Chapter 113

Lin Haihai stood in front of the hospital bed and stared at the handsome face, such as thick black eyebrows, tangled eyebrows, firm lines, handsome nose and thin lips. She looked carefully and remembered them one by one. This was the last time she gazed at him with affectionate eyes. From now on, there will be no intersection between them. This sentence has been said many times, and each time it has happily become empty talk, but this time, this time will become true.

She didn't heal him again, except that she knew that his injury was no longer serious. The important thing was that she was afraid of hurting the child in her stomach. Life without Yang shaolun is a long and sad life. Only children accompany her and give her the courage to face the future. The child is the only obstacle between them. She is the child's mother and he is the child's father. In a sense, they are still a family, aren't they?

His eyelashes moved a few times. Lin Haihai had enough time to disguise. When he opened his eyes, he saw her kind face. He thought it was a dream and dared not blink.

"You wake up, very well. Your injury is OK. Take a few days off and you can go when the wound heals!" This is a kind and warm tone, but his heart is gradually sinking to an unknown dark hell. She treats him with a doctor's attitude towards patients. Kind, but alienated!

"Xiaohai?" He called her uncertainly. She raised her face and looked at him with a smile. "Don't worry, brother Huang. It's all right. With Li Junyue, you'll be all right soon!" She disinfected his wound, with a rigorous and serious expression on her face, and clear and clean eyes without any impurities.

"Thank you, brother and sister!" He closed his eyes and said something faintly. Lin Haihai's hand shook and immediately smiled and said, "brother Huang, you are all from your own family. You don't have to say more polite words!"

He didn't speak any more and didn't open his eyes. He looked very calm. Only the slightly trembling lips revealed the depression in his heart at the moment. The movements of Lin Haihai's men became gentle. This knife stabbed him and hurt her heart. She secretly vowed at the bottom of her heart that she would never hurt him again, even a little!

After disinfection, she bandaged his wound again, moving very gently, for fear of accidentally hurting him.

"Now the anesthesia has passed. If brother Huang is uncomfortable, you can side up. Don't worry, it won't affect the wound!" She said calmly, as if in front of her was an ordinary patient!

Yang shaolun opened his eyes and stared at her with deep eyes. His black and white eyes flashed between the waves. He asked in a dumb voice, "how are you?"

Lin Haihai was stunned. The smile on his face gradually converged and his eyes drooped. "Seriously, it was really bad at the beginning. I miss you very much. Fortunately, Lao Liu has always been with me. He takes care of everything for me. I am moved and have feelings gradually. I feel sorry for him. Really, I feel guilty, so I want to spend the rest of my life to compensate him for his affection for me. He is a good man, worthy of women's trust for life. He will make me very happy! As for the past, it should only be a dream, a beautiful dream. We can't live in a dream, you know? We can only live in reality, dream and forget it. If we insist on pursuing the life in the dream, it is a fool's behavior! " She is cruel, but it must be said that sadness is temporary. After sadness, he will be a new man, know a woman who matches his body and mind, and spend the rest of his life. She just wants to see him happy, doesn't she? As long as he is happy, she and her children will always bless him!

"What we have is just a dream?" He asked. There was no expression on his face. It seemed that it was just a sentence without any color. It didn't need any emotional fluctuation to say it.

"When you realize a woman who fits your body and mind, you will understand what I said. We are just a dream. The flowers in the water and the moon in the mirror are illusory, and the woman who can often accompany you to the old is your life!" When she said these words, she clearly saw her heart shed bright blood, thick and fishy blood, and she could hardly help retching. The woman who accompanied Yang shaolun is the happiest woman in the world. She is very jealous!

"A woman who fits her body and mind?" He can only spit out these words. In a moment, he is willing to die like this, a woman whose body and mind fit? Where did he find a woman who fit his body and mind? She said that she was moved to have feelings for the emperor's brother. He didn't believe a word. This woman was the best liar. What she just said was not credible. She just wanted him to let go, let go, and then turn around and walk away. In just a month, could she drive him out of her heart? If you can, her past vows are just empty words! So he didn't believe a word!

"Yang shaolun, we have no other choice. The only thing we can do is to make each other live well. I just want you to be happy, you know? Only when you are happy can I let go of my own life! " She looked at him deeply, the affection in her eyes was not hidden, and poured into his heart. If he was rational enough, she should know that letting go was the best choice.

"Am I happy and you will be happy?" He asked with difficulty that his love has always been selfish. He hopes that all her happiness comes from him. Only when he can't give her happiness, if someone can bring her happiness, he should let go. If she wants to see that he is also happy, he can also show it to her. As long as she is really happy and she is really happy, he agrees that she will forget him. Just can't force him to forget her. In his heart, there will always be only Lin Haihai. Without Lin Haihai in the future, life will be very long. I don't know where it ends. But at the beginning, he was willing to exchange his long and lonely life for that short happiness. Now, he can't complain and is not qualified to complain!

"Your happiness has always been my happiness. As long as you are happy, I will be happy!" She said that there was some firmness in her eyes. As long as he was happy, she would be happy!

He nodded, closed his eyes and didn't speak any more. The great sadness drowned him like a tide and surrounded him tightly. He began to be unable to breathe. That day in the cave, he should die like this. But if he died, she would be very sad. How could he be willing to be sad for Lin Haihai!

Lin Haihai was dejected, picked up the disinfectant and turned to leave. At the moment she stepped out of the threshold, a heartbreaking sentence came from behind: "Lin Haihai, I can't bear your sadness, I can't bear your sadness, I let you go and let you find your happiness. I don't promise the next life. The next life is too far away from me. This life is still very long. I can't grasp this life. How dare I promise the next life? I'm afraid I will still be a coward in my next life and dare not fight for you. Just like now, I should fight for you, but I have to give up you because of various considerations! "

She trembled, turned to look at him and said word by word: "Yang shaolun, life is not only love! Love should not be selfish. If our love hurts others, how can we be together safely? If God closes your door here, he will open a window for you in another place. Moreover, time is the most uncontrollable thing. If time is wrong, no matter how much you do and how hard you strive, it will be futile and even lead to resentment. We should learn to let go at the right time! " Almost clenched her teeth and said these words. After that, she felt her heart broken into pieces at that moment!

"I know what you mean and what to do in the future!" He said sadly, "you're right. Life is not just about love. Besides, I just lost you and didn't lose my love!"

Lin Haihai turned rigidly and walked slowly to the outer room to erase the tears that had fallen out. She tried to squeeze out a bright smile and said in her heart: Yang shaolun, soon, you will forget me and fall in love with the woman you were destined to love for a lifetime. At that time, when you look at me again, you will know how childish your words are today. Boy, luckily I have you! When your father forgets me in the future, I still have you!

Chen Luoqing stopped her. Her eyes were worried and sad. She smiled politely and said, "he's all right. Don't worry!"

"He's not the only one I'm worried about, but you!" Chen Luoqing's deep eyes have unspeakable helplessness.

"I'm fine. For me, it's just a small test on the road of life. I can pass it. It's no big deal!" She said with an affectation of lightness.

"Why are there so many hardships between you? If I can, I really don't want him to be the emperor! " Chen Luoqing's words are sincere. It's a pity that Pingnan king is a wolf with ambition and is not enough to entrust Datong.

"Love and the world, which is more important, don't you count? The world I'm talking about is the people. My separation from him can avoid the conflict between their brothers, and the people all over the world naturally don't have to worry. Chen Luoqing, you can't be too selfish! " She said solemnly.

"Maybe you're right!" He said uncertainly that perhaps it was her mentality that supported her to face all hardships firmly!

"Chen Luoqing, help me take good care of him!" Her eyes flushed and she turned around quickly.

"I will protect him with my life!" Chen Luoqing said firmly.

"I'm relieved to have you by his side!" What if you don't trust me? She can only convince herself to rest assured!

There was a sudden noise outside, mixed with a man's rough voice. Lin Haihai frowns. Is someone making trouble? She walked out quickly, and Chen Luoqing went back to the ward to guard Yang shaolun.

Before he got out of the lobby, he heard the royal doctor's voice say angrily, "nonsense, it's nonsense!"

A sharp woman's voice said, "hum, mother is ours. We say we can cure it or not. What does it have to do with you?" The tone is extremely contemptuous!

"Mei'er, didn't you promise medicine before you came?" The voice of the coarse ore is buzzing, although it is deliberately lowered, it is still loud.