Chapter 205 – Like A Dream

“Sister Ying?”

Lin Xiao had thought that Shen DaiYing was finally willing to accept his confession and happily smiled. He gazed into Shen DaiYing’s eyes trying to ascertain her feelings but instead got an incomprehensible response.

A long waited response, but one he wasn’t brave enough to accept…

“Okay Lin Xiao, since you like me that much, then I’ll agree… you’re my savior after all.” Shen DaiYing smiled and pushed Lin Xiao.

She didn’t use a lot of strength but still knocked him down and then sat on top of him!

Although she was still injured, because of Lin Xiao’s special medicine, she regained her mobility. Even if she was still in pain, it was endurable.

“Lin Xiao, sorry… I… I can’t respond to your expectations. I have my reasons, so right now, I can only give myself to you.”

Saying that, she crossed her arms and grabbed the hem of her shirt, and then…

She looked especially enchanting under the sunlight. There were some dark bruises on her snow white skin, her complexion was also deathly pale, and her smile looked like she was pushing herself, but all that couldn’t hide her unlimited charm.

Evidently, Shen DaiYing was very self-confident about her charm, and when she saw Lin Xiao’s surprised expression, she revealed a rather ambiguous smile.

“Sister Ying? W-what are you doing?” Lin Xiao gulped nervously.

“Hehe, don’t worry, just leave it all to your older sister…”

“Sister Ying?”

It was hard for Lin Xiao to control himself after seeing the one he loves laying herself bare in front of him and inviting him. Also, isn’t this what he wanted? This is probably what it meant to Shen DaiYing when he kept on saying that he liked her.

And now that she’s actually doing what he anticipated, he should be happy and accept it. But she didn’t expect him to just look at her in a daze and not do anything to her…

“Come on Lin Xiao, what are you waiting for? Don’t you like me?”

It didn’t feel like it was enough since he wasn’t taking the initiative, so she invited him again and then shifted onto his lap.

“Let me tell you a secret, I’ve studied a lot and received a lot of training in this area… so, I know how to make a man happy!”

“Training and studying? W-what kind of training? Sister Ying? Don’t tell me…”

“It’s not what you’re thinking, it was just watching and learning. It is important knowledge that can be handy during missions, so all assassins had to learn it… but don’t worry, my body is still chaste~”

“Uh, t-that wasn’t what I meant…”

“Anyways, don’t worry about it so much, come on!”

Seeing as how Lin Xiao was still unmoving, Shen DaiYing grabbed onto his hand, not letting him escape, then stooped down and kissed him.

“Sis… Mhmm!?”

“Lin Xiao was about to say something but his mouth was blocked with hers.”

“Mhmm… hehe, how was it, not bad, right?”

“Come Lin Xiao, I’m already yours!”

“Sister Ying… n-no!”

Lin Xiao fully knew what she planned to do. If this continues then he would get what he wanted and the woman he loves, but…

Even so, he doesn’t want to see that kind of outcome.

Right, he doesn’t! But he himself doesn’t even know why he’s rejecting it… he likes her that much and now that she’s going along with him, why can’t he accept it?

He was about to lose control, but he still clenched his teeth and endured.

But, why?

Why can’t he face it and accept her? Isn’t that the outcome he wanted?

No! That’s not it!

That’s not the outcome he wants!

“Sister Ying… no!”

With his last remaining shred of consciousness, he bit down on the tip of his tongue, and calmed himself with the pain and pushed Shen DaiYing aside.

The girl was still thinking about what to do next but was unexpectedly pushed aside and fell onto her butt… Lin Xiao didn’t even look up, he took off his jacket and threw it over.

“Wear it!”

“Eh?”

Shen DaiYing didn’t expect him to push her aside and lowered her head staring blankly at his jacket. She was silent for a while before slowly opening her mouth to ask him.

“Lin Xiao, what’s wrong? Don’t you like me?”

“Of course I do…”

“Then why are you rejecting me?”

“Because…”

Lin Xiao glanced at Shen DaiYing and could calm down after confirming that her naked body was covered with his jacket. He took a couple of deep breaths to control his impulses and get his brain back to operating as normal.

What was with him?

Why did he push her away at the most crucial moment, was he crazy?

No, he wasn’t, he didn’t know the exact reason but he believes in his choice!

He couldn’t continue on like this!

Because it wasn’t right!

Something was wrong!