Tang Tang:
when you read this letter, I am no longer in this world. I am quite satisfied with my achievements in this life. The only deficiency lies in you and Nan Shu.
I don't mean to blame you two. I know very well that many things I have done are wrong. Therefore, you and Nan Shu will hate me so much. Therefore, I also have retribution. During this period of time before my death, I often feel so painful that I can't sleep.
I know you don't want to see me talk nonsense, but I'm dying. Allow me to recall the past.
I still remember when you were born, I was the first person to hold you in addition to doctors and nurses. At that time, you were wrinkled and looked ugly, but I was still happy. This is my grandson.
My grandfather is not a good man. My grandfather also knows that you have suffered in the Ji family, but even if you do, you still don't know. If you call the police, the Ji family will be destroyed. If the Ji family is destroyed, the Qiu family will also be implicated. The Qiu family is not as good as before.
I can't see this huge family property destroyed in my hands, I admit it's selfish, so I get retribution.
I suggested your father to adopt a child. Your father didn't agree at first, but he agreed when he heard that the child was born by the woman he loved in his life.
Your father once loved a person, but later that person ran away with others. This matter has always been a nail in his heart. He hated that woman, but that woman died. So even if he hated again, he could not vent anything.
I found out that the woman left a child in the orphanage, so I told him, because I know that only in this way can his anger be relieved, and you and your mother can breathe.
Tang Tang, I know you've been blaming yourself because you chose Mo Yu in the orphanage. Now I tell you, even if you didn't catch a glimpse of Mo Yu at the beginning, your father would still make you choose Mo Yu in another way, so it's not your fault that Mo Yu entered the Ji family, it's the grandfather's fault.
Later, Nan Shu takes you and Mo Yu to escape. I shut up Nan Shu and even deceive you to come over and give you to Ji Weihong.
You can't understand why I have to do this, Tang Tang, because if I don't, your father will be mad, and your mother will suffer.
I didn't expect that he would kill Mo Yu. I didn't expect that Nan Shu would go crazy because of the remorse. But if I had to do it again, I would still choose this way. So you hate me, I will accept it.
In order to keep the Qiu family, you can sacrifice anything. Tang Tang, my grandfather was wrong, but my grandfather was not elected. You may not understand, but when you get to the position of grandfather, you may understand.
As for your mother, she is also a poor person. The only thing she did wrong was not choose to call the police. Instead, she chose to be patient. I told her to be patient.
She loves you, even though she doesn't protect you.
It doesn't matter if you said you would not come to my funeral. I can't feel whether you will come or not. I'm not writing this letter to you to ask you to forgive me. I just want to do something that you should do as a grandfather at the last minute. It's a small compensation compared with the damage caused.
Tang Tang, the man who pushed your brother into the abyss is my grandfather, not you. So you should not blame yourself again, OK?
-- grandfathe