Chapter 351

Tianji martyrs cemetery is a quiet place, Xue BA's tomb is in one of them, and there are several flowers in front of the tombstone.

At this time, Gu Jun put down a bunch of flowers that he had brought to the tomb and silently looked at the photo of Yingwu's resolute head on the tombstone.

"Captain Xue, thank you for taking care of me before. Thank you for what you have done." He whispered, knowing better than others that Captain Xue's soul might have become the servant of the son of doom, living in that magnificent and eerie Church

A little thought of these, Gu Jun in the faint pain of the head had a pain, let him have to stop in a hurry, is the brain blood flow in the surge.

Today, he wanted to come here alone to clean up his mind and say goodbye, but he still followed several colleagues who were afraid that he would faint and needed emergency treatment.

Today is January 26. As early as a week ago, Mr. Tong came back from Russia overnight and told him about the inspection results and the decision of the organization.

"Ah Jun, how much do I know about your feelings..." Master Tong sighed, "sometimes there are such things in life, sometimes there are."

For this result, Gu Jun is naturally very difficult to accept, lost, at a loss, depressed, there is a group of nowhere to hair depression.

When he just recovered from his coma, he thought that the next step would be to recover, and then put himself into a new job, such as the establishment of Goa, the establishment of relationships with the ancestral tribes, returning to the dreamland, and continuing to do more beneficial things for the world.

But now In his own mind, whether there is another burden of relief at the same time, he does not know, not sure.

"Master Tong, I'm fine." He said at the time, "since I joined the agency, I have no shame I've been thinking about when I can take a break. " He laughed at himself and said, "I'm so busy that I don't have time to go to see a movie. It's a bad day. I can finally get out of the sea of misery."

"That's it." Master Tong also laughed bitterly, "you boy is on paid vacation, so I'm going to play! You'll give us a good time and a good recovery. "

"Well It's up to you... " Gu Jun also did not know how to say, self mockery of the words can not think of more.

In spite of that, he tried some unconventional treatments during the week.

Because whether there is any abnormal force in this, in fact, even he himself can not say well.

The power of the system was broken, but it didn't disperse completely. It became a chaos in my mind. Will this affect it? Or is it because of the sequelae left by his end ceremony, which was almost engulfed by darkness? It's all in doubt.

Gu Jun first tried the "mind barrier technology" that Deng Ximei had already contributed to the Bureau. It was like a psychological self hypnosis method of a stranger, which created a layer of protection that could affect consciousness through skillful meditation, self imagination, filling in details, etc.

The Bureau attaches great importance to this technology, because the mind barrier can not only be used to make up a fictional self, nor does Deng Simei explain to the Bureau. The mind barrier can be used as a shield to transfer the mental shock and mental erosion that are enough to make people lose their s value.

The spiritual barrier can be a fictional self, or a future scene that you are extremely keen on looking forward to, or a beautiful memory that is constantly strengthening.

This technology is very helpful to the front-line fighters, and it also enables the space agency to master another global leading mind technology.

The Bureau has selected the first batch of personnel from the incantation department and the old seal Department for training, learning and using. Lou Xiaoning and uncle Dan are among them, while peacock is not on the first list, because they have dual selves. It's hard to say what it will be like to add a layer of spiritual barrier. It's hard to say. It's not too late to learn until the bureau makes it clear.

However, it is at this stage that Gu Jun tries to treat himself with mental barrier, and uses a future expectation to construct a barrier to fight against persistent avoidance symptoms.

But before he officially started, his headache gradually became worse and his first attempt failed as he listened to Deng Ximei's detailed explanation.

After a day's delay for the second attempt, it was also a failure. He was completely unable to concentrate on that level. What was easy to do in the past is now difficult to move forward.

It's like having both feet tied to a thousand kilos, and if you want to run, it's not human.

Gu Jun tried something else, such as psychotherapy, burning incense and worshipping Buddha. In drug therapy, he not only took norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors, but also drank some Chinese medicine and did some dietotherapy. But none of them worked.

One by one, the treatment options were proved to be unworkable, and one by one they were disillusioned. In the end, Gu Jun himself and the treatment team could only accept the bitter fruit.

By today's 26th, the new year's Eve on the 31st of the month, there are not a few days left.

Thanks to the calm of this period, many people have a small holiday and can go home to visit relatives for a new year, but many of them are worried about Gu Jun.

Gu Jun is aware of this situation, so he proposed that he would like to start his vacation soon. In fact, he wanted to leave before the Chinese new year, so that everyone could go home for a good new year."Captain Xue, I'm leaving this afternoon." At this time, Gu Jun said softly to the photos on the tombstone, "I don't know when I will be back."

He will still come back for brain examination regularly, but another meaning of "coming back" is that there is no date.

He can't take part in the front-line work, nor can he work in the logistics department. He can't even transfer to the recreation department to arrange meals, drink and have fun for everyone, or work as a mascot image spokesman in the public relations department. As long as he is in the Tianji Bureau and Goa, he will inevitably be exposed to a large number of abnormal information, which is not conducive to his recuperation.

In the face of abnormal things, he has no strong stress reaction with zugejili, just a faint headache. It may be because of the special connection established by the beautiful dream before, or it may be because Zuge, such a creature, would not cause stress to anyone.

Therefore, he will take part in the alliance with Zuge in due course.

But after all, the most appropriate arrangement for him now is to leave the Bureau of natural affairs, leave these abnormal things, and return to normal life.

"Captain Xue, don't feel sorry for me." Gu Jun also said, "compared with you, compared with many patients, I have been too lucky. Xue team, people like you, even if they sacrifice, should have a heroic way, not a sudden bad luck... "

He said, taking a deep breath, "it's just that the world, there are a lot of regrets. When I'm gone, I have to go back to my dorm to clean up my things. I'll see you next time. "

Gu Jun said, calm face to the tombstone salute, then turned around and strode.

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