Selina is stunned for a moment and looks at Ronan Chu.
"There was a little accident. I'll probably never have a baby again. " She held the water glass helplessly with a smile. "It's a pity to say it, but I've accepted this fact."
This is the first time Ronan mentioned his past.
Only this time, she has always been clear eyes, faintly emerged a trace of vicissitudes.
Child, this creature, is far away from Selina, but from the tone of lornan Chu, I can also hear a bit of sadness.
People who like children so much can't have their own children in this life.
It was like God was making a bad joke on her.
Selina pursed her lips and whispered, "Frank likes you, you know?"
Ronan chuckled: "he confessed to me. But I have someone I like, so I can't accept his will
Selina turned her head and looked at her: "the person you like Is that the man? "
"Well." She is not afraid to admit her love for him For many years. "
"Well..." Selina was a little nervous. Her voice was quiet, as if she were afraid to frighten her. "Did you know he already has a wife?"
There was no change in Ronan's smile. She looked up at the sky and said with a smile, "I know. It's been known for a long time. " The ring on his ring finger is the best answer,
"but what does that matter?" Ronan took a step forward and stepped into the sunshine. She squinted and enjoyed the sunshine. Then she turned to Selina and said with a smile, "I like him, just like him in silence. You don't have to be with him. "
Selina looks at her in a daze.
It makes her cold face look childish.
In her young age, she may not understand that it doesn't matter whether she loves someone or not.
At her age, she tried her best to make the person like herself.
It's the best to be together for a long time. It's impossible to lose a minute or a second.
Frivolous pursuit, crazy for love, always in youth.
She still loves him very much now, but no longer has that kind of desperate possessiveness.
Or that's the price of growth.
Those who were unwilling, reckless, young and frivolous were so precipitated by the years. Standing here and looking back, she still felt that Ronan had been naive and lovely, but she also thought it was very good now.
"You'll understand later." She laughed, then paused, raised her hand and stroked the young girl's face, "still not. I hope you don't understand it for the rest of your life. "
Those are not a good thing, if you have the opportunity, with the people you like, together for a lifetime.
Selina looked at her: "if you can't be with someone you like all your life, isn't it a pity?"
Ronan began to smile: "that's no way."
*
Luonan returned to live in the orphanage, and Fu Tingyuan did not contact her again.
Like two occasionally intersecting parallel lines, after this rendezvous, they finally return to their respective orbits.
Life in the orphanage is very leisurely and there is hardly anything special to do.
She accompanies the child to play every day, or just sits in the shade of a tree in a daze. Once the person is free, the pressure is much less. Just to give her a rest.