For the first time, he felt so tired.
Each step is like walking in the swamp, endless suffocation, accompanied by a sense of falling out of control like hell.
He didn't know when he was going to fail.
He was afraid that his reason could not suppress the impulse, and that he wanted to go to hell with luonanchu.
It's not just him who will be destroyed. Ronan will be the first to fall apart.
She suffered too much unnecessary suffering, is enough, as long as the child does not appear, then all her suffering can stop at this moment.
Children will only make everything more broken, irreparable, she can not be with him, what identity will the child exist?
He couldn't let her know the truth.
She can't stand it.
That person looks stronger than anyone else, but in fact, she is more vulnerable than anyone else. If she knows that Luojia is not her responsibility, she doesn't need to carry on those lives, she may really die.
No one knows which straw crushed the camel, but he is sure that if she knew Yan Bing was her father, she might not survive.
Don't let the kids stay.
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it was completely dark when we got off the plane and arrived in Japan.
After leaving the airport, someone came to talk with Yan Ruyu in Japanese. Luonanchu was covered with a blanket and was led by him. She could not understand Japanese, so she followed Yan Ruyu into the black car parked at the entrance of the airport.
"Are you hungry?" The driver was driving. He turned his head and looked at Ronan Chu.
Ronan shook his head.
"Let's go to the hospital and have a check-up." He looked at her cool little face and asked the driver to turn the temperature of the air conditioner up a little, "is the stomach still uncomfortable?"
Ronan nodded at first.
She looks a little tired, but also a little confused, helpless look, very poor.
Yan Ruyu looked at her and felt that the place in his heart collapsed a little, and he felt a little distressed.
People's heart is the most unpredictable. He doesn't know whether he has tried to pull away from this feeling in the past five years, or he has become more and more addicted to it. He doesn't even know that he can be so gentle to a woman.
Only this person, he is not willing to let her taste a little hurt.
Luonan was brought into the hospital by Yan Ruyu at the beginning, and soon arranged an examination. After the examination, she sat in the doctor's office and waited.
Yan Ruyu and the doctor came in. She looked worried and asked in a hurry: "Ruyu, is the baby OK?"
Yan Ruyu said to the doctor in Japanese, and then came to sit beside her, "the report has not come out. Don't worry, OK?"
Luonan bit her lips slightly. Her eyes turned red. She lowered her head and said, "I'm afraid..."
She's still afraid.
Always feel that You can't keep it.
This feeling made her lose control of her emotions. She was not a very vulnerable person, but she wanted to cry at the thought of losing the child.
She used to feel that she didn't want the child, but little by little she felt the existence of it, and she turned back.
She wanted a chance to be a mother.
She didn't want to be alone all her life.
Yan Ruyu looks at her in a hurry, the eye color is dark, Fu Tingyuan really scared her, that person how to bear heart.
He raised his hand and took him to his arms. He said calmly, "the child will be OK. Even if I fight for my life, I will keep your mother and son safe. "