Chapter 755

When Xie Xingchen came over, Lu Mingshu was sitting on the roof drinking alone.

"Well, it's rare! You drink on your own Xie Xingchen came out from behind, grabbed the bottle in her hand, poured it hard, and then said to himself, "I didn't smell it, I didn't feel it. I smelled the wine bug all came out."

At that time, he went in and out of the Ming River. In order to resist the fog on the Ming River, he developed the habit of drinking. Later, because she didn't like it, it took a lot of effort to stop drinking.

I haven't touched wine for many years. I suddenly smell the fragrance of wine. I can't control it.

The wine was robbed, and Lu Mingshu didn't mean to take it back. He just looked back at the sky.

"It's hard to bear it. Depend on me!" Xie Xingshen moved her to a position spontaneously.

Lu Mingshu only looked at him and said nothing.

No refusal is acquiescence. Xie Xing is in a good mood.

"Is there something in your mind when you're hiding and drinking?" He played with her long hair.

"Well."

Xie Xingshen was surprised that she would open her heart to him?

"What are you thinking?" He was secretly happy.

Lu Mingshu looked at the stars for a long time, then slowly said: "in the memory of the past."

"In the past? What's the matter? "

Lu didn't immediately answer. She closed her eyes and felt the cool wind at night. After a while, she said, "Fu Mingxi has seen her son."

"So?" Xie Xingshen moved in his heart and lowered his voice, "do you think Yue Lingyin and Fu Mingxi have children and want to have a baby? Don't worry, I will let you achieve your wish - ouch

Lu Mingshu took back his hand and continued: "it's a perfect ending, isn't it? Zhou Miaoyu is dead, and Fu Shangqing is now a lost dog. Fu Mingxi wakes up and Fu Mingtang gets out of the mud pit. Everyone has his or her place. "

"But you don't seem happy?"

"I can't say I'm unhappy." Her voice was a little low, as if to herself, "when I was a child, the nightmare that kept me awake at night was finally broken by me, and everything was back to its original position. But... "

"Well?"

"I remember when I tried my best to get out of that sophisticated net. Not willing to be bound by rules, not willing to be a victim. Why am I supposed to be powerful, but I've been ordered by the people in power? This is the case with the Tianmen battle, and so will the Kirin. "

She took back her distant eyes and fell on Xie Xing's deep face: "I still remember that you asked me at that time why I had to do this. Thousands of mountains walk alone and never move forward."

Referring to the past, Xie Xingchen was a little ashamed. At that time, his only hobby was playing with people. Her arrival, like a dead pond, into a fresh fish, let him eager to try - what a good toy!

"You know, I did it on purpose."

Lu Mingshu didn't hear it: "in fact, you are right. At that time, I had nothing but myself. I could only fight with my own courage. The world is full of malice, a net called rules, which nets everyone. People think that you should stay where you should be

"Later, things got better and better. The princess has let go, and you are no longer demanding. I even have a few more friends. " She closed her eyes and recalled that time.

"I'm getting more and more comfortable when I come back from Beiming. I have enough strength to protect the people who pay attention to me, and I can avenge my enemies in an open and aboveboard manner, and even clear the stigma of the Lu family. My reputation is growing and my voice is getting higher and higher. If you say something out of your mouth, others dare not take it seriously. So I became a rule maker. "

Listening to her soft voice and saying these words, Xie Xingshen's memory also returned to that time.

At that time, in Feixian palace, they often fought wits and tried to overwhelm each other. Lu Mingshu once said sarcastically that you, the superior, think that you have given others the opportunity to make progress, but in fact, you have drawn a road. Only by becoming excellent people they recognize can they be qualified to make progress.

She said faintly, "look, how popular are we going back to ancient summer? Master Dongxu welcomed him in person, and real power figures from all factions visited. It's not that I've broken the rules, it's because I've got the top position. "

"So?" Xie Xing asked dryly. He found that he couldn't laugh. He couldn't get a definite answer to the questions she was thinking.

"I'm scared. Over the years, I've been afraid that I'll climb up. Like those who oppressed me, I'll draw a line for others. Those who don't obey the rules will be eliminated and become losers. "

“……”

"Power, fascinating." She said softly, looking at the outstretched hands, which were white and thin, and could not see how strong the master had. "Turning the hand is the cloud, covering the hand for the rain. As long as you move your mind, it is the choice of life and death for others. It's a terrible feeling. I'm afraid I'm fascinated

Xie Xingshen gently held her hand and whispered, "but you have always tried your best to be kind? I've never seen a self-made person like you who can face people and things peacefully even if they have been betrayed. ""Because I dare not let myself relax, I would rather be softhearted than become someone I once hated." Lu Mingshu, in turn, pressed his hand and looked him in the eye. "I know your life creed is completely different from mine. However, since we want to work together, we should coordinate and synchronize. I try to understand you. Can you restrain yourself

……

The next day, Lu Mingshu went to see the Empress Dowager alone.

I haven't seen her for more than 20 years. The appearance of the Empress Dowager is not much different from that before.

He chatted with her kindly and cared for her sincerely.

The Empress Dowager now looks like a kind-hearted elder than the princess of Zhongzhou who was very sharp when she first met her.

Shi Yu has married the imperial concubine to give birth to a son, and has become the king of Zhongzhou.

But the Empress Dowager did not retreat behind the scenes. When she was injured, she missed the crucial opportunity, and the possibility of her cultivation and promotion was very small, but it was far from her end of life.

For a woman who used to do everything in her daily life, it is terrible to be idle. Therefore, the affairs of Xuanmeng were handled by the Empress Dowager.

Lu Mingshu finished talking with her and met Yue Lingyin, Wei Chunqiu, and Kou Wei, who was stationed in Zhongzhou.

Then, she entrusted the matter of Fu Mingxi to Xie Xingchen for the time being and set out to return to Jiuyao mountain.

After that night's talk, they need time to think.

Lu Mingshu doesn't want him to make any decision. They have gone through so many trials and hardships together. It's too affectable to refuse.

However, she asked Xie Xingshen to restrain the malice in his heart and tried to enter his inner world.

Together, not simply a word, but to pay action. Let's not talk about empathy, but at least understand each other's world?

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