Chapter 549

"No one in the family is willing to do anything. I do everything! I have to serve you all well. I have to cook and take care of the whole family. I do everything. I don't have a day's freedom. I don't have time to be sick. I can't do anything without me... "

Chen Shengdi suddenly cried and cried hysterically. Her words were very messy and she complained about something.

These words seem to be old sayings. Some of the words mentioned casually with Lin qianfei are heavy. It can be seen that they are Chen Shengdi's daily complaints. I don't know how many times they have said them.

Maybe this is part of the real situation of this poor family. All the housework is pressed on Chen Shengdi, which has already crossed her nerves.

At the same time, Lin Guowei's face is darker, and he looks much older in the twinkling of an eye. He sits down in a chair and is very confused.

Seeing the changes of the couple, Gu Jun, Wang Ke, Cao Yicong and others all know that they are directly related to Lin Jing's disappearance.

Gu Jun's heart suddenly tightened up, a bad expectation was gradually proved to be true, and a tragic event gradually surfaced. He didn't even want to think about the truth, but some dark images of imagination surged in his mind, making him unable to distinguish between imagination and illusion

Take it to the mountains and wild forests to abandon Push down the cliff Buried in a pit dug with a hoe

He took a deep breath and said, "Auntie Chen, please calm down and tell us all about that year."

"Make it clear. We'll take care of it." Wang Ke added a voice, but also on the two people more pressure, the national character face has the dignity of long-term interrogation, "if you can't say clearly, Lin qianfei and Lin Longxuan may need to cooperate with our investigation for a period of time, which will definitely affect their studies."

"We really don't know how mirror disappeared!" Lin Guowei said in a hurry. He was nervous and afraid, but also angry. "It has nothing to do with Feifei and Longxuan. They don't know anything. If you want to catch us, you can shoot us!"

The middle-aged man yelled loudly, indignation, nowhere to vent a pat on the tea table, bang PA heavy, ring in the old messy living room.

If it was another villain, he might be startled by Lin Guowei, but Gu Jun and his wife stood still and didn't say much. They just watched.

Chen Shengdi gradually didn't know whether she was calm or depressed. She murmured words on her mouth, but she didn't make any words that could be heard clearly. Her red tears twinkled with complicated looks, as if she was looking at the old San Hao students' certificates on the opposite wall.

"It's me..." She suddenly uttered a trembling voice, "it's my mouth, it's all my fault I shouldn't have said that to him All blame me... "

Gu Jun slightly frowned, and Wang Ke looked at each other, things seem to be different from what they expected.

At the same time that Lin Guowei became rigid and silent again, Chen Shengdi talked about some unknown situations in those years.

Three days before Lin Jing's disappearance, Chen Shengdi scolded the son. The reason is that Lin Jing used her feet to kick other children's basketball on the basketball court in front of the village. She had an argument with others. She was pushed and nearly hit. Then she was complained by a parent.

Lin Jing said he just stood there and wanted to help kick the ball back. If he had hands, he would catch it and throw it back.

However, several children of the other side insisted that he was picking on something, his feet were dirty, he was a monster

Chen Shengdi didn't stand on her son's side. She scolded Lin Jing in front of the parent. When the parent left, she was still very angry and continued to scold Lin Jing: "what do you stay in the basketball court to see all day long? You can't play, quarrel with others and make trouble. It's enough to wait on you and make trouble!"

In fact, in the past and at ordinary times, Chen Shengdi often complained and scolded her eldest son. She didn't understand, and she was also very bitter. She thought that don't worry.

"Ah Jing is also my son and I raised him. It's not his fault that he has no hands. I know how difficult he is. I can't really blame him..."

At this time, the memory of Chen Shengdi choked, but on that day, she also scolded a few vicious words, never so scolded before, at that time, she actually regretted after scolding herself, but she was hard spoken and unwilling to admit her mistake, so far she has been regretful.

"I said You should have been told to throw you away when you were just born, so that you would not drag yourself down for a lifetime like now... "

Listening to these, Gu Jun's heart kept sinking, breathing gradually heavy, as if he could feel the pain of Lin Jing at that moment.

But he knows that he may never, never really understand that feeling, even though his original family is not so good.

Chen Shengdi continued to speak. Three days later, she came home on a tricycle carrying two children and a bunch of bananas. A mirror was gone. She said that she did not lie in this part, nor did Lin Guowei. He was out of town that afternoon and came back to look for a mirror.

After looking for a few days, I didn't find They didn't insist on looking.

But they are very sure that a Jing ran away from home and should be alive for some time to come.It may be said that he was the handless beggar child seen by someone in the neighborhood on the street of Dongzhou city

To this end, the couple once went to Dongzhou City, the rumored street, and looked at the beggars on the street from a distance.

But they didn't see the figure of their son, nor did they go up to ask them in detail. Maybe the son was not there, maybe they didn't meet. Having been there once, they will never have any action to look for Lin Jing. They will think that the son is gone, and there is no such person

They get a kind of relief, the family has become less difficult, qianfei and Longxuan's life is better.

But for so many years, they have never really let go of this missing handless son

Gu Jun, Wang Ke and others listened to this set of speeches, but did not make any judgment for the time being. They watched Lin Guowei smoke cheap cigarettes, and Chen Shengdi got up and walked to the master's room which connected with the living room. Gu Jun and Cao Yicong followed and watched. They saw that Chen Shengdi took something out of an old-fashioned wedding suitcase on the wardrobe beside the bed.

"This piece of paper was left by a mirror When I got home that day, I put the paper on the coffee table... "

Chen Shengdi was at a loss, holding a small piece of crumpled white paper in her hand.

Gu Jun took the old paper and saw a line of blue ballpoint pen on it. The handwriting was slanting and laborious, but he tried to control every stroke.

It was written by Lin Jing, but I don't know how.

[if I leave, don't look for me. When I live enough, I'll commit suicide]

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