He lived in this curse for more than 20 years, did a lot of wanton things, met his favorite woman, and then personally hurt her.
Even in the following years, when he gradually realized that he liked Ronan Chu, he did not dare to face this fact.
Those things engraved in his bones, like a curse, may not be able to break free for a lifetime.
But he also wanted to give all his remaining kindness and gentleness to luonanchu.
He likes her.
Love makes him from a bloody monster to a more normal person.
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"sleepy?" He looked down at the way Ronan yawned in his arms.
Ronan initially found a comfortable position in his arms. "It's OK."
He stretched out his hand and pulled the blanket aside and covered her. He sat on the sofa with her in his arms.
Ronan may not have known that this is the first time in many years that he has brought people here.
Since the discovery of the house, he has come to live for a period of time every year.
It makes him feel peaceful here.
Can make the ferocious beast in his bones docile.
He once thought that if he could really meet someone he liked, he would bring her here to have a look, maybe he could live here with her for a lifetime.
In the autumn, he can take her to see the wheat field, which has the largest field in Japan. When the wind blows, he could hear the rustling sound of wheat, which he always thought was very nice. He wanted to show her.
They can also go mountaineering.
You can also take a ride to Tokyo.
Go to Osaka.
And then come back by tram in the evening.
He was glad that Ronan had been able to stay with him for a few months.
"Yan Ruyu, it's not your fault." She whispered in his arms.
Yan Ruyu looks down at her.
She dropped her eyes and gently grabbed the clothes on his chest. "Your mother is not a good mother. She shouldn't impose on you what she can't get. You should blame her, not yourself. "
"But wrong is wrong." His voice was quiet. "It's her fault, or mine."
Ronan was a little sad at first.
Maybe I think this person is very pitiful. He has not been treated well since he was a child. Even when he grows up, he has not been cherished.
"After that, I will accompany you. You are responsible for protecting me from doing bad things." Her voice was soft, "what you did to me should be offset We'll do it again. "
"Over again?"
"Well. I forgive you. If you have a lot of regrets, you can regret two less things now
Yan Ruyu smiles. He hugs her tightly and looks down at her face. He looked at her with bright blue eyes and whispered, "but at the beginning, I couldn't forgive myself."
There's no excuse for hurting herself like that.
He didn't have a heart before. He didn't know it would hurt so much after he had a heart.
He liked Ronan, but he couldn't say it all his life.
Ronan first looked at his eyes, his eyes are so good-looking, blue like the clearest lake, but blue always appears melancholy.
He looks sad.
"I'll be with you later." She shrunk in his arms and murmured, "have you seen my brother? They're all fine. You can live in my house. "
She didn't know what she was talking about.
Maybe Yan Ruyu looks so sad now.
She wanted him to be happy.