Chapter 61

"Ah Jun, you can talk, it doesn't matter. Say what you want to say, just like talking in your sleep, OK."

Sister Liang's gentle voice came, but Gu Jun's heart was still tense. The bloody death process of the two victims flashed before his eyes.

The old woman's operation was to cut her clavicle with a wire saw. Zhu was responsible for sawing, and he was responsible for pulling the old man's deformed limbs. With the sound of bone sawing and the gradual and weak howling, the old man didn't move at all without being pressed by him

And the little boy, whose childish body couldn't make much strength, was struggling and crying until he died.

Die together, die together

They lost their bloody twisted faces and dilated pupils, as if they were torturing his soul.

Aren't you a doctor? Why didn't you save us? Did we suffer so much?

"Ah Jun, ah Jun?" Sister Liang's voice came again, this time with a command: "if you are not comfortable, please stop imagining, breathe deeply, return to your body's relaxing feeling, leave the situation, breathe, relax..."

"No..." Gu Jun but resist ground murmur, "I do have some words want to say to them."

"Well, if you say so, just say it." Sister Liang was not in a hurry to let him pull away from the situation, and turned to the treatment stage: "they are there, they will hear."

Gu Jun or silence for a while, finally said: "sorry, can't save you. It's a cliche to say, I and Zhu Zhudao have done their best. I'm sorry to let you suffer in vain I hope you can rest in peace... "

"Yes, they will understand you." "Ah Jun, doctors are not omnipotent, we are just ordinary people," she said. In order to cure the patient, sometimes it does make them suffer, but you just do what you should do. Don't blame yourself

Although this is just a platitude, in hypnosis, the suggestibility will be significantly improved, and even accept the suggestion instruction of hypnotist without criticism.

Therefore, the information mentioned by sister Liang will be more effective for Gu Jun to accept, so as to achieve the treatment purpose of changing cognition and eliminating anxiety.

"It's good to have empathy, but you can't be blinded by empathy, because you are a doctor, and there will be a lot more in the face of life and death in the future. As long as you stick to medical ethics and be hard hearted, it's a good thing. First, you can take care of yourself

Sister Liang looked at Gu Jun's facial muscles more and more relaxed, effective treatment.

She looked at the GSR data on the screen of the instrument and the trend of EEG waveform, which showed that Gu Jun was calming down. She immediately had some judgment, and added a sentence in her heart to the previous verification report: "the subjects are very concerned about the operation results (degree is 8), they feel guilty about the two dead patients, have high empathy, and have no evil emotions"

the subjects care about this matter, but for him, it is a high impact situation.

"Sister Liang, do you understand..." Gu Jun murmured, "I've really tried my best."

Now he felt much more comfortable. Some of the dark clouds that had been pressing on his heart for half a month disappeared. No wonder Zixuan looked like a spa

After Gu Jun relaxes for a while, sister Liang makes him imagine a high impact situation of "dissecting the corpse of his good friend Cai Zixuan by hand".

And the result is in line with her expectations, Gu Jun's reaction is not big, even can say: "Zixuan's skull top quality is really high, no hair covered, really clear ah." If the instrument had not indicated that he was still in a hypnotic state, sister Liang would have thought he had come to his senses.

She saw the result of personality test in Gu Jun's file. It's really strange! People with high intellectuality usually imagine situations that are easy to fall into and show more excitement than others. For example, Wang Ruoxiang of B + is like that. Therefore, when calculating s value, the influence of intellectuality will be balanced back.

Gu Jun a + but still can maintain stability, so a calculation, his s value is very high.

However, in Gu Jun's review report, there is such a judge's opinion: "infer that there are abnormal memories in the subjects' subconscious, and whether their high intellectuality is related to them is not yet clear."

Sometimes this amazing talent is an anomaly in itself.

"Ah Jun, when I was a child, my mother used to make me eat more." Sister Liang said, and began the next evaluation, "will your mother do the same?"

"My mom, she..." Gu Jun's breathing suddenly became urgent again, "I don't remember her very much. Sister Liang, you must know my life experience But I don't know anything. I didn't lie to you. I don't know what the Larson company is studying

"I don't have the right to see all your files, and I don't know what the company you're talking about."

"I know that there may be abnormal memories in your subconscious, such as the false memories that others brainwash in, or the lost memories that others let you forget. Can we dig it out? You can try it. "Gu Jun has some resistance, but some want to have a try. What will it be? If you can find it like this

"All right." He said, "I want to know the answer, too."

"That's it. Just relax and just listen to me and imagine."

Sister Liang first let Gu Jun relax for a while, then formally began to say: "there is only darkness around, you are in the dark, but you see the light in front of you. You walk slowly, step by step, there is a door over there. The light is reflected from the back of the door, and behind is the memory that you vaguely felt happened, but how can't remember it. You walk slowly to the door and go out... "

Gu Jun closed his eyes and felt that there was some dim light in front of him, a red door.

He walked step by step, out of the red door, into the light

"Tell me, what do you see?" Asked sister Liang.

Gu Jun walked in the light and shadow, walked in the fog, looked around, could not see clearly, his breath gradually became heavy, his eyebrows wrinkled, his eyes and eyes moved

"Is that where you have been?" Sister Liang made a hint to guide him, "is it your home?"

All memories have scenes, because people's perception occurs in specific scenes. At that time, no special attention is needed. Unconscious memories will naturally form in the brain. As long as the scene is recalled, the memory will come out. This may also be one of the reasons for the visual perception.

As Gu Jun listened, he felt a sense of deja vu surging in his mind. The light and shadow that could not be seen clearly became some shape and scene

"It's a room." He murmured, "I'm in a room."

"What is this room like? Is that your room? "

Gu Jun looks around. This is a warm and elegant children's room. There are many colorful pictures on the wall, some of which are crooked, like children's paintings Although he felt familiar, he couldn't tell where it was. Had he been here himself?

"A small room with lots of pictures..."

"Pictures? Who drew it? Is anyone drawing? "

After listening to sister Liang's question, Gu Jun immediately saw some dim light and shadow. He described: "there was a little boy sitting on the floor, maybe only a few years old, drawing something on the paper with a watercolor pen."

"Who is that little boy? Do you know? "

"It's like me..." Gu Jun murmured at the memory screen, "it's me My mother is here, sitting next to me... "

He heard another voice. It was not sister Liang's, but from this memory. His mother asked him, "Xiao Jun, how can I write the word" tree? "? Will you tell mom? " His mother handed him another piece of paper, on which there were pictures of trees.

"Well!" The little boy nodded happily, took the painting paper and put it on the ground. Then he took the watercolor pen to the trees on the paper and wrote hard, "it's done!"

The little boy threw down the colored pen and held the paper high in his hands.

"Ah..." Gu Jun's eyes suddenly opened and he gave out a cry of anguish

It's a different language. The "tree" written by the little boy is that kind of strange language.

He grabbed his head hard, but the heartless fragments of memory continued in front of him.

Mother immediately took the paper in her hand and looked at it as if she had got a treasure. Her eyes were full of strange fanaticism. She looked at it for a long time, and then handed the little boy another piece of paper: "what about this word? What do you think you should write, worm

"That's it The little boy took the paper and put it on the ground. He picked up the colored pen and began to write again.

Another variant Worm, worm, the same word

Gu Jun suddenly saw clearly. On the floor around the little boy and his mother, there were stacks of drawing paper with various patterns. Beside the patterns, there were corresponding words in different languages: dark, apple, time, abyss, germination, sun, hands, bones, stars, death, sky, earth

That kind of mysterious strange words was painted by him when he was a child.

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