She couldn't help thinking, is she and Xiao Fengting really unsuitable?
Three outlooks are not suitable, personality is not suitable, family is not suitable, a little bit of small problems, can cause endless contradictions.
How can we live together in the future? How to give fruit a good family environment?
How to create a good family environment for another child in the future?
"I'll think about it myself." Tang Qing closed his eyes. "I'll tell them myself. After a moment's silence, Xia Ling sighs in a low voice. She didn't expect Xiao Fengting to come back, and there was even more trouble between them. The arrival of the child is not a lubricant between them, but more friction between the two.
But she really did not expect that Xiao Fengting agreed to Tang Qing not to have this child.
Xiao Fengting doesn't like children.
That said, but the child is between him and Tang Qing. How could he not like Tang Qing and his baby?
Xia Ning chats and shakes her head. She doesn't understand what Xiao Fengting is thinking.
She went back to Xiao's house and asked the housekeeper. She knew that Xiao Fengting was in the study.
After hesitating for a while, Xia Ning decides to go upstairs and have a good talk with Xiao Fengting.
Although they are no longer close to each other in the past, but in this matter, only she can speak in front of Xiao Fengting.
Xia Ning chat knocked on the door and heard Xiao Fengting's voice coming from the room: "come in."
"Little Lord." Xia Ning chatted and pushed the door in, called out to him, saw him sitting at his desk, reading documents, asked a low, "am I disturbing you?"
The man put down his pen, leaned against the leather chair and looked up at her.
Under the bright light and shadow of the study, the man's face looks a little dull and indifferent. Xia Ning chats to see his calm expression and says in a low voice: "little Lord, I just came back from the hospital."
Xiao Fengting did not have any unexpected expression on his face, even looked a little indifferent. Xia Ning chatted and looked at his face and couldn't help thinking, what's wrong with him?
Tang Qing is still in the hospital. He doesn't care.
What's the difference between this man and the man who heard that Tang Qing was in a coma and rushed from the hospital and even fainted because of excessive tension?
His attitude, no wonder Tang Qing is not willing to give him a child.
Xia Ning chats and purses her lips. There are some complaints in her voice: "little Lord, Miss Tang is in the hospital. Why don't you go to see her? She has a big stomach and can't walk. What a pity
"I used to make her angry," Xiao Fengting said quietly
You know she's going to get angry, too?
Xia Ning couldn't help but say, "little Lord, it's not me. She's more angry if you don't go."
He raised his eyes to her and asked, "Lim chat, what do you think of me?"
Xia Ning chatted, but she didn't expect Xiao Fengting would ask her this question. She was stunned for a moment. She didn't respond. She heard Xiao Fengting's cool self-evaluation sitting there.
"Cowardly, incompetent, weak minded, and even like to make countless excuses for themselves." He had no emotion in his tone. He just looked down at his hands. "I don't have any skills. I think I can do anything. In fact, it's just like this. I can't do anything except force her to do something she doesn't want."
"Little Lord," Xia Ling chatted. Unexpectedly, Xiao Fengting's self-evaluation was so low that he said, "what are you talking about? You let the Xiao family to a higher level. Now, which master can do this? In my mind, you are the greatest leader. How can you be worthless? "
"It's just your imagination." He looked down at his fingers and felt weak. He always thought that he could control what he wanted. However, it was obvious that he could not get the heart of the woman he liked.
What he did to Tang Qing was countless injuries. None of the things he wanted to do for her could be done. Being hated by Tang Qing was helpless.
"What's wrong with you, little Lord?"
Xia Ning chat walks over and stands in front of the office, looking at him suspiciously.
"What makes you like this?" She frowned. "Why don't you go to see Miss Tang? She certainly wants you to go. "
Xiao Fengting said," it's not me that she expects. "
"How could it be?" Xia Ning chatted and shook his head and looked at him seriously, "even if she gets along well with the vice personality, she is always looking forward to your coming back. How can you think so? "
"If she was really looking forward to me, we wouldn't be so unhappy with each other." He suddenly sighed, some powerless look, "some things I can't give her, I can't make her happy like him, she's not happy when she's with me. I know this very well. "
Xia Ning chats with both hands in front of the table and looks down at his frowning face.
It's hard to see such an expression on his face. He has always been calm and indifferent, winning a victory, calm and calm. Now he seems to be troubled and unable to extricate himself."Little Lord," said Miss Tang, "when you are sleeping, you are always conscious." She bit her lips gently and asked in a low voice, "is that true?"
Xiao Fengting was silent for a moment and then said, "yes."
Xia Ning chats all over a shock, some incredible looking at him, she stood up, for a long time did not speak.
Don't talk about Tang Qing. Even she herself is a little angry.
"Do you know how many people are worried when you do this?" she asked, shaking her voice
Xiao Fengting said calmly, "I just think it's better to do this."
"Not at all!"
"He handled everything very well." He said faintly, "he can make her happy more than I do, and she is more happy when she is with him."
“……”
"I like her to be happy." He lowered his voice, "happier than ever..."
I want to give her all the things she lost before, even if that person is not himself.
"Little Lord, how can you think that..." Xia Ning's eyes turned red and said in a low hoarse voice, "no one can replace you, no one can replace you, don't you understand?"
Xiao Fengting said faintly: "maybe so..."
However, he was no longer confident.
I don't feel confident that he is the one who can bring her happiness.
When he fell into a deep sleep, he thought for a long time, and still felt that it was better to let another person come out.
He always made her cry, but when she was by his side, she obviously laughed more.
After doing too many wrong things and telling all my heart, I am satisfied.
Xia Ning still disagrees with Xiao Fengting's self-opinion. She retorts, "why don't you ask Miss Tang? She prefers you or him, why don't you confirm it yourself? "
Xiao Fengting asked, "what is my favorite place for her?"
"Little Lord!"
"How many odds do you think I have?" He laughed. "Before I knew I was ill, she could choose to be with him. How much chance can I have to win if I do all the bad things and let her like me?"
“……”
"I don't need her to pity me." His voice cooled down. "She is poor enough. Maybe she will pity me because of my request, but I don't want her to be kidnapped by me with this feeling. I don't want her to be unhappy. I don't want her to be unhappy with me
Xia Ling chat silent down, she does not understand love, because Xiao Fengting's words, she also fell into his mood.
Indeed
Tang Qing is happy when he is with his vice personality.
Every day is happy.
When Xiao Fengting looks at Tang Qing who is so happy and smiling, what is his feeling in his heart?
That's the feeling he couldn't bring to her.
That was the feeling he wanted to bring to her.
He made another person to love her, but he didn't dare to let himself like her.
Isn't this the reason for his illness?
Even when he was dying, he would dare to speak his mind.
But even if said, it is very clear that they do not have the ability to make her happy.
Xia Ning chat can't answer this question. Who does Tang Qing like?
She promised to be with him, but she also ran around for Xiao Fengting's life, even sacrificing herself.
But maybe, maybe she is just for the sake of personality. All she does is for the personality that can please her and make her smile.
This is also the fact that Xiao Fengting cannot face.
Real self, no false personality, do well.
He even began to be autistic, preferring another person to guard her instead of waking up.
Because too much love, so become weak, even vulnerable.
Careful, even close to dare not.
She doesn't know how to deal with such a problem.
She lowered her head and said in a hoarse voice, "what about the child, little Lord, you still have a child. Do you really want it? "
Xiao Fengting said, "she said no
She didn't want it, and you agreed?
At first, she felt incredible, but now she just felt helpless.
He did not dare to do anything that Tang Qing didn't want to do.
I dare not.
It's ridiculous that Xiao Fengting did something that he didn't dare to do.
I don't even dare to take my own flesh and blood.
He gave everything to Tang Qing to choose.
"Little Lord, you It will push Miss Tang away completely. "
Xiao Fengting's eyes showed a trace of confusion. He quietly asked, "if she wants to go, and I force her to stay in Tongcheng, what's the difference with before?"He wanted to make a change, but he didn't know how to go on.
Can only stay in place, after all, do more mistakes.
Xia Ling couldn't answer his question. She said in a stuffy voice, "no matter what, you can choose a time to see Miss Tang. The child is six months old, and induced labor is very harmful. Miss Tang is not in good health... "
She thought that at least, the child could be born, but if Tang Qing didn't want to, she knew Xiao Fengting couldn't force her.