Chengfei waved his hand and said, "OK, elder martial brother, don't worry. I'm not a man with broken mouth. When I know elder martial brother's secret, I will never let a third person know. I can swear here!"

Li Yu was deeply moved.

Younger martial brother Lin What a man of conscience.

Even willing to take the initiative to swear poison in order not to encounter difficult problems in self-cultivation It's all for him.

If he can't trust younger martial brother Lin any more, is he still a man? Do you still deserve to be brother Lin?

"In fact, it's not a big deal." Li Yu took a deep breath, with a bit of sadness on his face: "but I just can't think it hasn't happened It's like a scar on the body. I can't get rid of it. "

"What is it?" After holding back for a long time, Li Yu said faintly, "it's really not a big deal. It's just that I once had a girl who was a childhood sweetheart. Later, she thought I was incompetent and ran away with a child of a gifted family Before we vowed, I don't knowHow many times have I said that I want to be together forever in my life, but when she touched her stomach and took the man's hand to appear in front of me, I guess she had already forgotten our oath? "

"Feel your stomach?" "Why do you feel your stomach?" asked Lin

"With pregnancy, the children of the aristocratic family." Li Yu said coldly, "I didn't know until she had other people's children that I was wearing a green hat? Do you think it's funny? "

"She and I have known each other for many years, not to mention touching her. Even holding her hand, I feel that it is blasphemy to her. In my heart, she is just like a fairy in the sky, pure and impeccable, so I dare not go beyond her."

"But what about her?"

"She went to bed with another man behind my back!"

"I never thought that I would encounter this kind of thing. At that time, my heart died. I felt All women in the world are just like this, right? How beautiful is it? It's just a dirty thing to be bullied. " "From then on, I began to hate women, but I can't help but want to run to women. I have to look at their admiration for me and their humble appearance Younger martial brother Lin, do you think I'm abnormal

Pervert?

Abnormal?

Maybe!

This is already a psychological distortion.

Lin Chengfei sighed: "elder martial brother, I understand you And I know how you were feeling

"No, you don't know!" Li Yu said excitedly: "there are so many beauties around you. How can you know how I feel? That kind of despair... " "I've felt that despair, too." Lin Chengfei said lightly.