Chapter 1245

"We're going to have kids, and we're going to have a lot of kids." He took her face, lowered his head, and kissed her tears in the eyes. "I will make it up to you all my life, OK?"

Lu Mingyou breathed and trembled. She looked at his face, bit her lips and shook her head But you don't love me Yan Ruyu, you don't love me. " She broke away from his arms, and clasped her legs in her seat and buried her face in her lap. Her voice was low and hoarse, "we will not have any more children."

No more.

He adored another woman and hurt her for another woman. She won't forgive that.

There was silence in the carriage. Yan Ruyu looked at the small woman curled up in the seat of the car. The wide red sweater wrapped her petite body, making her look very thin. The invisible wall is erected between them, no matter how tight the embrace is, we can no longer feel the familiarity once upon a time.

Yan Ruyu opened the window and lit a cigarette.

Indescribable impatience, accompanied by the cold winter wind, is like sweeping a fire in the wilderness. The air is dry and the aftertaste is choking.

The gentleness of his life was given to another woman. Lornan was the sustenance of all his humanity and kindness in his life. He was willing to sacrifice the rest of his life for her happiness. In those five years, it can be said that he did not save ronanchu, but also ronanchu saved him.

He loved her so much that he didn't dare to say love. He thought he would never fall in love with another woman in his life.

He was a man of his own free will, and would not consider the consequences of anything he did. Now, he gradually felt that he could not afford the consequences of that deception.

He gradually lost himself in this marriage full of cheating, and didn't even understand what he wanted.

May be really selfish, but he needs Liu mingmao to stay, only let her be around, he can not be so upset.

At least this winter, she needs to spend it with him.

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after seeing Lu Zhishen away, Lu Mingyou returns home and goes upstairs to sleep alone.

When I woke up, there was one more person in bed. Yan Ruyu didn't know where she came from, and lay on the bed with her arm and slept soundly.

Looking at his peaceful sleeping face, the deer's voice was silent for a while, and turned his back to him.

The curtain is open, there is a breeze blowing in, the sun is setting outside the window, with a bit of cool bleak scene.

She shrunk into the quilt, and the man's arm closed, and she was surrounded by her whole body.

Deer Ming you feel his face rubbing against her back, warm breathing blowing on her back, two people lying lazily on the bed, holding posture, just like any sweet couple in the world.

She patted his hand on his waist. "Let go when you wake up."

Yan Ruyu looses her hand and looks at Lu Mingyou sitting up from the quilt, leaning against the head of the bed, finishing her long hair in the collar, and then she gets out of bed neatly and goes into the bathroom to wash her face.

When she came out, Yan Ruyu propped her face against the bed and asked her, "what are you going to eat in the evening?"

"Eat for yourself." Lu Ming walked over and sat down in front of the dressing table to take out the liquid foundation, while dressing up for himself and saying, "I'm going out to play at night."

Yan Ruyu sat up from the bed, "to the bar?"

"I still owe Nolan a meal. I came back today and invited him to dinner."