When the sword of the man in white stabbed in, I knew I couldn't escape this time, but I didn't want to survive. I was seriously injured, and I wasn't his opponent. Only by bringing him close, could I fight. He only paid attention to the sword in my hand, and naturally didn't think that there were so many broken arrows behind me.

Unfortunately, the broken arrow was too short to reach his heart, but his sword had penetrated my internal organs. When he was proud, I saw her quietly go down the tree, and the short sword in her hand gave out a cold light. I held the man in white with my still active right arm. Even if the bones were shattered by his internal force, I didn't let go, and let her stab the short sword into his back.

Her face was pale, her lips were shaking, but she was anxious to give me the medicine. This was her first murder. Her hands were shaking, and she didn't even take back the important dagger immediately. I asked her to lead the horse, diverting her attention.

I don't want her to know that I'm seriously injured and dying. I took medicine and simply treated the wound. I want to hold on until at least I took her on the road and let her know how to go behind.

At once, her body was still shaking involuntarily, and she didn't notice the weakness of my body and the blood flow of my wound. Such a kind-hearted person killed someone directly for me today. She must be very afraid in her heart, but I can only let her walk down alone, and I can't hold it anymore.

The horse was injured by me. After sitting for so long, she was tired. When she got to the mountain stream path, she could go out along the road and reach the town. I had already prepared the materials for the future. Even if she could go out alone, I believed her, because she was never weak.

Stabbing the horse with an arrow, I jumped off the horse's back and watched the horse run away with only the remaining strength, and the figure of the man on the horse also disappeared in the depression. I was very reluctant to give up. If possible, I want to die beside her and in her arms, but now, I can't drag her down, although I want to go to the hall of eternal life like that.

Hall of eternal life

I was born in the north, and my family was very poor. When I was five years old, my hometown was hit by a disaster. When I woke up hungry, I found that there was no one at home. I knew that my parents left with my brothers and sisters and left me because I ate too much and couldn't do any work. Because of this, I was often beaten by my parents, but even if I was beaten every day, I could only eat some leftover food every time. At least I still have a home and family.

But I was left behind. Not only my family, but also the villagers walked clean, and the ground was cracked. I couldn't find water and food. When I was hungry and thirsty, I saw someone passing by the village with many children, so I followed.

That's the man in the red chamber.

When we arrived at the Honglou training camp, hundreds of children had gathered there. Our first lesson was that if we want to eat and eat enough, we should rely on our own strength to grab it.

With 800 children, only 200 people's meals were prepared. After the adults gave the order, they had nothing to eat as long as they ran late.

Then, if you want to eat and drink water, you can't just run fast. First, we fight with fists and feet, then the wooden stick given by adults, and then the sword.

Half a year later, only half of the children are left.

Then we were assigned to different masters and began to learn martial arts. If we want to learn good skills and good moves, we should also grab them. Otherwise, you can get them with absolute strength, or you can kill and grab them.

When I first killed, I got the skill with the first place, and then was besieged by four people who were usually good. I was forced to a corner. Between life and death, I chose to kill. Four human lives, scarlet my eyes and cold my heart.

There are many rules in the red chamber. In their eyes, we children are not people at all, but just playthings. All kinds of punishments can be imposed on us at any time under various excuses, and framing others is openly approved and respected as long as we can't find evidence and are not detected. Of course, if we are found, the end will be worse.

I disdain to frame others, just be careful. Even so, I am also a regular guest in the penalty room.

In the sixth year, there were less than 100 people left. We changed a master named Tianyi, and then began to come into contact with various rumors in the red chamber.

We heard that Yan San, the youngest first killer in the history of Red Mansions, never used tricks or flattery, but ranked first in the task completion list by his own strength. However, he was very cruel and ferocious. It was said that when he took the task to kill, he would never let anyone, whether women or children, even passers-by, as if he were a killing machine, People who have heard him say that Yan San is not human at all. He is not popular at all, just like a walking ice sword. If he takes a look at him, his eyes can freeze to death.

I admire him very much in my heart. A man who can frame him in the whole group and kill him completely on his own strength without using any means. Such a man is an indomitable man. I also want to be such a man.

In the red chamber, you can't make friends, because you don't know when they will frame and betray you, and you don't know on what occasion you will draw a sword against him.

It was in the last year that I got to know shadow 13 and shadow 2, shadow 10 and shadow 7. We are all the best in each group, and we will often meet them on some competition occasions in the later stage.

Thirteen majored in Mei Gong while practicing sword. He was very smart. Honglou never taught reading, but he could write his own name. Although at that time, we didn't have a formal name, it was just a code. His Mei Gong was also excellent. His eyes were like talking, which made the girls in the group couldn't help being nice to him, but I always felt that there was nothing in his eyes, Tenderness like water, there is a desert and blank.

Er's martial arts are very strong. Although he doesn't speak and looks very dull, he actually knows everything in his heart. He likes to watch beside him and treat himself as an invisible person. In this way, every time someone has a crooked idea, he usually doesn't think of him, but of me, who has the best martial arts.

I have the best relationship with ten. Ten's intelligence gathering skill is the first among us. No matter what gossip, he always has a way to find out. This should be related to his simple and honest appearance and always with a gentle smile. People can't help believing him, but he won't frame others with those things, just protecting himself.

7、 He is one of the most cheerful and lively people in the group. In such a growing environment, he can still laugh so happily, which is really enviable. He and thirteen often walk together and often cheat us innocuously. He basically cheated all the money I finally saved.

But everyone knows that even if our enemy is the rest of the group, one day, we will also become opponents and enemies. Therefore, we will not treat each other as friends. In the red chamber, never leave our backs to others. Only being alone can we live one more day.

Longevity... That's a word we can't even think of. In front of us, we only have to live. Every time we win, destroy an opponent, and kill a person, we have more hope of living.

Just being alone for a long time, I will think, what's the meaning of living like this? But I have nothing but my own life. If I don't care about myself, who cares?

In eight years, when we got out of the customs, only thirteen people came out. However, this was just the beginning of another round. When we looked at each other, our eyes were not only gratified but also vigilant. Perhaps, only by becoming a person like Yan San, can we have a truly free day.

But when I saw Yan San, I was dumbfounded.

His martial arts are really strong, so strong that we didn't have the opportunity to respond, and he caught it. However, how could the man with a gentle smile, full of affection in his eyes and full of happiness be Yan San?!

The hero was subverted, which numbed our nerves that had been hungry for many days. Then, she bent her eyebrows and smiled suspiciously to lure us with food and water

I've never seen that kind of smile when I'm so old. Although it's suspicious, it makes people warm. Then she said to me, I like you, be my subordinate.

No one has ever told me that I like you. I have been despised by my family since I was a child, and I have also been despised by my masters in the red chamber because of my bad character. I never thought that one day, someone would give me something to eat and say, I like you

I want to go with her, but if I go with her, then the pursuit of Red Mansions will come, which is tantamount to harming her. I don't want to harm her.

Yan San asked us to make a blood oath. It's always death. I know their choice, but I chose the latter between now and later death. However, I really swear. The first person who said to me that I like you, I want to follow her and protect her.

I made a blood oath, that is, everything was entrusted to the master. Looking at the look of the three of them, I was also a little nervous. Although no matter what kind of life, it should be better than living in Red Mansions, but the unknown future still made us doubt.

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But we didn't expect that it was such a beautiful life that we couldn't adapt at first.

There is such a vast world outside, and there is complete freedom on the ship. It means guarding. In fact, there is nothing for us at all. The third master takes care of it all by himself. No, it should be said that the third master is like a hen guarding the nest, and she doesn't let others interfere in everything around her.

The third master taught us martial arts, and she taught us to read, write, and count. And all the things she knew. On the ship, there was no prevention and isolation. When she dealt with things, she didn't want to prevent us at all.

She treats us as if we were children. If we do it right, she will applaud happily, or even hug. Well, hug, open her arms and hold us tightly in her arms. She says this is called love communication. She says that our previous education is wrong. We should learn to open our hearts to receive others, and we should learn to rely on and trust friends.

Then we met Yan Qi and a large group of real children, the disciples of the third and seventh masters.

At that time, we were jealous of them.

Have the best master, the best martial arts script, and most importantly, have such a master who loves them and spoils them.

She is sincere and kind to everyone on the ship, no matter those little children, sailors, or those iron guards of the Xiao family.

Including us.

I know the relationship between the third master and her, and I can see that the seventh master looks at her with the same eyes as the third master. Then that day, the Third Master said to her in the carriage, Yan San only belongs to you, Yan San only lives for Ling Qingyu, and Yan San can die for Ling Qingyu at any time! I saw the seventh master's face a little crimson, his eyes bright, and I was directly stunned at that time.

The third master is a man who works faster than he speaks. He does what he says.

On that day, I asked myself, the third master is like this, and the seventh master is like this. What about you? Shadow nine?

I got the answer soon after.

So do I.

Ying Shi was a little puzzled. He said that she was good to everyone around him, he also liked her, and he was willing to give up his life in order to protect her. But why were they different from us when the blood oath was lifted?

Nature is different, because like and love are different.

Knowing this, when I stayed in Lingjia village, I thought of her. As long as I think of her, my heart is sweet and painful. This kind of missing can't stop at all times. Seventh master told me that this is love.

I don't know why I fell in love. Maybe when she told me that I like you, maybe when she saw her sad and compassionate look when she bandaged my wound for the first time, maybe when she gave me the hug that was warm enough to make me cry after she taught me knowledge without reservation, maybe when she grabbed my hand tightly and pulled me out of the sea during the big storm, Maybe it was the sound of nine after she turned three times with the tail of her eyebrows.

I don't know where I'm going, and I'm going deep.

The third master fought to death, and Yang Zhao also died. I watched her silence, watching her lose her smile, watching her struggle on the ground like a bird with its wings cut off, watching the vast sky in her eyes turn into bright red hatred, she decided to revenge, and she chose the most difficult road.

She asked us if we were willing to follow her and give our lives to her.

As long as it's her choice, even if there are mountains and fires in front of us, we will step in without hesitation.

Take the body as the shield and the blade.

The miracle doctor used the method of provocation. When she came out of the water, she suppressed the pain to the bottom of her heart, and then she accepted us.

Like and love are different. She loves Yan San, Yang Zhao, and maybe Yan Qi a little. But for me, she just likes and loves. Even so, I am also satisfied.

That night, the seventh master and the thirteenth went out. The moonlight was like washing, and the lotus fragrance was faint. She was interested and asked me to take her to the Baohua tower.

Baohua tower is the highest place in Bianjing. On the top of the tower, you can see the whole Bianjing. The lights below are as bright as stars.

The night breeze was a little cool. I sat on the top of the tower with her arms around her. I thought, although she was so strong and powerful, she was just a woman who was afraid of heights. I looked at her, from the initial look down, to the present look down, from the first time she held me in her arms and patted my back, to now when I put my arms together, I can let her lean on my arms, just hold her quietly, looking at the flashy world below, I think, my life is enough.

Maybe the night wind is too comfortable and the starlight is too gentle. She told me about the past, the world before she came here.

She said that when she was a child, she was very naughty, like a boy. She said that her world was a peaceful world. Although there was war, they were far away from her life. She said that her world was a fast-paced world. People were busy, busy making money, busy talking about love, busy taking care of children. She said that in her world, people sat on iron horses that could run by themselves, and big birds that could fly in the sky, You can even go up to the place where the stars twinkle.

I can't imagine what kind of world it is. I just want to be by her side. As long as she is there, no matter where it is, it's paradise for me.

When she slept in my arms, I murmured my words in a low voice over her head, hidden in my heart for many years.

I love you, master. Ying Jiu only belongs to you. Ying Jiu only lives for Ling Qingyu. Ying Jiu can die for Ling Qingyu at any time!

Shadow nine only hopes to be by your side, even if it's your shadow and your guard. As long as it can let me see you guarding you, it's OK.

So, if you go back, take shadow nine back. Let shadow nine also have a look at the moving iron horse, the flying iron bird, and the iron box that can talk thousands of miles away.

If Ying Jiu dies, can you take me to the hall of eternal life? Even if there is only soul left, Ying Jiu also wants to accompany you.

The blood is running out. I hold the warm jade on my chest, the cold body, which is the only warmth. I know that my life is coming to an end.

However, she came back. Her arms were so warm, and her tears made me ache.

I am very happy. When she promised me the next life, that happiness filled the whole body.

When my consciousness disappeared, I said the words that had been hidden deep in my heart.